I think a good way to explain how I feel living with the (both) diagnosis of Autism Spectrum Disorder and ADHD is:
"Imagine that you have both Enjolras and Grantaire inside your head and they are constantly fighting for dominance."
When Enjolras takes over, I get hyped about something, decide to start several new projects, activities, and hobbies; along with an indescribable desire to change the world and make a difference.
When Grantaire takes over, I just kind of want to stay in my room all day, abandon those things I started because I don't think I'll be able to accomplish them, "accept" that everything is pointless, and since "the future is death" there's no reason for me to worry about anything outside of that specific hyperfocus I have at that moment.
And I think that, since another comorbidity I live with is Anxiety Disorder, I believe Marius would also be included. "He disappears from time to time, but when he comes back and starts talking, you just want him to shut up."









