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[beetlearmand]

| jem | he/him | freaks and perverts only |

general fandom/iwtv/the passenger — @beetlearmand

supernatural — @faithcarvedinflesh

kink/aesthetic photography — @cimarronfirearms

nature/rural photography — @deadbythecreek

[sp1ral1ng-ang3l-deactivated2026]

[bobdylanyaoi]

biting the hand that feeds me but im also sucking on the fingers a bit

[alfieandrews]

watched the passenger recently :-)

[uhhhhmanda]

Just came home from a dinner party with the friendgroup at which several people kept saying "Ask Pedro" or "Pedro will know" and I was terrified that they were referring to an AI like Claude but no, thank fuck, they were referring to a cardboard cutout of Pedro Pascal that someone left upstairs and who has been designated a kind of patron saint status in the household.

[no-last-name-andy]

twinnin🤪🤪

[toskarinfr]

my ability to take this 🫢 emoji seriously has been obliterated by that one image

[toskarinfr]

getting this image beamed into my head psionically whenever i see it used in any context

[bookmaven]

THE MACABRE READER edited by Donald A. Wollheim. (New York: Ace #353, 1959) Cover by Ed Emshwiller.

Contents:

“The Crawling Horror ” by Thorp McClusky

“The Opener of the Way” by Robert Bloch

“In Amundsen's Tent” by John Martin Leahy

“The Thing on the Doorstep” by H. P. Lovecraft

“The Hollow Man” by Thomas Burke

“It Will Grow on You” by Donald Wandrei

“The Hunters from Beyond” by Clark Ashton Smith

“The Curse of Yig” by Zealia Brown Bishop

“The Cairn of the Headland” by Robert E. Howard

“The Trap” by Henry S. Whitehead

[vamptard]

porn is so boring like oh my god when do they start bleeding out

[no-last-name-andy]

they are such mirrors of eachother im gonna be SICK

[petuniapolar]

I should be doing my homework

[ppurikachi]

Lohen fanart

//i love a crazy/freaky lohen//

[3raccoons-inatrenchcoat]

so like... lighting amirite... (wip)

[dreamdawggo]

Mop head

[nohoperadio]

You know that thing would eat you if you died, right? *pointing to the false image of you that others perceive*

[rimonoroni2]

being a trans guy directly post wwi and wwii was so easy. you could just be like yeah i got my dick blown off in the war and everyone would be like hey that happened to my buddy jim and not even question it. truly next level valor stealing to pass

[rimonoroni2]

not sure if yall know this but one of the first trans men to ever get a phalloplasty was a british guy named laurence michael dillon. dillon was a doctor himself (in fact he performed a gender affirming orchiectomy on roberta cowell) who had been taking T and passing as male for years, and he was watching harold gillies, a pioneer of dick surgery for the pandemic of Guys Who Got Their Hogs Rocked By Bombs from wwii, do all these dick reparation surgeries. so he got to wondering hey. if you can reconstruct a dick, can you construct a dick? they got to talking about it and eventually ya boy dillon got the surgery. so shout out to all those british dudes who lost their cock fighting nazis and inadvertently contributed research/techniques to The Transgender Cause ig

[transmascjoy]

There's a reason they were called the Allies...!

[cockroomsyndrome]

I need us all to imagine being Benson. Molested by a teacher as a young boy, likely being made to keep that secret. Thinking he's all alone in the rural Midwest with this secret and all the mental anguish it brings. So he puts on this mask of masculinity; of indifference.

Then he meets Randy. And Randy can't say no. Not even when Chris makes him swallow a day old burger. So Benson makes it all stop, just like he wished someone would have done for him.

And then after a day of trying to get him to open up, he finally does. He's crying, he's holding his face, thinking finally - finally- I'm not alone. I have someone else who shares this horrible secret.

And then Randy starts talking about knocking a teacher's eye out.

And Benson is all alone again.

[starzzmissthesun]

also how it must have felt for him to hear randy say so familiarly "i was just so angry she targeted me out of everyone else when we were all the same, whyd she pick me?" over something so meaningless (comparatively) as being yelled at for disrupting the class. cuz the way randy starts and finishes his story is partially described with sentiments and sentences that sound so similar, the scene literally builds as he begins revealing this until it takes the comedic turn, although reminding benson that they arent the same, that what seemed to sound like/look like a shared trauma is really not at all. thats why he does truly have a breaking moment at ms beard's house, he sees randy so intensely upset over something he did to his teacher and her respond with immediate care and worry for him. she remembers him and has deeply thought about what happened, randy gets his closure for the stupidest little thing that he should have gotten over and healed from as a kid but didnt cuz...hes just like that, cuz his mom makes him relive it, cuz he's got some stuff going on internally benson is in no way experienced or familiar. meanwhile benson never got anything, didn't even get recognition, for what he did and how hes ruined bensons life. even as the guy was being beat death, looking straight into the eyes of rage only born from hurt and pain and anguish, he was just confused. why me. you dont get to say that you sick fuck. isolation once again, completely alone in what happened to him, benson and randy now cant even share the branched experience of a terrible reunion with the teacher that ended in more pain and bloodiness than sorry, and everyone thinks hes fucking crazy.