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[ Kyle, late 20s, white, nb, he/she/they ]

This blog is now pretty much inactive for star wars content, I mostly use it for personal posts. I do not intend on continuing any of my sw fics at this time, sorry!

#kyber.fic #kyber.art #kyber.gif #ask.game #fic.rec #commlink

beroyas

Hey can people who are smarter than me with medical/mental health terminology help me with something jfdhghj

So if I want a doctor that can prescribe ADHD medication again, but also someone who can help with therapy related stuff would that be a psychologist? psychiatrist??

Like as far as I understand therapists can't prescribe medication, but I'm assuming psychiatrists don't do therapy? Would I need both? would a psychologist do both then? girl im fucking lost

beroyas

united healthcare you are not fucking helping because what do you mean teeth. hello

#commlink

Hey can people who are smarter than me with medical/mental health terminology help me with something jfdhghj

So if I want a doctor that can prescribe ADHD medication again, but also someone who can help with therapy related stuff would that be a psychologist? psychiatrist??

Like as far as I understand therapists can't prescribe medication, but I'm assuming psychiatrists don't do therapy? Would I need both? would a psychologist do both then? girl im fucking lost

#commlink #im so tired I don't wanna do all of this 😭

fanaticartisan

Out of curiosity

How many Kudos does your most popular fic have on AO3

0-5

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Over a thousand

Over five thousand

Over fifteen thousand

Voting ended onMay 10, 2024

And put the fandom its from in tags if you like reblog for sample size yadda yadda

#483 on my abandoned star wars account and 187 on my bg3 #damn I didn't realize how much some of my earlier star wars stuff got out there. it fell off super hard halfway

HELLO??

#okay maybe I do still care about star wars a little #i literally am already going to this con to see neil newbon and a few other actors so like. god damn #commlink

wizardarchetypes

u ever read a post that has you so aghast you go “HELLO??” out loud and you look around your bedroom like someone will be there to explain what u just read

#rarely on tumblr anymore but almost daily on twitter i swear to god

I love having several mental issues mostly exacerbated by the fact that I'm a people pleaser and simply cannot say no to anything or anyone if it means upsetting or inconveniencing them, getting a therapist to help with with those issues, quickly realizing that their main focuses are not what I need in a therapist actually, and continuing to schedule appointments with them anyways for the exact same fucking reason I'm going to them for

#I'm. tired 😭#i picked her because it said she dealt with specific trauma + adhd + gender issues #but then i find out she's really just 90% unmedicated adhd assistance #does SOME trauma handling very rarely. and also has 0 experience in gender but is 'comfortable with the topic'#girl i came to you for help not to read workbooks about my already-medicated-but-out-of-prescription-adhd 😭#commlink

liarsblade

Yeah you're right. It WOULD be pretty fucked up if you were a swan but you were raised by ducks and you grew up never seeing another swan or even knowing that such a thing as a swan even existed so you just thought you were a duck with something super wrong with it.

liarsblade

a-potato-of-death

losthiqhway

#yeah. Yeah

allagashed

whenever i say “screaming crying throwing up” this is what i mean

just-your-average-tangerine

Maybe this is the wrong platform to pose this question given the average tumblr user but

Is it just me or did our generation (those of is who are currently 20-30 ish) just not get the opportunity to be young in the 'standard' sense?

Like, everyone I talk to who's over 40 has all their wild stories about their teens and 20s, being young and dumb, and then I talk to my friends and coworkers and classmates, and we just... dont.

just-your-average-tangerine

My mom tells stories of skipping school to sneak across the border and spend the day at a bar in Mexico. I was threatened with not being allowed to graduate because of senior ditch day. One of my friends had to go to his first hour class on senior ditch day because the teacher, who almost exclusively taught seniors, arranged a huge exam that day with no available makeup days, specifically to punish kids who took part in ditch day. Our wild and crazy ditch day was playing mini golf and then stopping for ice cream on our way back to one of our friends' houses to play cards against humanity.

Don't get me wrong, we had fun. But all of that, threats of not graduating, threats of failing classes over a single test, over some mini golf and ice cream?

Throughout high school and early in college, my friend group got kicked out of malls, stores, and even a parking lot just for being there wrong. Not being loud of disruptive. Not causing problems. Just being there too long, or without buying anything.

My mom graduated high school, after repeating her senior year, without a single grade above a D, and was offered a full ride scholarship to a state university to play on their women's football team. I had a 3.8 GPA, multiple extracurriculars, a summer job, and over 100 hours of volunteer work, and barely got into that same university, and then couldn't afford to go there anyway.

We've made getting into college so important and yet so difficult that kids are sacrificing their childhoods for it.

Then they become adults and it doesn't go away. Your employer/ potential employers are searching your social media and internet presence so you'd better hope no one has ever posted a picture of you at a party, or with alcohol, or wearing revealing clothes, or whatever else they've deemed unprofessional. And if you want to go out it's a 10 dollar cover and drinks are at least 8 dollars, and you need to tip if there's any kind of live entertainment, who can afford to do all that regularly?

My physical therapist, when I was 18, told me about his 21st birthday, how the last thing he remembers is people taking body shots off him. I spent my 21st birthday alone, was in bed by 10pm because I had to be at work the next morning. My boss had already told me that they knew it was my 21st, and if I called out, she'd write me up for improper use of sick leave because you're not allowed to use sick leave for a hangover. I don't know anyone whose 21st birthday was a big deal. No one went out and partied for it.

I dont really know where I'm going with all of this. I guess I just don't understand the point of it all. We spend our youth working hard to provide a future that we still can't afford. We have to be responsible and professional as teenagers. And we get nothing out of it. We can't afford life or friends or fun. At least our parents got to have fun being young and dumb, we just got groomed on kik.

just-your-average-tangerine

So I'm not the only one noticing this. I wish I had an answer or at least something to say about it. But I dont. I'm just tired.