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mumu blog for traumashq penned by mel andrew deluca; intern violet turner; psychiatrist at ocean side wellness atticus "link" lincoln; ortho fellow

[bettxrnow]

ofseattles​:

Elain placed her hands on either side of his face. Her eyes met his, and she couldn’t help but smile. “I work until seven, but I can do a late dinner? Be ready by eight?” She already had an outfit in mind, something soft and sweet, Ophelia vibes. “How about Italian food?”

“I can do that.” He said with a smile, rubbing her hips with his thumbs. He needed to find a tie, so maybe he would go through Nate’s closet to find one since all of his were not good enough. ‘I like that idea.” Link said. “I can’t wait.”

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seattleco​:

his palms rubbed together. a little friction for the exciting proposition. bringing someone into the team was a big step. “if he’s got the energy, we gotta take him on.” no doubt link was the best garrett could’ve hoped for in a fellow. his judgement was enough. “queen. oh, i’m in. our OR is about to be…what’s it the kids say? lit? tell me it’s lit link. I don’t wanna be old.” old he was. garrett didn’t need to be goin’ around saying lit to real people. “nope, i’m gonna ditch you for this new kid.” his hand collided with the fellow’s shoulder. “been nice knowin’ ya, but we’re done.” a grin gave him away, clearly. “hey, you been thinkin’ about what’s next? not that i really wanna lose ya.”

“Let’s do it, man.” He said with a smile. He rolled his eyes. ‘First off, you’re only a few years older than me, so you’re not that old, second, I don’t think they say lit, they say dope or something.” Link didn’t hang around many teens so he didn’t know. He gave a fake shocked look. “Fine, guess I’ll hang with Torres or Sharma.” He said with a grin. “They are cooler..” He teased. Link paused. “I’m staying here. I like Seattle, and well, I think Dr. Price would probably be dead in a ditch if I left.”

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strengthbound​:

“Probably, I’m not sure to be honest he was practically a grown up by the time I cam around or at least he felt that way to me. But he would try to tell me stories about his own failings whenever I was struggling.”

“Yup, sounds like Dad.” He said with a roll of his eyes. “So, ready to go see your nephew in action, then go save kids?”

[bettxrnow]

“ i need you to live…cause if you’re gone then, i don’t know what the point of it all is anymore. ” (linkelain but make it aNGST)

“Babe, I’m fine.” Link said sitting up. “All I did was fall off the ladder and break my arm. I’m not dying. I’ll be more careful when putting on Christmas lights. I’m not going to turn into Larissa.”

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[ eyes ] your muse making mine look them in the eyes during. (DelGrey)

“Look at me.” He said, gripping her chin lightly to look at her as he fucked into her. He wanted to see her reaction to everything he did to her. He loved seeing her moan and her face filled with pleasure. 

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scrubsandarmchairs​:

“Am I supposed to know who that is?” Aaron did know actually, or at least he could remember the name, but was it supposed to impress him that this guy’s sister was a nurse? That said nothing about Link’s capabilities, contributed no more than him saying that his sister was currently studying astrophysics in Switzerland. “May I suggest that you don’t lead with telling my patient that your experience is with a glorified rounders team who lack a uterus that would be needed to have them in the same position as her. I would also suggest that you don’t refer to her as a toddler to her face.”

“If you had any decency to know the nurses, then yes.” He said. Link always respected nurses. They helped him so much when he was sick as a kid, and helped his patients when he became a doctor. “I know how to talk to to patients, man.” He said shaking his head. “I’m choosing to ignore what you said about the Mariners, and choosing to deal with your patient. He picked up the chart. “You can come in with me and help me, or you can go off do whatever it is that you do.” He took a deep breath, trying to collect his anger towards this guy. “I’m sure that you’re a good doctor, but I’m assuming you’re one of the doctors who think they are a god because they save little babies.”

[bettxrnow]

“ when i’m in a crowd i just want to melt away and yet, when i’m alone it’s somehow worse. ” (roseluca)

“You’re not alone. You have me.” He said wrapping his arm around her. “I’m here for you, and you’ll never have to be alone again.”

[bettxrnow]

“ you’re more like family to me than my own blood. ” the best sibs

“Blood doesn’t make a family, Rose.” He said putting an arm around her. “But you’re right. I don’t need Cordelia, and I don’t need to find out about my birth family if I have you, mom, dad, Ry and Aunt Eve.”

[amourmemes]

❥     𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖  𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄   𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍   𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒   .

inspired  by  devotedecay’s  non - sexual  acts  of  dominance  meme  ! send  in  one  of  these  for  my  muse’s  reaction  to  … (  add  ❝  reverse  ❞   if  you’d  like  to  see  how  my  muse  would  preform  the  action  !  )

[ shower ]   your muse joining mine in the shower.

[ choke ]   your muse choking mine.

[ kiss + soft ]   your muse pulling mine into a tender kiss.

[ kiss + rough ]   your muse pulling mine into a rough kiss.

[ pin ]   your muse pinning mine down.

[ wrists ]   your muse roughly grabbing mine by the wrists.

[ push ]   your muse pushing mine into bed.

[ rip + clothing ]   your muse tearing a piece of clothing off my muse.

[ spank ]   your muse spanking mine.

[ pull ]   your muse pulling my muses hair.

[ talk ]   your muse talking dirty to mine.

[ eyes ]   your muse making mine look them in the eyes during.

[ down ]   your muse pulling mine down by their collar / clothes.

[ knees ]   your muse telling mine to get on their knees.

[ hips ]   your muse pulling mine in close by the hips.

[ denial ]   your muse putting mine through orgasm denial.

[ many ]   your muse making mine orgasm over and over.

[ tied ]   your muse tying my muse down.

[ lazy ]   your muse lazily beginning to touch mine.

[ love ]   your muse telling mine they love them during.

[ dominance ]   your muse taking the lead and dominating mine.

[ submission ]   your muse letting mine take the lead and submitting to them.

[ humiliation ]   your muse humiliating mine, re: name-calling and verbal abuse.

[ pain ]   your muse hurting mine in bed, whether intentionally or not.

[ knife ]   your muse using a knife in bed, whether for threat or actually cutting mine.

[ hidden ]   your muse having sex with mine somewhere semi-public.

[ public ]   your muse having sex with mine in public, whee other people watch.

[ adore ]   your muse being near reverent with mine in bed.

[ dress ]   your muse having mine dress up in lingerie.

[ eat ]   your muse eating mine out.

[ sleep ]   your muse touching / beginning to have sex with mine while they’re asleep.

[ gag ]   your muse gagging mine, or or making them be quiet.

[ blindfold ]   your muse blindfolding mine.

[ praise ]   your muse praising mine in bed.

[ good ]   your muse calling mine a good boy / girl.

[ want ]   your muse telling mine they want them.

[ snarl ]   your muse growling and / or baring their teeth at mine during sex.

[ mark ]   your muse purposefully marking mine up with bruises, hickies, ect.

[ wall ]   your muse shoving mine up against a wall.

[bettxrnow]

chaoticxgood​:

cordelia released a deep breath and sat back down. she was relieved he turned around, relieved he seemed open to understanding her. “i- i don’t.” clearing her throat she nodded. “i need you to understand i didn’t just give you up. it was never like that. the adoption was closed and very long. i made sure you went to a good couple, people that i would want was parents..” she looked up to him and bit her lip. “ when i found out i was pregnant i was scared. i was just about to turn 17, and graduation was coming. college, my scholarships.. i was a child myself, i didn’t come from a very wealthy family, or one that could support me and a child while i was in school. i knew if i wanted to give you your best chance i had to give you to someone who could care for you.” cordelia paused to let what she said sink in. it was a lot for anyone. “i know you have parents, a family. and i know you don’t need me. but i never stopped caring for you, and i know we don’t know each other but you have always had a place in my heart. please know that none of this was because i didn’t want you. i chose closed adoption so you’d never have to go through this part.. i’m sorry you found out like this.. i’ll answer any question you have.”

He listened as she talked. He understood. He couldn’t imagine being 17 and having to make a choice like that. He would have supported the girl who he got pregnant in any choice she made. However, he was still angry, and he didn’t understand why. “Okay.” He said simply, trying not to look at her, not wanting to see her upset. How was he now going to work with her, knowing she’s his bio mom? He needed to find Ryleigh or even Jo. Both of them would understand. He wasn’t going to tell his mom or Eve, he knew that it would only upset them. “I’m not ready to ask you questions or talk with you even further. I need some time.”

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mediiicals​:

for @bettxrnow​ & violet !

“excuse me - “ to be honest, before pete? hope hadnt gone near the practice. to be really really honest, it kind of intimidated her. but after he spent the night and left his wallet at her place, she thought dropping it off personally would make sense. “is pete wilder here?” the woman she spoke to seemed nice enough just from appearance, so the fact that hope probably looked wildly lost would hopefully go unnoticed. 

Violet looked up from her notes in the kitchen to see a lady looking lost. She think she seen the lady before, maybe at the hospital? “Oh, he’s with a patient.” She said. “But do want me to tell him something?” she asked. “It’s fine, he’s my...husband, you pass it on,” She said, not knowing how phase their current separated situation. 

[bettxrnow]

mcrediths​:

who: meredith && open

where: first floor nurses station

anyone who had been walking by the residents lounge in the last five minutes could have heard meredith squeal in excitement, maybe accompanied by an enthusiastic ‘i got it!’ not that the person walking by could prove it now, she was calm and collected now, walking into the main hall of the hospital, she was absolutely giddy with excitement, but, still, you know, pulled together. “guess who just heard back from boston?” she asked the nearest person.

Violet looked up from her phone where she sat at the nurses station, waiting for her patient to be done a procedure so she could have a session with him. “Which hospital in Boston? I did medical school at Harvard and did some rounds at MGH.” She asked curiously. All she knew that Dr. Grey was Addison’s ex husband’s wife, but of course she was still nice to her.

[leneemusing]

misc prompts for your feels

“ unique just means alone. ” “ i’m not afraid to die, just wish i could live a little first. ” “ i know i’m a monster, but you look at me like i’m a man. ” “ there’s nothing i wouldn’t do to keep you safe. ” “ we all have sins to pay penance for. ” “ don’t look at me like i’m a hero. you’ll only disappoint yourself. ” “ sometimes when you look at me it’s like…it’s like you’re staring straight past my flesh and into my soul. ” “ you make me want to live. ” “ i know i don’t deserve forgiveness, but i like the idea that some people think i might. ” “ i trust you with my life. ” “ you’re more like family to me than my own blood. ” “ i’ve never had any sort of family before. ” “ your life is far more precious than mine. ” “ i don’t care what happens to me. as long as you’re safe. ” “ i need you to live…cause if you’re gone then, i don’t know what the point of it all is anymore. ” “ i know i’m not the person you want, but i’m here. ” “ i love you, and i know you may never feel the same. but i’m okay with that. ” “ i couldn’t say no to you even if i wanted to. ” “ you’re worth more than this. ” “ why do you walk around as if you’re somehow less valuable than the rest of the world? ” “ please, let me help you. ” “ just let me do this for you. ” “ you do have something to live for. you have me. ” “ you’ll always have me. ” “ i see you. i know you feel so invisible all the time, but you’re not. not to me. ” “ it’s okay to be angry, you’re allowed to be upset about what happened to you. ” “ don’t you realize you deserve more than this? ” “ you’re not a machine or— or some thing. you’re a person, and i’m sorry anyone ever made you feel otherwise. ” “ please, just hold on a little longer. i can’t lose you too. ” “ this scar..what happened? ” “ if you won’t do it for yourself, then do it for me. ” “ you’re bleeding— how long have you been hiding this?! ” “ sometimes i realize one day i could die, i could just disappear and the world would be none the wiser. there’d be no one to miss me and that terrifies me more than death itself. ”  “ i’m not sure i know who i’m supposed to be anymore. ” “ my mind is so loud and i’m afraid it’ll never be quiet again. ” “ when i’m in a crowd i just want to melt away and yet, when i’m alone it’s somehow worse. ” “ loneliness is a poison and i’ve been drinking it for so long, i don’t there there’s an anecdote to save my soul. ” “ i don’t care if the world knows my name, i just want you to remember me. ” “ you deserve more than i could ever give you. ” “ i love you. i know that’s not enough, but i do. ” “ you’re safe with me, you always will be. ” “ you make me feel safe. like i’m allowed to be anything i want. ” “ i’d do anything to be the person you love again. ” “ i’ve got you, you’re safe. ” “ just rest, i’m here. ” “ you can stay with me tonight. ”

[bettxrnow]

ofseattles​:

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He groaned as he saw her get on her knees and hands. “Fuck.” He said, reaching down into his pants to grab a condom. He pulled his pants down further. He rolled the condom on, slapping her ass lightly before sliding into her, moaning as he did so. He gripped her hips before ge began to fuck into her. One hand moved to her hair , tugging lightly his hand. “You like that, hmm?” He asked huskily. “You want me to fuck your pussy hard, huh?”

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chaoticxgood​:

cordelia could only look at him, eyes full of tears. she had known it was him since the moment he said his name. “yes. your name. i knew because your name.” she felt like she was in a dream. no a horrible nightmare. how could she tell him she was actually the one who named him, his mother choosing to keep it. how could she tell him all the things she never thought she’d have to explain. “please, wait…” she shot up right after him. delia couldn’t let him go without explaining. “please, just let me explain. you never have to talk to me again, i’ll have john davenport handle your proposal, anything.” her tears spilled down her cheeks and she looked desperate “just please let me explain.” 

He stopped and turned around, trying not to look at her as she cried. “Fine.” He said sitting down. He had a bunch of questions to ask her, like why did she give him up? Who was his father? Did he have any siblings? He had only found out his ancestry through a genetic DNA test but only found a third cousin, so ne never logged in. “Why did you give me up” He asked, cutting to the point.

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chaoticxgood​:

cordelia half sobbed half laughed. the irony. “before i say any more you need to know that your work. it’s amazing and i have zero doubts that it’ll be accepted. you’re going to and have done great things. and- and you are an amazing person, and i hope you remember everything you just said.” she took a deep breath and looked into his eyes. “i’m so sorry. i don’t know how to-”

Link paused to listen, all the thoughts rushing towards him. Was she his mom? It couldn’t be. “You’re my birth mom, aren’t you?” He finished for her, it was all starting to make sense now. He stood up from the chair, needing to get out of this room before he did anything else. He always imagined this happening in a million different ways. “You know, I’ve got..bones.. to fix.’ He said. It was a lie. “I don’t need this now, and I really prefer if you never talked to me. I don’t need you. I have great parents already.” He wasn’t ready for this. “You knew, didn’t you?”

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chaoticxgood​:

“i always wanted siblings..” cordelia smiled and gratefully accepted the tissue. “the reason they don’t know me, that’s how they’ll hate me.” she looked at him and shook her head. “i’m a lawyer, i’m sure many people hate me. but this one i’m not sure i could handle. they mean more to me than they’ll ever know. and even though i’ve just met them, they taught me so much when i needed it most. i just hope they can see my side, not hate me for it.”

Link couldn’t imagine not having siblings. “How can one person hate you without knowing you?” He asked. “Well, what is your side of the story? Did you get a loved one of theirs hurt? Link didn’t know why he was so invested in this lady’s life, but there was something familiar about her and he wanted to help her. “I’m sure they won’t hate you. You’re a good person.”