10192015 More than four months ago, I decided to make a blog about the feelings that I have towards someone. The feeling that I had with this person was vague, it happens really fast. I admitted that I fell in love so easily and I tried very hard to deny it and then finally it explodes. I told my friends and they weren't surprised because they said that they can see it in my eyes. Since then I wonder, I thought I am good in hiding my feelings coz that's what most of the people say about me, but how come they noticed it?, and then my friend said, "sometimes you just have to be true to yourself and don't be afraid to show others, let your feelings be free." -but this was four months ago... Now, a little over a month ago, the Guy that I used to like posted something on facebook, He is in a relationship. His friends were all shocked coz they didn't know that he is dating someone, even his closest friend didn't see it coming. I was also surprised but I'm happy coz it doesn't feel anything to me at all (hey don't think that I am saying this coz I'm bitter because I'm totally not.) I don't know why, maybe because four months ago, when I decided to finally forget my feelings, I do stuff like; I made myself busy, I never go to his facebook acct., I deleted our past conversation, I deleted his number. I did all of that because I'm also trying to be fair, - Now this is another story! I am in a relationship, I'm sorry if I let myself fall in love with someone else but God knows I've tried really hard to stay focus and be loyal. Ive tried, and I've succeeded. Im happy now that I know that we are both happy. He's the sweetest guy that I know and he deserves all the happiness in the world, he deserves someone who will never hurt and who will never cheat on him like what happened before. If you will get a chance to read this, All I want is to see you happy, coz you deserve it. Goodbye!