Iām Ty, a submissive transmale slut, 5+ years on T, autistic and again, a very submissive bottomy slut.
Not used tumblr in ages, but back again to look at and reblog filth. Iām into a wiiiide variety of kinks, not much Iām not into or uninterested in tbf. Just fucking beat me š« Will maybe write a better intro some other time āļø
DNI: Under 18, general dni criteria (racists, ableists, homophobes, transphobes, etc.)
18+ MDNI | <1k words, 2nd person | Reciever: you/your, ass, rim, little toy, hole, bitch | Giver: they/them, your dom, length | Primary themes: noncon, gagging (both silencing and dry heaving), forced contortion, anal/painal, pain for tortureās sake | Other themes: ambush, tied up, asphyxiation to unconsciousness, recording, figging, toy/dildo, dom being casual, cruelty, minor dacryphilia
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You need a sadistic stalker dom in your life. Maybe one day, your dom gets off of work early, and lets themself into your apartment with the key they copied from a picture they took while you were in the bathroom two months ago. They wait behind your front door to ambush you when you get home. The instant your bag hits the floor, strong hands wrench your arms behind your back and manhandle you into the bedroom, hardly noticing your flailing. Your heart can't help but race, even though you quickly realize who it is. You two had been sexting for a while, and had even hooked up a few times, but you had a fight last week, and hadn't talked much since. You had hoped it was water under the bridge but...
They tie you up on the bed, forcing a thick inflatable gag past your teeth until it nestles at the back of your throat. They pump it up, beginning to pry your jaw apart, stopping just short of dislocation. A thin tube runs through a hole in the punishing rubber, tickling your gag reflex as you try to control your dry heaving, tears pooling in your reddening eyes. They just smile at you. You are utterly fucked.
Without any preparation, they thrust viciously into your ass. You had talked about anal a little bit, but never seriously. Your ass feels like it's tearing as they ream you open dry on their length, making it as miserable as they can manage. Obviously, it hurts a lotāyou can tell that's the entire fucking pointābut the gag they used completely fills your mouth, making it hard to breathe, let alone scream. You're already struggling to hyperventilate through the thin tube serving as your air supply, the world closing in around you, when they fold over the tube, pinch your nose, and send you into the darkness.
You jerk back to consciousness choking on the gag, nearly aspirating the contents of your stomach before you can get your gag reflex back under control. As you slowly regain awareness of the sensations lingering in your body, you realize you have no idea how long you were out.
Obviously, your ass is sore and feels damn near torn, but there's more to it than that. There's something still holding your ass open, smaller than your dom, but also radiating a burning sensation around your rim and into your ass. You feel fucked out, and the rest of your body aches fiercely, but in a very odd way, almost jelly-like. Your muscles feel... over stretched?
Footsteps in the hallway draw your attention.
"Oh, my little toy is awake. Feeling good, I take it?"
They know full well you couldn't respond to save your life.
"Are you curious what I did to you while you were out? Here, let me show you." They walk over and lay down next to you, almost giddy, sticking their phone in front of your face. It's a video of you.
They're fucking your ass like they were just before you passed out, but you're clearly unresponsive. Eventually, they slow down to a lazy pace, reaching down to untie your legs. Once they're free, they wrench them upwards, trying to put your feet behind your head. There is obvious resistance; it doesn't even look close.
To your horror, over the next few minutes, they keep pushing on your legs while thrusting harder and harder and your legs stretch farther and farther towards your head. Finally, they thrust one final time, burying as deep inside your defiled hole as possible while leaning their entire body weight on your ankles. They slip behind your head, hooked behind your neck.
"Isn't that awesome? Your legs, were like, all the way up here." They mime the position, waving their hands disturbingly close to your ears. "Here, let me show you."
You try to squirm and fight as they untie your legs just like in the video, but it just sends a burning sensation shooting up the back of your thighs.
The pain as they slowly push your legs up is unique and indescribable. Not unbearable. Not yet. But visceral. You lose control of your gag reflex and start heaving again, but your dom doesn't seem to care, if they noticed at all. They seem pretty intensely focused on getting your feet behind your head again.
"C'mon bitch, you already did this once, stop making it harder."
Eventually, they succeed again.
"Yeah, see? Like that. Then I fucked you so hard. I need to show you that too. Here."
They lean down and grab a thick dildo, forcing it into you like it's the most natural thing in the world. Whatever was holding you open gets forced in along with it.
"Oh, oops. I forgot to take out your ginger. Don't let me forget to fish that out of you before I leave, ok? Anyway, I had so much fun folding you like this. I think you deserve to see what it was like. How about you squirm for me like this for a while, and then we can move on to the second position?"
Upon seeing your wide eyes, they elaborate.
"Oh, couldn't you tell? Obviously this wasn't the only position I tried. You could be a contortionist, you know! If you ever want to use those videos as an audition tape just let me know. They're all so fun, I can't wait to show you what your body can do now."
dutifully repeating, ādaddy would never lay a hand on me.ā after dad slaps me hard across the face & prompts, āwhat do you say if anyone asks?ā
Thinking about getting spanked by both mommy and daddy in a role play scenario. First my domme is more nurturing and sweet, gives me a talking to about what I did, scolds me like a naughty young man, and then spanks me until Iām squirming and whining. Then they tell me to get in the corner and wait for daddy, who will be much meaner to my poor bottom.
Daddy is rough, throwing me into position and hitting me hard and fast until Iām a wreck. He doesnāt care about talking to me or making me repeat what I did wrong, he cares about teaching me a lesson through a bruised ass. Then he fucks me hard, calling me bad and stupid and telling me I deserve to be hurt like a painslut.
The reverse of the situation is hot too, daddy putting me in the corner crying and mommy coming back to say oh such a poor red ass. Come over here and let me see what he did to you
And then they āfreshen upā the bruises on my sitspots and hit my asshole and pussy. Silly boy, did you think you were off the hook?
I really want someone with gloved hands to explore and poke and prod at my mouth and like. Test my gag reflex and not stop even when Iām crying and pulling away
Do you want to get really high together except I donāt smoke and you do it til youāre nonverbal, and Iām just fingering your mouth for the rest of the night? Let me know ok
Iāve been turning over a suffering, torture based concept for a little bit and decided to flesh it out here so I donāt forget it in the future.
We all know I like objectifying, mean bondage.
This one starts with you kneeling on an ishidaki board, legs spread with ankles behind an upright post. Youāll be attached to the post by tight waist rope, and an armbinder pulling your elbows around the post behind you. Unable to squirm or pull away, or even really offer your shins relief.
Iāll tie your ankles down and behind your knees, just to ensure you canāt lift your legs up. From there, Iāll add a nice neck corset, nose hooks, and a tightly packed gag. Iāll clamp your nipples too, tying them to a weight in front of you. Again, no squirming.
From there, Iāll be kind and warm you up a bit. Some caning to your exposed calves, some face slaps, maybe some kicks and punches to your stomach. Maybe Iāll get a pointy stick, prodding into your stretched nostrils and sensitive nipples.
Of course, we canāt forget the opportunity to step on those cane marks and really push those shins into the board.
Once youāre sufficiently crying, Iāll tape a bag over your head and add a tube out the top so you can breathe when itās uncovered. Iāll sit down in front of you, forcing you to make eye contact. Youāll watch me slowly light a cigarette, and carefully exhale into the tube. Your poor little bag will fill with smoke, your eyes will sting, and youāll try so hard to suck fresh air in to clear the smoke. Iāll cover the tube, and youāll be forced to cough and sputter and fight against the smoke for me.
Iām not a big smoker, so maybe itāll only be one cigarette. Iāll be sure to set the full pack in line of sight, just so you remember thereās always another one to light.
your face is against the cold concrete, knees tucked under your tummy and ass pointed upwards, held in place with the tip of her boot steadily grinding into your cheek. you've been kept in the humiliating position for what feels like hours as the bruises all over your body scream in pain, all the while she's cooing over how each one paints such a pretty picture of her abuse.
you think it's over for a moment when she lifts up her foot, giving you just a second to breathe a sigh of relief.
then she lands the first kick. it's deep, quick and painful, like being jabbed with a blunt object. you groan without meaning to. another shot to your sides, hard enough to topple you over this time. you can hear how much she loves it when she giggles at your body curling into the fetal position. she snaps at you to get on your back, punctuating the demand with a kick to your thighs.
you don't realize you've been squeezing your eyes shut until she bends down to strike your face and ask if you're still awake. she's always been a sucker for the fear in your eyes, and you know it. this time, you watch her lift her leg and expect the worst, body tensing on instinct. she lands the sole of her boot in the lower center of your stomach and you let out a sound you didn't even know your body could make, a guttural and low moan full of both lust and anguish.
then you feel it.
the heel of her boot now, digging directly into your bladder. by now, you usually know better than to tell her to stop, but the new and intense sensation causes you to whimper and rasp out pleas for mercy. you stumble over your words as you pointlessly repeat chants of "please, stop, I don't want to make a mess, you'll be mad at me, please stopstopstop-" until you break. until you feel the warmth spread through your underwear and down your legs, puddling underneath your ass.
I love pussy so much. One of my favorite things about it is how much fun it is to hurt.
Have you ever seen a swollen cunt? All red and puffy from your hand? Itās practically divine. Using a crop leaves different marks than a flogger, and a rubber band snapping on the clit hurts differently than the burn of ginger being rubbed on that perfect bud. That hole is practically begging to be played with, to be stretched and stuffed full. Itāll clench around whatever you put in it, if you hit it hard enough.
Go hurt your local cunt. Youāll appreciate it even more, I bet. Youād be surprised how much it likes being hurt, too.
Alright, one more time sweetie.
Try to focus for me, okay? I know, thinking can be a bit much for you, and I know your mind tends to wander, but give it your best shot.Ā
So whatever you do, donāt think about being bent over and told to stay in place. Donāt think about feeling someone practically rip your pants off you and spread your cheeks wide, leaving you exposed. Donāt think about that hot tongueās tip slowly dragging around the rim before it gets buried in your ass~
Iāll need you to go further sweetie, really empty your head of any of these thoughts. So definitely donāt think about the whine that escapes your lips when the tongue leaves, just to feel that thick girlcock rutting between your cheeks. The pre-cum running down the tip to lube its path. The hands on your hips to keep you still as she teases you over how cute the sounds you make are.Ā
And that moment when the tip is pushing against you. Making you stretch a bit wider each time she tries to get it in, until finally your ass opens up and accepts it. Donāt think about how good it feels to be stretched wide, or the feeling of her getting deeper with each thrust until her hips and slamming against your cheeks. And you absolutely shouldnāt think about how amazing itāll be when that cock throbs inside you before flooding you with all that thick cum~
Dammit, not again!
Alright, one more time sweetieā¦
Somebody force me onto the ground, shove my face into their clothed crotch, and keep me there by grabbing my waistband and pulling. Hard. I donāt want to be able to breathe in anything but them. They can entertain themselves by pulling my wedgie, my knees lifting off the ground as I drool on their crotch. And if they want, Iāll spread my legs so they can kick my wedgied cunt. Donāt even have to hear my stupid noises, theyāre plenty muffled.
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