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another fields of mistria post… but lies lies lies by morgan wallen is very balor six-heart even coded in my mind 💆‍♀️

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so it’s been actual years since i’ve posted on here, and i’m not sure who’s gonna see this… but i’ve been playing fields of mistria a LOT lately and i just got the noble cape as a reward for the town rank.

and it made me wonder (if people write imagines for fom) how eiland would react to seeing the farmer wearing the cape? 🤔 like if they’re dating, and especially the cape that kind of has his color scheme… i’ve been thinking about that…

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cliffy by matt maeson except it’s touya

- ‘cliffy’s cutting close to the power line.’ touya trying to train by himself but he keeps getting injured

- ‘but his daddy can’t tell, cause he’s just as high.’ endeavor can’t tell that touya is basically ruining himself because he’s too busy chasing his own dream of being #1 now that he has shoto

- ‘and i wanna let him know but i won’t this time.’ touya wants to tell endeavor that he’s still been training but he feels like it’s still not enough

- ‘cause i’m runnin’ real low and he’s my supply.’ touya getting closer and closer to burning out but he’s fueled by endeavor’s passions instead of his own at this point

- ‘oh so just tell me, are you still hurtin?’ maybe shoto to touya whenever they meet again

- ‘and where did you come by all of those burdens?’ shoto asking touya how he ended up becoming dabi, the burdens being the expectations endeavor placed on touya’s shoulders as a kid that touya wasn’t able to live up to

- ‘so i rumble and i tumble with the man upstairs. he said “boy, you gotta stop pulling out your hair.”’

- ‘i’m not gonna go away, i’m still involved.’ TOUYA BECOMING DABI? THE PAST NEVER DIES?

- ‘you ain’t drowning me out with that alcohol.’ the alcohol instead being all the hero work endeavor is doing now that’s he’s number one.

- i just think it’s really neat how this song fits with touya

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the two stood across the room from each other. hawks, with one of his feathers drawn as a blade. dabi, with his back against the wall, gazing at his feet. they both drew ragged breaths, exhausted from both verbal and physical combat.

hawks spoke quietly. “i couldn’t have betrayed you.” the scarred man in front of him lifted his head to meet his eyes. “i tried to tell you. you said you already knew. i was as honest as i knew how to be.”

dabi let out a low chuckle, words dripping from his mouth like venom as he spat them at his lover. “do you think i wanted to love you? knowing where you came from and what your mission was?”

hawks took a step back as dabi struggled forward. the grip on his blade faltered as his heart ached. 

“don’t you suppose that every hour we were together i was thinking ‘he’s just pretending?’”

hawks found his grip again, hand tightening around the handle of his feather and baring his teeth as he fought salty tears threatening to spill from their native spring. “i wasn’t! i loved you!”

“and i loved you so much i let you pretend!” dabi’s voice cracked as he yelled, an agonizing sound that hawks would have once made fun of him for, when things were different between them. hawks’ gaze fell to the floor

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this is a little shit but i just love the idea of dabihawks as count rudolph and countess katherine <3

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am i really gonna have to start being active on here again

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Happy Happy Birthday

IT’S @filipinocherryman ‘s BIRTHDAY TODAY SO I’M BACK TO WRITE FOR THEM. IT’S LITTLE ANGST HEADCANONS WITH FLUFF. and also I’m not completely sure what’s up with my writing so I’ll do headcanons for you instead 

Synopsis: Following the AU where your soulmate can hear you whenever you’re singing, Ushijima wakes up in the middle of the night to the soft cries and singing of his soulmate.

Characters: Ushijima Wakatoshi

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Ushijima has three things on his mind constantly: Volleyball, schoolwork, and his soulmate. 

So when he’s finished practicing and has no homework due, he quickly locks on to the possibility that the anxiety in his stomach has something to do with his soulmate

He still has no idea who it is, but he would love to find out

People think he shows no emotions a lot of the time but in reality he’s worried for his friends a lot, and that includes his soulmate, even if he has no idea who it is. 

So when he wakes up in the middle of the night and hears her cries while singing, he can’t sleep anymore. 

He’s sitting up in his bed, trying to think of why they could be crying when suddenly he’s a bit confused. 

They’re singing happy birthday?

There are a few thoughts that enter his mind at first

But whatever the reason is, he does not want to hear his soulmate crying. 

So he starts singing with them.

Now, we ALL know this man has a deep ass voice

And on the other hand, where his soulmate is, hearing that would probably be a bit scary at first-

I believe he doesn’t sing a lot but whenever he does it’s really nice and comforting, just a little startling if you’re alone in a dark room and hear him

He’s being quiet so he doesn’t wake anyone up but trust me when I tell you this mans deep ass voice softly singing happy birthday with you?

I’m not an Ushijima stan but that makes me wanna cry

Through the singing, he can hear a small laugh from his soulmate

Ushijima smiles 🥺👉👈

The next day when he’s at practice, he tells Tendou about it

And Tendou being the poor baby he is tells Ushiwaka that his soulmate’s friends probably forgot their birthday so they were singing to themselves

Lemme tell you that breaks Ushijima’s poor heart

Cause I believe he’s had his fair share of birthdays where he’s had to sing happy birthday to himself

So he makes a silent note to himself that whenever he meets his soulmate, he’s going to make their birthday a very special day

Because he never wants to hear them cry ever again

I’m sorry it’s short🥺👉👈and I’m sorry you thought we forgot your birthday, I lost track of time and then ended up going to sleep but I felt really bad when I saw Mic and Les’s messages. You’re an amazing friend and I’m glad to have you 

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Adrenaline Junkie

A BNHA One-Shot

Word Count: 636 

Characters: Keigo Takami 

A/N: Two things: 1) I got this idea from someone on TikTok (@/stanhawks, go follow them) 2) I recommend listening to the song Gravity by Miles Monaco while reading :D 

Keigo’s wings beat furiously behind him as he rushed up into the sky, a bright smile on his face as the searing cold rippled through his jacket. He let out a cry of satisfaction, his arms spreading out as he flew higher and higher, past all of the buildings in the city and past the fluffy clouds. This was what it was like to be free, to be able to go farther then anyone could ever imagine and it brought a wild grin to his face and a glimmer in his eyes, something he rarely ever got anymore. 

He was sick of fighting, of being called to solve everyone else’s problems. He would shame himself for feeling like that, he was supposed to be the perfect hero, the person people could rely on to keep them safe and it made him angry at himself that he didn’t want to help people all the time. All he wanted to do was fly above everything, above everyone else’s problems and his own. 

Up here he could scream, he could cry, he could laugh. Keigo never got sick of bursting through the clouds, up into the atmosphere where the air got thinner and he loved the feeling of not being able to breathe. Keigo loved the feeling of being free from the commission because up here they couldn’t get to him. They couldn’t order him around. 

His wings spread out fully behind him, his hair whipping wildly in the wind as he looked at the breathtaking sky in front of him. There was no one up here to tell him to stop or get a hold of himself. He rose higher and higher, laughs leaving his mouth as the adrenaline pumped through his veins, the thought of him losing balance and falling to the ground gave him a rush he didn’t get doing anything else. 

Keigo looked under him, not being able to see the city below because of the clouds obscuring his vision. He chuckled going up a bit more before turning in the air, tucking his wings in behind him and spreading his arms yet again as he began falling through the air. He let out a scream but not one of terror. No, this scream was purely of exhilaration, the feeling of the air ripping into him as he plummeted at such high speeds he didn’t think anything would be able to catch up to him. Keigo felt an immense amount of pressure being lifted off his chest as he fell past the clouds, the sleeping city opening up to his view. 

The city he was meant to protect was so peaceful at night, so quiet. He almost felt bad for screaming so loudly. 

Almost. 

He let another howl tear past his throat and if the winds weren’t pushing the tears back into his eyes, Keigo would be sobbing out of pure happiness, the feeling of the world lifting itself off his shoulders as he raced towards the city streets below him. When he finally realized just how close he was, the adrenaline stopped. 

The overwhelming joy left his body at the thought of catching himself before he hit the ground. He didn’t want to stop. Keigo wanted to feel this way forever. He didn’t want to feel hopeless like he would in a battle, he didn’t want to feel like a failure like he would when there was one person that he just couldn’t reach in time. 

The crushing guilt of those thoughts flooded his head as his wings stretched out, slowing his fall quickly enough to keep him from slamming into the ground. As he flew throughout the streets of the city, back towards the Hero Public Safety Commission, he couldn’t shake the thought that he would’ve preferred hitting the ground then catching himself.