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Are you a catholic?

No I get too high for all that but I’m going to heaven for sure

Since my psychosis 4 years ago I've resorted to pictures and videos as a sort of coping mechanism. Conversation is hard and constantly leaves me feeling misunderstood, the pictures I take no matter how bad I feel reminded me of the beauty left in the world even if all I can see in the moment is what has happened in my past and how hard it is to move past.

Sometimes when I'm alone, especially at night I start to see people, I know they aren't real but I feel them, pictures and videos ground me in my "reality" and help me understand that it's just my mind playing tricks on me, nothing but a manifestation of fear that I won't let controll me again.