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The House of the Hearth would do that thing where they're like "My dad could beat up your dad" except they would actually be right and she probably already has

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Father come homeee

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here's my cat, thank you for your attention

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someone has probably done this already but they make me sad

also in a couple hours

ARLECCHINO TOMORROW ‼

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✨💙 everyone's favorite cavalry captain... 💙✨

...well...except for you.

KAEYA MY BOY YIPPEE HE'S SO PRETTY

First Genshin art in my more realistic style hehehe

Alt version ✨

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MY FIRST REAL GENSHIN EDIT YIPPEE

The song is Leave You on the Back of the Earth by Iyowa and the animation is from the official Genshin short The Song Burning in the Embers!

might do the "after death, your brain plays 7 minutes of your best memories" trend with Signora-

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Tartaglia ragebaiting Paladino because I was rewatching Tangled The Series/Rapunzel's Tangled Adventure for the ✨nostalgia✨ and was not expecting to laugh as hard as I did at this

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a mirror. your friends smile warmly behind you.

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UAGHHHHH AUGHHHHHHHHH THEMMMMM

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I may be making a Fatui Diluc AU

I traced over his model as a base and it still took me 3 hours gahhh

I. have no idea what I'm going to do when I draw him again but that's a problem for future meee :D

Loredump of what I have so far yippity yay

He was takin Crepus's Delusion btw

I. think the fight was six years ago I have no idea apparently it's been five years since Signora's death but this is set immediately after so it's fine

also yes Crepus and Dottore were dating and Crepus was in the Fatui

Also under the cut Paladino's opinions on the other Harbingers:

Arlecchino - He is closest with her out of all the other Harbingers, and despite not being a part of the House of the Hearth or calling her Father, he is treated with the same love and care she would give any of her children. He tends to supervise missions with the House of the Hearth when Arlecchino is busy, as well.

Dottore - The Harbinger he is the second-closest to, but also the one he harbors the most resentment towards. He is deeply conflicted with Dottore's very existence, as he's a stark reminder of the loss of his father and the fact he failed at his original mission. He loved his father, and Dottore is the only person Paladino can still talk to who did. But he was supposed to kill him. And he failed.

Signora - He had no real opinion on her before her death, she was simply another Harbinger to him. However, after her death he was slightly happy due to getting her seat, and has never forgiven himself for it. He wears his small eye covering as a tribute to her and Kaeya, did he forget his brother?, and if anyone asks, she is their dear Signora.

Pantalone - He is soft and polite, and reminds Paladino the most of how his father used to act. Though, he isn't his father. He knows that. And for that reason, he tends to avoid him if possible. His closeness with Dottore doesn't help Paladino's internal conflict, either.

Capitano - He respects Capitano a lot as the first of the Fatui Harbingers, attempting to make him proud at any chance he gets. He feels the most like a child trying to get his father's attention around him, though he hasn't been someone like that in a long time.

Sandrone - He doesn't avoid Sandrone, though he won't purposefully start a conversation with her either. To be fair, he doesn't like purposefully starting conversations with anyone, and he doesn't mind Sandrone. Though a lot of the others seem to hate her, he relates to her hotheadedness and sees her as someone dependable.

Columbina - He almost never sees Columbina, but anytime he does is a breath of fresh air. She's much more fun than the other Harbingers, and she...almost reminds him of his childhood self sometimes. She's...nice. He likes spending time with Columbina.

(realized I forgot Scaramouche wasn't erased yet here aaaaa)

Scaramouche - He talks to Scaramouche occasionally, though they never get past small talk. He seems distrusting of most people, which Paladino understands. Though...he does have one question. Why did he leave in Inazuma? Why would he leave Signora to die?

Pulcinella - He doesn't have much of an opinion on Pulcinella, though he harbors a small grudge for not even being considered for Project Stuzha, whatever it is. He seems like a dependable mayor, though.

Tartaglia - He...doesn't like Tartaglia. Too unpredictable. Too untrustworthy. He never knows who he is, and he doesn't like that.

Anyway

Yes much angst

Someone has probably already made better Fatui Diluc AUs lol, but I'm really enjoying writing this and may make an animatic for it soon :3 I also definitely wanna write voice lines for him

also it's 4 AM if I misspelled anything I'm sorry I'm. going to bed now 😭

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*gives Conan a hug* you are the smollest boi ever

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CONANNNN MY BOY

He is my bestie's OC go check out his stuff you're legally obligated to now >:D /silly

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silly lil animation with my team because i need Geo characters

Albedo

Albedo pls have an event

Albedooo

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IT'S AUGUST 1ST!!!

I most likely won't have time to draw anything today since I'm gonna be at Otakon, but I just wanna wish everyone a happy Digimon day!! 🎉

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silly thing

First fully colored drawing of them yippee 🎉 I have my baby Ragbros one but that one was only from shoulders-up and. as babies lol so

Decided to give Kaeya vitiligo! I think it probably developed at/around the fight with Diluc so he wouldn't have it yet as a little kid

anyway

the fight is sad more silly stuff

i put like zero effort into the hilichurl and didn't wanna draw their visions because i was lazy 😔 i am very lazy boi

wanna draw more Ragbros soon hehehe, also wanna write more fics with them

Ragbros is everything forever

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FINALLY FINISHED MY RAGBROS ANIMATIC!!

Song is SLIP by Iyowa!

Also!! I might not remember to say this on every Ragbros post I make, but this is NOT A SHIP!! They are brothers to me so anyone who ships them DNI!

If I didn't already have so much respect for Genshin animators i do now cause oh my god

LIKE

HOW DO YOU MAKE A FULLY COLORED FULLY ANIMATED THING WITH GENSHIN DESIGNS

I simplified them for this and I didn't even color anything in 😭

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still have not recovered from Dottore's death and never will

anyway

since my Ragbros animatic is taking too long (I'm almost finished i promisee I'll stop talking about it)

you get this edit for some reason

from a conversation with my best friend-

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Just some cute lil happy Daisukes

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FINALLY MADE ANOTHER EDIT YIPPEEE

Another Iyowa edit loll (Run to Celebrate!) I'm very predictable

From Ken's perspective, but everyone's there :3

why did this edit. make me so emotional and sentimental like the Ragbros have already made me cry today I don't need to be crying again 😭

Anyway. adding to my recurring point of literally every song fitting Ken cause like "kanojo koso saikyou nanda, dare yori mo tsuyoi bunshin nanda"??????

also that part slaps so hard gahhh the drums and guitar idk what it is but it sounds so goodd (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻┻ that part even slaps harder than the 02 kids 😔 (i had to i'm sorry that was so stupid it sounded funny in my head lmao there was excessive slapping)