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our asks are open! (we are also open to dedicated, possessive or obsessive anons.)
WE ARE PRO-ENDO/PRO-WILLOW AND PRO/TRAUMAGENIC!! YOU ALL ARE SO VALID AND SAFE HERE + WE LOVE YOU!
Hello! You can call us Johnny, but we also go by Xena, Rex, Max, Zai, Hiro, Nyx or Cazzie! We use ze/zim, star/stars, neon/neons, xe/xyr, cryptid/crypidself, irken/irkenself, robo/roboself, and he/they. We are bodily an adult, but we still prefer to go as ageless due to our non-human identity as an Irken, but nonetheless we welcome everyone here that isn’t on our DNI!
we’re also called the cardi b of tumblr, the silliest weed-loving alien, zim’s number one lover, teal smoke’s 2nd biggest fan, the ceo of zajr/satr, AND officially the coolest irken jiari!!!
We are open to nicknames with our names, so please give us some!!! we’re always so open to them!! WE LOVE NICKNAMES!!! PLEASE WE BEG OF YOU!! (As long as they’re nice and like not offensive!!)
We are chronically ill with many diagnoses, mainly physical which includes suspected AMPS, SBO, NGB [renal] / NGB [gastrointestinal] TCS and suspected epilepsy. We are professionally diagnosed with ASD, ADHD, MDD, GAD, C-PTSD, ARFID, and are suspected to have possible BPD/DID, but it is unknown due to the criteria of our symptoms showing both, but it gears towards DID more. So, we are treating it as such.
Our DNI is basically the norm, besides pro/com/dark/anti, gorespammers/gorebros, radqueers, anti/pro-recovery (do not force it onto Xena), anti-endo/willow (they are just as valid as other diagnosed folks, but sometimes trauma cannot be the main reason of DID. Do your motherfucking research right before we start calling those folks ableist. It’s only ableist if they make rude comments towards actually disabled folk who struggle with DID themselves.), and the likes. You are not welcome here and will be blocked on sight. [do NOT use an alternative account to interact with us if we blocked your main. It makes us uncomfortable and gives us flashbacks to past events.]
We are a system! Mainly fictives that swap with our linking identities. Most are still around, but our main ones that we discovered are below. We have no tags for them, since we can’t always tell who’s exactly fronting by personality, but we eventually will develop a tag system for them! they are from mixed fandoms (mainly our kins), so please advise.
Zai (holder) - pronouns/neos/xenos listed
Nny - he/him / blood/bloodself - 🔪🍒
Zim - ze/he - 🪐🛸
GIR - they/it - 🤖🐶
Gaz - she/they (use when she’s fronting) - 👾🎮
Dib - he/xe - 💼👁️
Hiro - he/they - 💻🔧
Baymax - any/he - 🩺💉
Honey Lemon - she/her (only use these when fronting!!) - 🍯🍋
We see ourselves as a jirai despite not following the dressing style. We may post and reblog stuff relating to the jirai lifestyle and whatnot, but we are attempting to recover from a few things, but we do not force recovery on ANYONE unless they ask for tips or resources to use. We also are not asking for resources or tips or help to recover unless we ask for it beforehand in our posts.
We are neutral against slashflashing, but we do not condone it. We will not do it to people who are uncomfortable with it, but we may post stuff relating to self-harm. It will be tagged. We do not want anyone to be uncomfortable, so please steer clear from the posts that mention self-inflicted injuries whatsoever if it triggers you! (We understand.)
I would kill for someone to call me any of my preferred names or pronouns xenos on here and I’d like rip my heart out of my chest and hand it to you because oh my god you just made my day and I’m literally going to start vomiting in a positive way all over my floor because you are that cool person who affirms me in all ways possible. like oh my god you’re getting spammed so much i swear. even if you’re an obsessive anon and use those on me oh my god I’d like sob for you and you only. please pursue me with affirming me oh my fucking god.
is that a weird thing to say here? i just wanna feel affirmed.
nothing ruins my mood more than seeing that i got a new follower, only for that follower to be a 30+ year old man with a porn account. like fuck off you pedo ass bitch GET OUT
jthm fixation came back. sorry guys i gotta go revive kairi for the sake of tumblr because clearly some people have a favorite oc. and it’s the BPD having girl failure who somehow managed to pull a serial killer aka FUCKING JOHNNY C HIMSELF and the abused adopted anxious kid of her own that she gladly raised.
god I love my selfship family. kissing nny and then hugging squee and tucking them both in bed and we all cuddle and be happy together in our life is so much fun wdym my oc isn’t a good mom noooo she’s amazing wdym my oc is dating a serial killer noooo that’s just her bf.
ok I’ll stfu abt deadly daylight and pinky promise kisses now
