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Breaking out of my isolation cocoon and I'm gonna ease back into blogging now :3 Art and replies will still be slow cause I've got a busier schedule now.

I will make a proper intro post eventually... For now, um hi I'm Alex. If you're looking for the first entry of Princess of Gender Dysphoria, click here. Or navigate the #PoGD Entry tag. If you have no idea what I'm talking about, click here.

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#oc #commissions still closed till I say otherwise

beluvbug

Dealing With Feral Cats (July, 2022)

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#have been thinking about this comic again recently #2 years later and i feel like im back in this state #if not worse #been struggling socially a lot for the past few months #now all the feral cat wants to do is hiss and scratch #my art #old art #vent

Also, I hope you're doing ok with the world the way it is

Appreciate this a lot <3 I live in Florida so um . everything is pretty terrible all of the time. I'm also going through a nasty imposter syndrome episode... Just trying to work through it all :')

To answer your initial ask about a PoGD master post, I considered some suggestions and I think I'm going to make a dedicated sideblog for reblogging and organizing PoGD entries. I'll answer that ask when I finally get around to doing that.

#oc #princess of gender dysphoria au

te3fz

Making a silly litl au!!

As you may have seen, I've really gotten into Princess of Gender Dysphoria, SO, I'm working on a silly little au with Luna! ٩(^ᗜ^ )و ´- My title of it (for now) is Lunar Moon ˶★ 〇 ★˶ It's gonna be about Luna's problems with -- well -- nightmare moon and mental stuff ദ്ദി(๑>؂•̀๑)

PoGD: @beluvbug

#LUNAR MOON! AWESOME TITLE #Cant wait to see more of it #I had always wished the show delved a little deeper into her problems and how she feels about nightmare moon #looks like we have to do all the work ourselves smh #love you luna #such a mentally ill horse #mlp #princess luna

risker-risky

Rain n' Thunder.

Lil au I made inspired by @beluvbug's au, PoGD! I felt very seen with their au and I wanted yo also project all of me onto a character, and rainbow dash fits me and my problems(and many I probably don't know.)

She has VSD( Ventricular septal defect) ever since she was a filly, she couldn't do much sports or activity, since its not goof to stress out her heart, may causing him to become very hurt or worse. But during a race with her bully she preformed a sonic rainboom, earning her cutie mark but forever changing her physical body, making it harder to be active for long periods, she now lives with fluttershy in her cabin years later, she had tried to sign for the wonderbolts but her adhd kept him from focusing. Barely making it pass, bur even now she avoids it because the fear of hurting herself and dissapointing others.

#HE/SHE RD SO REAL #Love this au #i relate a lot to his fear of dissapointing others #beautiful story #mlp #rainbow dash

star-goyle

“Darlin’ you’re the apple of my eye, I may just have to eat you up”

PLEASE check out @beluvbug ‘s Au it goes so damn hard.

There was originally gonna be a lil comic with this but I like it as a solo piece more.

beluvbug

THE OG SKETCH WAS ALREADY SO SO GOOD AND THIS IS AAAAAAA. RARITY IN THE APPLE!!!!!!!! Held between his snake fangs...... this is so good thank you so much :3333

#princess of gender dysphoria au #applejack #Mlp #PoGD fanart

thomas-jeffferson-deactivated20

princess of gender dysphoria art dump :3

my friend showed me this au and now im sosoos obsessed and did all of these back to back,,, um im not well

a lot of these r based off of dog poses btw

@beluvbug

beluvbug

I HAVE HUGE STYLE ENVY FOR THESEEE I love these dogy poses and how shapely Aj looks..... He looks so kind and ouppy around the eyes, so cute :33333 I want Aj showing his belly forever ingrained in my mind, thank you

#art #artists on tumblr #princess of gender dysphoria au #PoGD fanart #mlp #applejack #dogboy

puppy-waves-art

i hate having to do this again, but...funds are getting really low, and i had a panic attack about money yesterday.

as you all know, i had a massive embolic cryptogenic stroke on may 21st of 2024. as of july 10th, i still have not been able to go back to work, as my brain is very much still healing. unfortunately, i still live in a capitalistic nightmare (USA), so my roommates and i have really been feeling the absence. my brother has begun working overtime to make ends meet, and his car needs to be repaired (the AC went out right before summer, and we're currently in the midst of a heat wave, with temperatures getting as high as 105 degreess fahrenheit). both of my roommates are still working fulltime, and we're still incredibly stressed about making ends meet.

i really wanna help out however i can. don't worry about donating if you aren't able, even just a share means the world to me.

link is below:

Help Koa with funds to recover post-stroke!

beluvbug

Please help my friend!!!! Every dollar helps :3 Even if you can't donate, rebloging helps spread the word <3333

#love you bestie :3 #fundrasier #important

I'm not having a great time mentally rn and my brain said to me, "You should shave your body hair and grow out your curls and start dressing and presenting fem again, as an experiment to see what does and doesn't make you gender dysphoric and how being a girl again would affect your psyche and prove if you really are trans."

and I said back, "Oh that's a great idea. It's both an experiment and performance art, with my body as the canvas, my gender as the palette, and my mental illness as the brush."

and then I thought about it for 5 seconds and realized that this is beat for beat the plot of Princess of Gender Dysphoria

#humiliating #oc #princess of gender dysphoria au #internalized transphobia #transmasc

Thought long and hard about why I was feeling dissatisfied with PoGD and I found the solution: It's not weird enough. I need to make that shit even weirder. I need to step up my game. (If I'm disgusted by myself, then the art I make of myself should disgust others.)

#still on break for a few more days #oc #making weird art is really hard #people already call my stuff weird and unique (in a /pos way)#but #its not visceral enough for me #i feel like everything i make it very shallow...#but maybe thats cause expressing my feelings is hard #and im overly critical of myself #princess of gender dysphoria au

puppy-waves-art

I'm so tired, and I haven't even begun.

#“theres a great deal else to do”.....#great deal to heal #but a great deal to catch up on #waaaaah #rest up sweet twilight...#briefly breaking my break for PoW my beloved #princess of weakness au #mlp fim #mlp au #mlp #twilight sparkle

Taking a 1-2 week social media break, been feeling exhausted lately. I'll still be checking in to respond to DMs and communicate with commissioners, but I won't be posting.

Commissions are now closed while I work through my queue. Thank you to everyone who's commissioned me thus far! When they reopened, it'll be with a new and improved graphic :3

Arf arf arfarfarfa arf

#oc

💌 when you get this you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself. then, send this ask to your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool) 💌

Ohhhhhh this is hard... My worst enemy: saying nice things about myself....

I'm wolf!!! That's awesome!!!! I love being wolfy and also being dogy!!! Even though physically being a wolf would be cool, I would miss being a human with my loved ones. Having a wolfy brain and a human body is a fine life!

My hair is cool! I've been struggling with my curly hair my whole life, both accepting and maintaining it, and cutting it into a curly mullet has been kinda life changing lol. It's super gender affirming and easy to maintain and people like it!

My dream career is awesome. I love video game development. It's such an awesome art form and I love making games soooo much.

I'm running out of good things to say. Ummmm... I'm decent at poetry sometimes

My pony art style is cute :3

#im too shy to send this to other people #oc

ribbonzregretz

fluttershy doesnt want to be a pegasus: hate

#He's so me #sorry fluttershy but youre so me #my therapist will be hearing about this!!! /j #mlp #mlp art #mlp fluttershy #fluttershy

thedappleddragon

@ribbonzregretz

I don’t actually know if the fluttershy doesn’t want to be a pegasus au ever actually gets a good ending where he’s out and trans and wingless and happy, but I like to think so :3 this and the other mlp dysphoria AUs popping up have been inspiring me to draw again so thank you for that!!

#SO CUUTE WAAAAH #I love you fdwtbap Flutter..#mlp #mlp fluttershy #fluttershy