Ben Solo-Skywalker

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Part 4

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We decide to meet up at his place. And by his place I mean the old Lady’s mansion. I made pasta for him nothing big just spaghetti. He made desert, double layered custard which was a surprise for me. You’ll know how. We sat down for dinner. And I couldn’t help but stare at his beautiful eyes. So kind. So full of love. He held my hand in his big strong ones and kissed it. I sat closer. Close enough for him to cup my face and kiss me. So gentle. He served me my dinner as he had his as well. As we were eating Ben looked out side the window behind me. Lady Cunnington was crossing the road as some roadie almost hit her he apologised and she got in too. But before I could look back at Ben he had reached down grabbing the motorist by the collar. You could see flames in his eyes and smoke out his ears. His rage was shocking. It threw me off guard. Ik he’s protective of Lady Cunnington. But this version of him was just like before. I got scared by the scene so I called him out. Loud. The minute he looked at me and saw my disappointment at his actions he dropped the guy and ran back up to me. His face came over with shame. He couldn’t look me in the eyes.

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Part 3

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He offered to walk me home so we started walking. for a block there was numb silence between us. The silence was mostly tension, because of the way we left things before he left. He promised to be back soon. He kissed me before he took off that evening. A real kiss. A kiss promising me a forever. And as he went in the oblivion we promised to wait for each other. And he shows up after me almost giving up hope of him ever coming back.

“Hold my hand” he said softly, in his ironically deep voice. We walked a few more blocks in silence. ‘This is my only chance. Before he leaves unannounced and before he changes for the worse.’

“Ben?”

“Yes, darling”

“I’ve been meaning to do this for a while now and I can’t hide it I anymore.”

“...”

“Will you go out with me.”

“Are you serious? After seeing what just happened. Why? Are you sure?”

“Yes you ass. You leave one day. With just a goodbye and that lingering kiss. Not telling me where you are going and what for. All I thought about for all this while was you. Us. How can you you ask me if I’m sure?”

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I took my earphones off. There was a fight going on in the direction of the mansion. I looked it’s way. Ben was fighting some vendor. Tomatoes were all on the road and Ben and the vender were fight. Something suddenly got over Ben and his voice became harsher and his actions were about to become violent. I wasn’t too far away from the scene. As he raised his hand to hit the vendor he saw me. He dropped everything, the vendor he was gabbing with his left hand, the punch packed in his right one , his anger and as he started walking towards me, his guard. He started to run again, towards me, while putting his shoulder length hair in a half bun. He had a smile on his face, drastically opposite to the face he had when he threw a fit. The vendor was yelling at him but Ben did not care. He came near me. And before I could even say ‘Hi’ he wound me in a hug. He was too tall for me. My face was buried in his chest, I could feel his gross sweat on my cheek as I pushed him away, giggling. It’s not easy getting over Ben Solo.

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Part2

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After almost a year. He stepped out of the classroom and I was sitting in the drawing room waiting for Lady Cunnington. He looked at me. Our eyes locked. He smiled. That was it. That instantly sunk me into a pit that was growing in my stomach. I decided to leave asap. I returned a quick smile and took off with my bag. I rushed to the main door. He came after me. He would want to meet his friends. Obviously he would. He had returned after 14 months 7 days. Not that I was counting. But Lady Cunnington stopped him for something. I went out to the bus stop. But my regular one was late today. I put on my music and sat there in happiness, anxiety and confusion. His return changed everything. No one was sure if he would return. My thoughts were clouded. It was exhausting, all the thoughts, they were exhausting.

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Dating a recently turned good Ben Solo. Very aggressive. Very strong. But a sweetheart to you. He literally melts when he sees you. He legit cannot even raise his voice when you’re next to him. He now lives with this old lady who hosts a school in her mansion.

Totally kids friendly. And I’ll keeping updating the chapters. Happy reading:)

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*six years ago*

I decided to join in this liberal open school as an art teacher. Lady Cunnington started it in their old mansion after her husband’s passing. Today Ben came back from his spontaneous tour where he left without a warning. When I saw him after his return from his “adventure”. I felt the same way I used to before he left. I still liked him very much. The way he left, in that hurry and without a notice was heartbreaking. We had been friends for five years. From the first day we met at Lady Cunnington’s school. He taught instruments and I was an art teacher. Every other teacher in the school had been there way before Ben and I joint. So we had each other’s back. We liked each other. But jeopardising our friendship didn’t seem worth it. Today he was back.