[branthebastion]

[branthebastion]

I'm alone again...

[branthebastion]

As far as I'm concerned that relationship was just me doing charity anyway. 🙂‍↕️

[hollosheart]

I dont belong to anyone

And I don’t mean that in a

Condescending rage

Forcefully independent

Ignorantly stubborn way

I mean

I don’t believe I can belong to anyone

You’ll say the only person I should belong to

Is myself

And I’ll say

That’s all I’ve ever been

[lohver]

Men with feelings. Men who communicate. Men who are great friends. Men who care. Men who cry. >>>>>

[mrbeans]

Women who make us feel safe to express and show all of these emotions>>>>

[branthebastion]

☝🏼

[recomvery]

You're not supposed to fight against your feelings. Don't push them away, don't surpress them. Rather, think to yourself: "This feeling is painful and I don't like it, but I will allow myself to feel what I am feeling. It will eventually get better. Feelings are not forever. I am gonna feel this feeling intentionally for a while, then I can distract myself. My feelings are valid and allowed. I am not at war with myself. I don't want to numb myself. I will be happy again soon. There is a time for everything".

[branthebastion]

It's sad really.

Making all these connections with different people

Only wanting to be welcomed and loved by that special one.

No matter how much I try, I just end up feeling more alone.

No matter how many times I try to fit in,

I'm reminded that I don't belong anywhere.

I get it now, this is what loneliness feels like.

For a long time I've wondered why I go out of my way for everyone

And the answer is simple, I just want someone to take notice and stay with me, pick me, choose me. I guess we all long to know what that feels like.

[beneathauroraborealis]

[branthebastion]

It is what it is right? We're only appreciated if we're useful..

[desi-tumblllr-dot-com-deactivat]

[branthebastion]

Understanding went out the window to be honest.. I'm done Understanding why people choose to hurt me and be a shitty person..If you have no intentions of catching someone, don't make them fall for you.. Keep your feelings in check because at the end of the day, they're just being selfish and I could have done without the trail of broken glass that they left..

[celerystarz]

I never said nor will ever say I'm perfect. No one is. But what I will say is I'm genuine, I'm authentic, I'm fully me at all times.

It still means a work in progress in some ways, but it also means what you see is what you get in others. We're all under construction in some way at different points in life for different parts of ourselves. Its called "evolution".

So this idea of getting somebody that's perfectly whole and fixed, to me, is kinda having unreasonable expectations. Sometimes we can grow together too yenno.

[sufferedsadness]

I sit here alone, burning, in the hell you raised and left without putting out.

[branthebastion]

Same same....

[branthebastion]

It's been over a month and I am still trying to find my way. Do you even miss me? Was I just a distraction to you? I can't wrap my head around it. This fucking sucks. You might laugh at these when you see them since you're probably over it by now, 'I'm guessing'. I'm not!.. How could you? You had no fucking right to come into my life the way you did, make me open up and let you in just to bail and rip it all away afterwards. Have you any idea how messed up that is??? You undid a lot of the healing I did after my ex! And you said you were being logical? There was nothing logical about this! You just came into my life to add to things I now have to deal with. Thank you I hope you're happy! You are horrible.. Block me everywhere because I guess it's easier to run from than to actually face it. God I was so stupid.. You were the final nail in the old me's coffin..

[quotefeeling]

“Don’t you dare fucking touch my heart unless you plan to stay.”

— Unknown

[areeb1009]

The hardest battle I'm fighting is with myself and everyone thinks I'm absolutely fine. When in reality behind the walls, i die everyday, slowly. And grip myself every morning.

~zoereeb//

[branthebastion]

I've always felt like an outsider. Even amongst my friends. I just want to fit in but different mindsets keep me from doing just that.

I firmly believe that I don't belong anywhere. Just wandering around aimlessly looking for a forever home that might not exist.

People come, People go and as much as I try to not let it get to me and fuel my abandonment issues, it happens either way.

Empty promises of "I'll never leave you" echoes in my head like a bad song you can't forget but is still catchy. The last person to ask if I feel validated with them, left me more broken than when they found me.

I hate feeling like that abandoned puppy all over again. Looking for the person that was their everything but then dropped outside in the rain somewhere with a cardboard box and the person saying, "don't worry, someone will find you".

[thoughtkick]

“It’s really a wonder that I haven’t dropped all my ideals, because they seem so absurd and impossible to carry out. Yet I keep them, because in spite of everything, I still believe that people are really good at heart.”

— Anne Frank