fürchtet euch, fürchtet euch nicht

[on permanent hiatus; user has moved]

[pnt03prcnt]

hi hi hi

alts:

[kendallspussy]

his dead stare and bad smoking habits captivated me

[disaster-racing]

Endless list of the songs I play on repeat: Starburster - Fontaines D.C. (x)

[ninoochat]

Water

1/10 things I love about Mammal

[exdeputysonso]

Mammal (2016) || The Killing of a Sacred Deer (2017) || American Animals (2018) || The Banshees of Inisherin (2022)

[zanephillips]

BARRY KEOGHAN as JOE Mammal (2016) dir. Rebecca Daly

[zanephillips]

PEDRO PASCAL 30th Annual Screen Actors Guild Awards (February 24, 2024)

[wolveswolves]

Twenty weeks old Sawtooth pack pups by Jim and Jamie Dutcher

[cuepickle]

california dreaming

[bobodenkirkisgay]

[125hr]

barry keoghan for vanity fair's hollywood issue

[disarmluna]

[k-wame]

BARRY KEOGHAN Pinned 🎥 via Bumble® (bumble) TikTok

[island-in-the-shadows]

The realest thing Oliver said in that final bit of the monologue was not what he said so much as how he said it: By God, I loved him.

The way he says that gives up the whole: Wasn't in love with him. When you hear him say it like that, coming from his entrails, from his very soul--almost pleading to a higher power because of that love--you know he lies when he says he wasn't in love. He lies when he says he hated Felix.

He doesn't truly hate Felix. He hates what Felix made him feel. How he lost his mind about him. How he felt like he had no other choice but to kill Felix because it was preferable to being banished from his presence. He hates that he has to scramble for any piece of Felix there is left: stones, graves, houses, anything.

But, by God does he love him. By God, is he in love with him. Enough that he blows his picture a kiss. Enough that it's the stone with his name on it that he touches last. Enough that he's a mad king of a castle with no metaphorical queen. Enough that it's been 15 years and he still sees Felix in the prettiest of lights despite everything.

[125hr]

barry keoghan as oliver quick close-ups ↳ part 2/?

[ollieapologist]

"Felix is boring", "We don't know anything about Felix", "There's really nothing to Felix" OK but we don't get to see Felix bc Oliver GATEKEEPS THE FUCK OUT OF HIM AND HIS MEMORIES OF HIM. Like we love to talk about how Oliver is an unreliable narrator but what about how it's intentional that we don't get to see very many intimate aspects of Felix? We see Felix laughing but we don't see what makes him laugh, we see Felix and Oliver sharing knowing, private glances but aren't made privy to the inside joke, we see Felix only insofar as Oliver allows us to through his narration. We don't *get* to see him. He's just for Oliver and in a lot of ways I think Oliver wants to keep him all to himself. Felix, his family home, his intricacies, his quirks, his humanity, his memories all belong to Oliver in the end. He usurps them all and doesn't want to share. That's the point lol

[k-wame]

BARRY KEOGHAN as OLIVER QUICK ↳ Saltburn (2023) dir. Emerald Fennell