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Why time?

Time.. I never thought the time could ever move so slow.. never knew that I could feel the time stop.. come to a complete standstill.. neber felt that time could take my seconds and turn them into hours and hours.. Time is so brutal sometimes.. only when you wish everything to happen as you want, time suddenly just stretches and elongates teasing you and testing you every rare second.. time…

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Impatience

Impatience.. so much of it.. little and more.. in high and low.. feeling stronger and stronger with every passing second.. time is running is too soon too fast yet it seems I’m still there waiting and expecting.. I wish to run from here.. but then where could I go off to when I know impatience is what I carry in my heart where I stay and where I move.. there is no running away from this unless I…

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Where to go..

I am feeling bad and stuck and let down and in so many ways, it seems my fault. My expectations came falling down for me. But it hurts. Expectations are build because of reasons, and because of a hope. It is not something that we have built all on our own. So when it breaks, is it all my own or someone is a part of it too whether knowingly or unknowingly. I have no answer to that. I just know…

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Gone's gone...

Gone’s gone…

Just like a throw ball, throw it harder, it will come back to you with that much speed and power, and throw it with a slow hand, and it comes back to u with a dull thud.. Life is just the same.. everything seems like a blur motion one second, things just zooms past you and then, the next second seems like things are just slipping from your fingers in slow motion.. You won’t be able to hold on…

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I did fail...

I did fail…

Things are turnings down.. my heart is feeling down.. my whole life seems to have come to a huge stop… I am stuck, I am literally so stuck this time that I feel failed, I see no hope. This life that I’m living doesn’t feel worthwhile anymore.. I have nothing to give, nothing to gain.. nothing left to even think about… I have always tried to pull myself back from all these cycles of karma, never…

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Show me a way

Okay. I don’t know what but something seems to be shifting within me.. I don’t know what things seem to be different.. I don’t know what but I feel something has changed.. I don’t know yet how welcoming this change is gonna be.. But somewhere somehow I seem to be enjoying it.. It might not be doing anyone good, might not even for me but the glimpse that I had is making me stronger.. It…

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Burning anguish..

I am in anguish.. there is pain, there is fear, there is worry.. when you see from the outside, nothing can be seen, nothing can be felt, but if you would take just a look within.. there is a burning fire that is turning all positivity, all hope to ashes.. I don’t wanna feel this. I keep telling me to get away, to run, to inturn burn all these thoughts and despair, but it keeps on coming.. this…

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Climbing hills..

Everyday seems like a long climb, upending choices and dreams and decisions. I start climbing and feeling that I have reached somewhere, at least the middle point and there I am pulled back yet again with different opinions, philosophies, varied ideas and what more. Every time that something seems easy, seems reachable, I feel a block, a wall, obstructing me yet again. I feel miserable. I feel…

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Rejuvenated

Oh god! Its real high time that I take this step. It kind of feels that I’m losing everything, that I’m just wallowing in stupid thoughts, not ready to do anything about it.. Some expect me to give a kick to my career now or it would be never, some expect me to just sit down and lay low yet expecting to find different distractions at the same time, while some are expecting nothing at all. I don’t…

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Things are changing

Things are really changing so rapidly. I wonder sometimes did I really ask for it. Or has it been just passed on to me because someone else said no. Questions that never end and answers that you never seem to get. All our lives, we are just running behind new things, new opportunities, new accomplishments; but I wonder so many times is this all really worth the struggle. The changes that are…

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My strengths???

How unfair things in life are.. those attributes that you thought to be your strengths, suddenly one day you realise they are nothing more than your biggest weaknesses that you are holding on to like holding onto the rope in deep waters..

How weird things go.. when someone one day just comes and tells you that what you thought you are made of, is nothing more than just a layer covering your true self .

How untrue life feels.. when your qualities or your nature that made you feel stronger, are nothing, nothing at all.. just negatives burning you from within...

How one day you are shown the true picture of who you can be and who you should be..

How simply you are just told that you are much more than this.. you are much more than what you show.. you are much more than what you are holding on to..

How slowly you are made to realise that though situations have made you feel that you have lost your true self, you are still there underneath.. just need to dust the superficial top layers..

How beautifully and how amazingly you are shown you can be strong, stronger than before, stronger than ever.. and that's all what it is all about... and all that I could be..

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Thoughts and thoughts...

Thoughts and thoughts…

A lot to think about… Loads of realisations that never had before.. lots of things to rethink about..

Has it ever happened that you have shut your book, but after sometime you realise that you never quite understood the story ever..

Has it ever happened that you have known a person for a long long time.. understood him well, or maybe you thought you did.. and suddenly you realise that…

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My strengths???

How unfair things in life are.. those attributes that you thought to be your strengths, suddenly one day you realise they are nothing more than your biggest weaknesses that you are holding on to like holding onto the rope in deep waters..

How weird things go.. when someone one day just comes and tells you that what you thought you are made of, is nothing more than just a layer covering your…

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Ask for what you want

Why  is it that the things that we want never coincide with the things that we get.. there is always a filter between…

Why is it that we are always left desired and not truly satisfied…

Why is it that our needs never meet our desires..

I have realised a very interesting phenomenon recently..

The fact is and in fact, the truth is, we get what we have always desired.. but when we get that we don’t desire it anymore…

So at the end, we are what we have always asked for.. you may have forgotten what you wanted… But I guess there is someone holding onto it..

Have desires, have dreams, you are going to receive it no matter how… Just know what you are asking for…

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You get what you want..

Why is it that the things that we want never coincide with the things that we get.. there is always a filter between…

Why is it that we are always left desired and not truly satisfied…

Why is it that our needs never meet our desires..

I have realised a very interesting phenomenon recently..

The fact is and in fact, the truth is, we get what we have always desired.. but when we get…

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My whims and fantasies

My whims and my fantasies.. when I see them I seek them..

They lie in the little version of me.. little love and little joy.. that’s what they do to me…

My whims and my fantasies… Pure and old… Mini and unseen… Worthless but priceless to me..

My whims and my fantasies.. my true within.. bring me to me.. heal my broken inside..

My whims and my fantasies… I don’t seek them. They seek me.

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My whims and fantasies

My whims and my fantasies.. when I see them I seek them..

They lie in the little version of me.. little love and little joy.. that’s what they do to me…

My whims and my fantasies… Pure and old… Mini and unseen… Worthless but priceless to me..

My whims and my fantasies.. my true within.. bring me to me.. heal my broken inside..

My whims and my fantasies… I don’t seek them. They seek me.