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Local fanfic girlie, furry, and mental swirlie :D I am literally always tired/lonely/astrophilic please talk to me :3 Check out my AO3! (link)

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Intro post:

Hi there! :3

Name: Bella // Age: minor // Pronouns: she/xe/fae // Gender: female // Theriokintype: Abyssinian cat

Anything I leave unfinished/you’ve let me know of beforehand is entirely available to be adapted, rewritten or continued however you please.

Let me know if you have any suggestions, issues, or information on fandom happenstances :)

Post regarding the UK Online Safety Act

Content:

This is a joint fandom and personal blog!

My personal and writer themed posts are separated by the tags ‘Bella’s non writer posting’ and (shockingly) ‘Bella’s writer posting’ (or will be from now on/once I fully understand this hellsite)

I write on AO3 only, although I have the same name over on Wattpad, where I sometimes post art

Update schedule: Sundays, unless I've said otherwise. Multi-chapter or series works are a lot more erratic, but I'll try to leave a rough estimate in the most recent chapter.

Content warnings:

I apply the law of object permanence to any boundary discourse; that being that as soon as creator boundaries leave my immediate vicinity, they leave any part of my thoughts

Ergo, for my sake, don’t put them back into my immediate vicinity :)

Suggestive or problematic content at times, don’t like, don’t bother either of us over it

I have theoretically no limits on what I’ll write or talk about, so heed the tags, and be ready for basically anything (*may depend on my mood and mental stability)

Interactions:

Feel free to give requests, but unless its really interesting or something I’m kinda doing anyway, I might not write it

I like listening :3 infodump at me, theorise, anything that's on your mind or you want off your chest, go for it

Bad at initiating, bad at being on time for posts, good at lurking and providing weird positivity where you probably don’t expect it

Fandoms:

Lifesteal, Unstable Universe, Dream SMP (limited interaction), Hermitcraft, Life Series, Magnus Archives, DDLC, Scholomance, Arcane, The Sandman (graphic novels), SFAWTDE, Strength SMP, Kirby, Stardew Valley, LotR, HBG

Final notes:

Be weird at me! Be horny, be mentally ill, be excited or neurodivergent or pining or anything you want to be! I love you guys. I’ll be weird right back :D

Askbox, comments, DMs, whatever, open to anyone to submit anything. Art, a bad day, a good idea, literally whatever (no sex stuff please tho :P)

I love you <3 Never kill yourself.

Dividers by @cafekitsune and banners by me on Canva :3

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Clown during stream

Calls Branzy his husband

Ferre is boyfriend

Flowtives and Pili his boytoys

Also calls Pili his cat

All of them in a vc btw

-the rambler

well firstly I’d just like to be smug and say that I was like 70% right about all of this so ha I stay winning

Secondly: sjfbsjbcjwbcnwz omg he said that?? Holy shitttt is there clips? Please I need this

All of them in VC? Like someone managed to get them all in the same place? Oh my gods the stars just aligned for us yesterday

thank you so so much this information has brought me so much joy

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What if clownferre

I saw this on my way out of school I hate you so much I had to read this with my own eyes.

/j this was kinda a vibe. my friends are scared.

yeah sure whatever clownferre. shit whatever they might as well just milk each other I don’t care lmao.

Nah but they would. they would this is a good one. Also 'beat the burden of pregnancy' see get fucked pregnancy sucks thats why I’m not gonna do it ha

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FREAK CIRCUS MENTION

FERRE’S GIRLFRIEND IS INTO IT

CAME UP WHILE DISCUSSING CLOWN’S POSSIBLE TENTACLE DICK

Clown fucking WHAT. WHAT THE FUCK. BRO EVERYTIME I THINK THEY CAN'T GO FARTHER THEY DO.

his tentacle............I mean I guess? So we know LS!Clownpierce is not 100% human.

I can't believe that's all I am getting out of this.

Clownferre just got............something I guess. (I was gonna say sloppier but there are so many ways to take this)

Imagine Ferre just tries to get a job later in life and this comes up.

-the rambler

THEY'RE SO FUCKING EVERYTHING THEY HAVE NO CHILL OR SENSE OF SHAME I JSUT. AGH I SEE WHY YOU LIKE IT HERE.

yeah... tentacle confirmed ig... that takes cis male anatomy off the table entirely then because my other working option is a cloaca... like... owls...

Honestly I’m happy that's all we know. I mean no I’m not but my sense of self-respects says I am. I feel like Ferre would have gone further.

Gods I hope Ferre stays here forever. its not like he can go anywhere else XD

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Just now realizing that the UK is going through a social media ban for those under 16.

Please be ok. I don't know how old you are but I hope that you are ok.

Just now realizing how bad it's getting there.

Okay, I do want to talk about this. I’m not the greatest at organising or involving facts in these things, so it might be more of a rant, but I'll try to make the important stuff clear.

Firstly, my sixteenth birthday is in early October of this year (happy birthday to me!). So, I will be fine. Mostly. There's talk of a curfew for under-18s, but my socials should stay active, and I fully intend for them to, as far as possible. Also, as a bonus fact, I plan on volunteering for OTW the moment I’m of age to, so I'll be trying my hardest to fight against this sorts of things in future, in my own small ways.

Secondly, I'd like to make my opinion clear. I categorically oppose the UK's, Australia, and anywhere else's ban of social media, or anything else, for children, or ay other age range. I have two main reasons for this. (1) The principle of it. If a government can ban something for a certain group of people, what else can it do? it may only lead to worse things 1/5 times, but these aren't good times we're living in.

(2) As a child who has seen sexually explicit material, people encouraging and speaking openly about suicide, graphic violence and documented abuses, I don’t believe this is the sort of thing that should be controlled by the powers that be. I may not be normal, and gods know I’m not a terribly good person. I've tried to kill myself, considered it more times than I can count, I have and still do hurt myself when it gets dark, I’m hypersexual and it hurts, gods, it hurts a lot, but this place is my bane and blessing. I wouldn't be here without this name I've made for myself. In every way. But I’m well adjusted to normal society, intelligent, emotionally years ahead of my peers, and attempt to be sympathetic to anyone I encounter. I thank you, and this places, for that.

And, I know, that for everyone like me, who's far from perfect myself, there's another teenager who killed themselves, or blogs misogyny in their free time. And I don’t mind that. It goes against my personal ideals, for sure, but I think we should live in a world that doesn't limit any given individual. I think these Acts and bans should be looking at support, not destroying the only space those radicalised unhealthily feel safe in, where they may eventually reach out into in hopes of changing their behaviour. I think that if the world looks towards helping and encouraging each other upwards, we can stop people falling through the cracks. That's a big belief of mine, and it may not be popular, but I refuse to doubt the power of the individual, or the power of a simple act of kindness.

Thirdly, going ahead. I hope someday, I really can make a difference in things like these. Even if something does go wrong, and this whole wonderful life I've built for myself online disappears somehow, I don’t want to stop believing in these things. I have every intention of growing up and staying in touch with those younger than me, being annoyed by them so I can still sympathise with them in turn. I don’t want to lose touch, and nor should you. Even if you're mid-twenties and mdni, it's in your power to decide to present yourself like that. I won't stop you. You should be aware that it's only by a single digit at the start of your age that you have that privilege. If there's anyone younger than me that I can help, in any way, please, reach out.

I know everyone fighting against a localised cause says this, but don’t think it won't be you next. It probably won't be. You're probably already prepped, confident, everything under your control. But just remember what it felt like, if it ever has before.

It's bad. Thanks for asking :) If anyone has any questions, please ask, and as I've said, I personally should be in the clear for most of these. Thanks to anyone who's read this far, and I’m sorry to anyone else who's struggling with this.

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ok my twitch mobile just crashed and I think that’s for the best. someone page me if Clown does a dick reveal or starts playing TFC live.

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FREAK CIRCUS MENTION

FERRE’S GIRLFRIEND IS INTO IT

CAME UP WHILE DISCUSSING CLOWN’S POSSIBLE TENTACLE DICK

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Ferre masochist confirmed and wanting Clown to be a masochist confirmed. Yes I’m still here don’t mind me.

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Yeah I need to go live my actual fucking life. I have Ferre/Wifies to write and clubs to attend. keep me updated o7

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I would like to murder Ferre :) please. please someone let me. please. I will make it painful :)

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Clown said don’t get him banned. Ferre is talking about the texturing of painting with elastic testicles. No one is winning.

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Branzy, Pili, Evbo, Ferre, Bry, Kantje, SB, Mini, Shappo, Sneeg

-Clown's exes, according to Chat and Ferre

(Also Ferre's duo name with Infume is fling duo. I needed that information)

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Huh. so Evbo's wife was the one taking pictures of him in bed with Infume. that's... information.

He is also familiar with 'bedroom chairs'. Evbo the RPF writes itself. please.

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aaaaand Clown just called Ferre a good boy live on stream

Evbo, not five seconds later: 'what about me?!?!'

Clown: 'you have to earn it'

I’m jsut transcribing at this point I need this for future reference T-T

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'yes, I have FaceTimed ClownPierce naked'

'Yes, I have been in bed with Infume. to take pictures.'

'the true story is that I suggested we be there. shirtless. he said he wasn't comfortable doing that.'

W Evbo for the consent but dudeeeee holy shitttt (all Evbo btw)

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'yeah Evbo you also do some gay shit...'

'yeah name one?'

'us'

-Ferre and Evbo, everyone

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'I like hot, I like sensual, I like...'

'make me scream, make me beg'

-FerreMC, less than ten seconds apart. I want to murder him with a large axe.