2000s adventure

An ode to my brain living in this physical plane which consists of excerpts from my life, my thoughts and ideas, what I see when I walk around, some poetry and art, even some stories.  "Create yourself. Master Yourself. Be Yourself."

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I just LOST MY FAVORITE PENN :'(((( (even tho I shouldn't be mad because I stole it one time when I was hella high) BUT STILL WHY DO BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO KINDA GOOD PEOPLE?!?!?!?!

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Highlight of my day: finding this ancient Egypt book in the donate textbooks bin! Reliving my childhood dreams of being an egyptologist/ this book is so great!

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Today I woke up with so much pro-activity I was like whoa. I woke up at 10am (which is early. right?) got dressed up and headed to the part time job fair being held on campus to get…a bunch of flyers telling me to apply for jobs on websites. I actually did apply for this cool reggae coffee food truck which seemed pretty cool and I talked to the owner about a bunch of reggae bands. We connected over how we both like the band Midnite and how I saw them at the Miami reggae fest 3 years ago. It was funny, because I asked the other girl at the table what’s her favorite reggae band and she said “Bob Marley. Classic.” I was like thats it? (I could tell she was not a reggae aficionado like mwa) Anyways, the main lady said I had good vibes and put my application in a special box (Yes! Chakras in line af) Then after I spent a few hours applying -and looking- for random jobs to apply to online. So much filling out of the same info I ended up copying and pasting everything. What gets me is all the people were like yeah go online there’s hella jobs to choose from and there were like literally only 12 and a lot are far away from my house which means there were like 6. Whateverrrr. Imma get a job or make one. I have so much extra time and really want to start saving money to travel after college.

I’ll be keeping my fingers crossed and burn some candles to the job hiring gods**

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Ground control to major tom 🚀✨

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Jan 11. Monday. My dad's birthday. The first day of a full school week. The day Ziggy Stardust flew back to Mars leaving us Earthlings sharing the news of his departure all over social media and playing the recordings he left behind. I woke up around 1am and didn't I back to bed until 4am but around 2am is when I saw the news while listening to Under Pressure ft. Freddy Mercury. Another queer glam rock star gone too soon. Rest in Paradise you beautiful, crazy, bisexual beacon of glam, rock n roll and inspiration 🙏🚀🙏 I ended up waking up again around 9am to the sound of an alarm because some nitwit opened the side doors that have signs on them that read "DON'T OPEN. ALARM". I just lied under my covers like wtf really??? You couldn't just go down the normal stairs??? I got up, made coffee and raced to my only class of the day. The professor was super adorbs but I ended up dropping the class anyways because I would end up getting pissed having to go to only ONE class in the middle of day. Now, I just have classes 2/7 days ayyyyee In other news, I am now a new writer/announcer for V89 college radio!!!! So every Monday morning I got to be at the station by 7AM with stories written and ready to be on air. Which kind a sucks because it's so early but I'm still in that "New Year New Me" phase where I'm trying to take care of myself and do different things so I can just use this as an excuse for morning jogs to (Starbucks) the station. Also this is perfect for my dreams to have my own talk show like Wendy Williams and talk about hot topics lol. But since we can't write about celebrities or use Fox news I'm going to focus on reporting political scandals so I can still be gossipy but with world leaders! I also took a total body group fitness class today; my legs are still on fire and I squatted up a storm 7 hours ago 😩. New year, new me, new butt???

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Looking through art books at starbucks while my friend swipes through guys on her phone

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Spent Sunday evening skating down a parking garage & doing hood rat shit with my friends :))

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yoooo

Last night was so lit! My friend was turning 20 so we planned a surprise pre game before we hit da club. So we got hella turnt with rum + mountain dew and pineapple cake. We took the night bus to this club that was having gay night (my friends a lesbian so we all went// yolo) MOBB DEEP with 20 people. It was so much fun, there were drag queens, crazy amount of glitter and nicki minaj music- it was great. It was hot tho and we all danced till the club closed. We left and took the night bus back home but I separated and headed to taco bell because drunk me was craving cheese and refried beans. My friend was working the night and I got a ~free~ cherry freeze. I walked back to my friends apartment and saw 2 of them passed out so I popped a balloon right next to their ears to wake them up and they didn't even budge. No response. Statues. It was so funny. Then I did it to my other friend and he got really mad and kept on hitting me with a stuffed dog. I was dying laughing, I was being so annoying hahaha I ended up knocking out on the floor in the living room. Not on the 2 couches. No, on the floor. It was such a crazy night, definitely a great first weekend back in town 4 sure.

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clubbin with cuties

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Jan 8.

Talk about a Friday turn up. I met up with some friends to go to the pride club drag show (which was so much fun omg). The host was hilarious and there was so much energy and lip singing. Ugh it was great. I was sitting in the back by the aisle and the host was walking around and she talked to me 😍 like “how you doin?” y'know just getting to know the crowd and he’s like “everyone give a hand for Bobby!!” I know it was just a quick thing but it made me feel so ~zpecial~ like people clapped for me hahaha. Then afterwards me and my 2 friends went to Bullwinkles which is this saloon bar that is all you can drink till 1 am. Well we got in and we headed straight to the bar for tequila sours and back for tequila sunrises and back again for Jack and gingerales (which tasted like butter scotch. Wouldn’t recommend really) and back for more tequila sunrises.

I had a great time dancing with my friends and the music was very turnt but by 1:30 am I felt really exhausted but kinda sad too. Obviously, everyone’s drunk but it looked like everyone who was out trying to dance with a girl or a guy or making out or getting numbers got it and I’m just dancing by myself holding a plastic cup of watered down tequila.

For a split second I felt so lonely. Everyone’s with everyone except me and I don’t really like feeling I need someone to be happy but shit. Just to feel recognized and wanted for being me. And to have someone to dance that won't leave to dance with anyone else.

*sighs af*

Also don’t mix your alcohol because when I got home I made 4 grilled cheeses and then threw them up not even 20 minutes later. I was so pissed lol

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The cold weather got me going to class looking like Dracula

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Jan 7.

Well after a tumultuous 2 days of running around like a stressed chicken, I woke up after a 13 hour sleep, refreshed and in a good mood.

I headed to my 9:30 class which is about food planning and the environment and the professor seems really cool. I bumped into a bunch of people I knew from last semester and it was nice to see some friendly faces.

To end the day, I hung out with some friends getting baked while watching half-baked. It was a funny movie for what it is, which is a total stereotypical stoner film but one character-the blonde hippie guy- just pissed me off the whoooole time.

Half-Baked: 3.5/ 5 stars, maybe 4.5 if you’re fully baked

[wnq-writers]

To be whole is to know you are love.

Kajal Pandey (via wnq-writers)

[kumalump]

Visit Original Link

Head To Toe | Lisa Lisa & The Cult Jam

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I forgot this song existed until my friend sent me the youtube link and I’ve been listening to it non-stop for the past 2 days because it makes me happy and upbeat.

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jfc

I’m so mad at myself for getting stressed out about shit that was totally unavoidable. Picking classes? Let me just wait until the first day of the semester to pick them. 

Everything else? Nahhh I’m just going to sleep all day and not deal with it.

ugH. Luckily things worked out, I picked enough classes to to keep my financial aid but jfc what a nightmare stressing out if I’m going to enroll, what I’ll do if I don’t get in classes, running around doing all this bs that I should’ve taken care of 4 months ago.

*breathes hella deep*

My class schedule is fine, I’m not going to be a college drop out. (Although, Kanye West was and look how he turned out? Then again he can rap a lot better than me)

I just want to take a shower, eat some oranges and crawl into bed until my 9:30 class tomorrow. It’s an urban planning class but I honestly don’t know what it’s about. 

But first, got to go get a new key and that’s gonna be awkward because I’m already 3 days late paying my rent. hahahahahahaha

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Jan 6. Well today is the first day of classes and I'm sitting in the library trying to stay awake. I thought on the first day back I'd be longboarding through the wind on my way to lecture but I'm tired, haven't taken a shower in 2 days, I'm cold, my phone won't connect to wifi, I'm locked out of my apartment (because I lost my key) and have holds on my account which means....I'm not enrolled in any classes because I didn't want to deal with all the college beaurocratic bs that's only bs because I WAITED LAST MINUTE TO DO EVERYTHING NOW IDK IF I CAN TAKE CLASSES AND this ONE class I need that was a pre-req for my major because I thought I had a class that could substitute for it but it DOESN'T COUNT. What sucks is that this is all my fault and my procrastinatin ass put me here. The lesson here? Get your shit done asap. But things always work out in the end. I'm going to talk to my advisor again, sign up for whatever scraps of classes they have left and sleep in my own bed tonight. I already want to go to bed and the day is only just begun.

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2016

Another year passed and another one’s begun. A painting that’s been splattered with 365 different colors is finally on the wall And a white canvas is back on the stand Waiting for us to start again, To make our mark with streaks of joy, globs of sunshine, lines of green and swirls of lavender. A new vision, a new image.

For the new year I want to be bold and do different things everyday. Make my life (and my bank account) richer, explore and reach the limits of what I ever thought I could do, see and feel.

With everything that I’ve learned up to this time, has given me the tools to create the life I want to live, starting to implement goals for the new year now.