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i dont trust ppl online who say they don't ship characters bc it's immature somehow. like yeah man this whole damn thing is immature have a little fun

#really good deltarune video had a point that made me think #dorian rambles

mo0nj3lly

this came to me in a dream

Smoking on that we'd

Orgasm denial. Orgasm anger. Orgasm bargaining. Orgasm depression. Orgasm acceptance.

Whoa I was just met with peak Trans Ralsei and Sunny OMORI and then i open your blog to see both MC Pocket Mirror AND TADC? I feel like I'm opening a chest of treasure rn

WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL MY LIFE

#DUDE YOU KNOW POCKET MIRROR????????????? FUCK OFF PLZ TALK TO ME ABOUT IT ITS MY FAVOURITE GAME OF ALL TIME #DM ME DM ME DM ME #ahem or do not. if you prefer.#im so lsdkfhsdfjlhjk i gotta add more shit to my banner >:D #dorian rambles

tsarina-anadyomene

what to do when something you want also fills you with alienation and revulsion

#i cant explain it but i feel like the obvious answer is cannibalism

So my look-alike got together with OMORI in Tomodachi Life, and when I told my ex boyfriend (who JUST started talking to me again) that I was happy cuz I would've picked him anyway (out of the boys, I need to hack this shit so you can be gay), he said

"You would pick the misanthropic skinny emo boy with soft features and self esteem issues huh"

...and I was like. I have a type I guess.

#and he was like 'have a better type'#I WOULD IF I COULD DUDE THIS IS WHO I AM #I CAN FIX HIM BOYS BUT JUST LEAVE HIM LIKE THAT I LIKE HIM BETTER THAT WAY #dorian rambles

Not that I actually desire in any way for Ao3 to be more like social media, but it would be cool if there was something like reactions after a fic. Being able to use any emoji feels like too much, but maybe like 5ish buttons at the bottom of every fic where you can punch in your feelings right after reading. Like "liked it", "loved it", "emotional", "confused", something like that. Maybe a little more pointed, idk.

Any genuine attempt to add something like that would probably end up going horribly wrong, and definately push the website as a whole in a bad direction, so I'm not THAT attached to the idea.

I'm just addicted like nothing else to hearing people's reactions to my fanfic and commenting is too intimidating for most people and I WANNA KNOW I NEED TO KNOW PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

#ao3 writer #i gues????????????????????????#dorian rambles

this is the first time writing for this fic has felt like it's gonna be WORK. not that that's a bad thing, I'm genuinely so thrilled that I have ideas with scope at all. but I WANT TO BE WRITING ALL THE COOL SHIT NOW I HAVE TO DO DRAFTS AND PLANNING AND NARRATIVE STRUCTURE SO ALL THE COOL PARTS ACTUALLY HIT.

The craziest part is I feel like I can actually do it. With how much I still need to get through, I'm probably surpassing 50,000 words total, but we'll see. It's my dream to write a story over 100,000 words long someday.

#i have genuinely no idea if anyone who reads my fic follows me on tumblr #and like. probably not.#i ASSUME not #but the off chance means i dont wanna post about what im actually planning #this has turned into like. an actual Project.#its my most popular fic now and even if i'll never know how many there are people who come back to read new chapters when i post them!!#i have an audience!!! a duty!!!!!#i Have to finish this now #im inevitably gonna draw cover art for this thing i KNOW it #writing this makes me so happy #for the first time in my life im using the internet the way i dreamed of using it as a little girl #thats mostly impossible now because the internet gets worse every year #but ao3 is like. sacred forum ground.#posting words i wrote for fun #getting comments from freaks like me #making people crazy and feral about blorbo the way i did/do #on this simple little website with no ads no popups no subscription no feed no like to dislike #just stories written and shared with love and people who want to read them :)#people want to read my story :))#im so happy #i wish so fucking bad that i could see the reaction of every single one of those 1000+ people #who screamed into their pillow or stimmed out or felt haunted for hours afterwards #or however other people react to fic they like #dorian rambles #lol

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OKAY. TODAY'S THE DAY I STOP PUTTING IT OFF AND FINISH REVOLUTIONARY GIRL UTENA.

BUT JUST KNOW, UNLESS ANTHY KILLS EVERY SINGLE MALE CHARACTER WITH HER BARE HANDS, IT WON'T BE ENOUGH.

beewitch4-deactivated

THE SHADOW PUPPET GIRLS ARE REAL????

#i could liveblog every fucking SECOND of this show istg #theres just too much to say #dorian rambles

OKAY. TODAY'S THE DAY I STOP PUTTING IT OFF AND FINISH REVOLUTIONARY GIRL UTENA.

BUT JUST KNOW, UNLESS ANTHY KILLS EVERY SINGLE MALE CHARACTER WITH HER BARE HANDS, IT WON'T BE ENOUGH.

#I HATE THIS FUCKING SHOW #ITS A MASTERPIECE #revolutionary girl utena #dorian rambles

beewitch4-deactivated

Pomni was actually so magical girl core in the finale and we need to talk about that more. Discovering she has powers and mastering them? Using the power of love and friendship through the hardest adversity? The lamp post is in Jax's head, but the way she looks walking through there with the pink ripples is soooo magical girl of her. Every time I watch the finale I think this it must be said

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EXCUSE ME??????

Random spam and porn bots can infect tag searches just fine but my fucking anime music video is mature content. ok tumblr

beewitch4-deactivated

#dorian rambles

EXCUSE ME??????

Random spam and porn bots can infect tag searches just fine but my fucking anime music video is mature content. ok tumblr

#dorian rambles

💘🌟Ai Hoshino💖🐰

#i dont make gifsets because im good at it or because i know what im doing #i make gifsets for the love of the game #making this was so fun i watched this whole thing frame by frame 👁️👁️#ai hoshino #oshi no ko #dorian rambles #i dont even like the fucking show its just okay to me

beewitch4-deactivated

Making a gifset of Ai Hoshino in the Idol music video and losing my minddddddd over the shot composition im looking at it frame by frame and cuming omg

beewitch4-deactivated

This single shot uses these four GORGEOUS drawings and it goes by in less than half a second. Somebody DREW these. With their HANDS. It took HOURS. I'm so in love with the medium of animation.

I only picked the buildup to the final chorus to use for the gifset on a whim bc it felt right.

Because, the whole song's been building to this moment, this set of shots is clearly meant to convey the essence of Ai as an idol, the magnetism of her persona and the appeal of being her fan.

But the cinematography in these like, two seconds is BLOWING my mind. You don't notice ANY of it consciously, but you FEEL it, it makes an IMPACT, that's why it's the most replated part of the video, that's why one of the frames is the THUMBNAIL.

I gotta shut up and finish this gifset so I can just stare at this animation.

#dorian rambles #for real this time #nerd ass ramble

Making a gifset of Ai Hoshino in the Idol music video and losing my minddddddd over the shot composition im looking at it frame by frame and cuming omg

#i dont even LIKE THE SHOW #but the animation is intoxicating #and like #ai #ai hoshino #i just #thats all #dorian rambles

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