May 22, 2024 15:02
I don't know what else to do. Doing everything that the world wants me to do but nothing is helping me to overcome whatever I am going through.
So I cry, I cry for hours, late in the night just to hide my tears from the world. I feel dark black shadows all around me, waiting to take over me, waiting to kill my soul. I am somehow managing to maintain my sanity but it hurts, it hurts bad and it hurts a lot.
I feel pain, traveling in my body, flowing through nerves trying to shatter my heart. I want to run away, I don't know where but anyplace where there is a little less pain because I am on the verge of killing myself to escape this pain.











