#psycosis

[chronically-adumbass]

Computer how do I stop feeling the existential dread that comes with knowing a psychotic episode is going to happen soon. Computer do you hear me.

[xibuprophetinx]

weed paranoia

bro I hate it I can’t smoke a blunt without getting paranoid and throwing up like why can’t you just let a girl enjoy her blunt without getting a fucking psychosis 😔 just wanna be stoned and relaxed not this shit

[childhoodgoldiepsycosis]

Origins

Experimenting with the idea of Psygenic

We don’t have a defined this right now but here’s an overview

🖤🕹️: 2000s Older Brother

🩷🐰: Little me/kiddo

And then…me. Just me idk what more you want lol

(Sometimes during an episode or having psychosis really bad we feel like millions of people. When it isn’t as bad it can range from just them to just me. We fluctuate👍)

[boy-warbler]

Psycho

[rottenatrophyfromwithin]

sorry for disappearing, I have been having an episode. sometimes I lose reality, either by convincing myself I've dreamt up the past few days or by getting so deep in hallucinations that I don't know what's real and what's not. but I'm okay.

[childhoodgoldiepsycosis]

SSD, DSSA, and ESSAs

(before I go on, everyone of these are valid. The only thing that isn’t valid is believing a stuffed animal can task, and harassing service dogs)

While I don’t use the term SSD(I don’t bond with dog stuffed animals very easily) I think they are a great alternative to a service dog

While DSSA would fit me better, I prefer the term ESSA.

Why?

Well while I have disabilities, my stuffed animals aren’t doing anything more than a coping mechanism. In order for them to help me they’d have to task and do things a service dog would need(they cannot, and therefore cannot be DSSAs for me since they do not aid my disabilities)

My ESSAs provide exactly what I need, emotional support. The community helped me out of my depressive episodes and is continuing to assist me in coping. One day I hope to be a service dog handler, and get the extra support I need

Felt like I wanted to post this

[chronically-adumbass]

oh to have someone hold me in their arms.

oh to have someone stroke my hair and place a gentle hand on my hips or leg to stop them from shaking; Let me listen to their heartbeat as I feel like I'm dying and assure me that I'm not. That I just need a muscle relaxer and some Aleve; I just need to take my emergency medication and get some sleep. To tell me It's okay, they'll stay with me. Both of us will still be here when I wake. The featureless man won't hurt me; he won't get inside. That's It's okay, that I'm safe. I just need to rest.

[childhoodgoldiepsycosis]

Please tell me I’m not the only one that does this

You know those tumblr read throughs? I love them and it has gotten to the point I took out my headphones to use the restroom and thought THE VOICES WERE TELLING ME A STORY when it was just the guy T^T

I thought my head was broken chat because I took out my headphones and the thoughts stopped speaking, it was the video