Blurb. It's probably the bizarre new fascinating feelings of how different yet similar you both are, but something definitely struck when you and his gaze met each other. What could it possibly be?
• warning: mentions of harsh words • pairing: popular!Jay x unpopular fem!reader • featuring: other ENHYPEN members and original characters • genre: college life, fluffy, strangers to lovers, drama, crack, romance, comedy, slice of life • status: on going, random update every once to twice a week
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REMINDER: this is a 100% work of a fiction; means that everything that is written in here is solely for entertainment purposes only, does not associated and have any relations with the real ENHYPEN members nor their agency.
So... since my drafts are a goner and I've uninstalled the app needed for fake chat purposes, I'm thinking about adapting Lovestruck into a fully written AU in which I will be starting all over again.
I'm so sorry for the inconvenience but then again I don't even know whether or not I still got the audiences. It doesn't matter though, I will try to write again because I wanted to.
Oh, and I probably won't delete the discontinued version of the AU, I'll just... let them be... there... existing... until I change my mind one day, maybe. ANYWAYS. That's that, so I'll try to upload soon! Thank you. ♡
It's probably the bizarre new fascinating feelings of how different yet similar you both are, but something definitely struck when your and his gaze meet each other. What could it be?
Chaeri is already furious enough with the fact that Jay disobeyed her. She told him not to come to campus today, so why is he here? Of all day and of all other things she told him, must he really disobeyed this one? This is getting annoying.
Seeing how the situation is turning at your favor only making her even more raged. If things keep going on like this, she can be doomed! I can't let that happen at any cost!
"I don't know what my friends were thinking for saying such thing on my behalf, but please don't blame them too much..."
Just look, you think it's all over, right?
"However...! I never said any of that, really."
I'll make you regret to ever messing up with me.
Upon hearing Chaeri's sudden confession, Chaeri group of friends jolted, the crowd started to mutter in confusion, and you fell silent.
You took a glance at Jay to see how he's going to respond to that, but he doesn't seem to show much reaction. He's just there, standing still, eyes piercing at Chaeri who is now only a few steps away from him.
Right next to where Jay's standing, you can also see Sunoo and Niki with their hardened jaw. They're probably fighting their inner urge to throw some fits to the wavy haired girl in front of them.
"Are you saying that your friends are just making things up all along?" You throw a question to understand Chaeri's escape plan.
Chaeri hesitate before answering. "Please don't blame them so much... I know they lied, but maybe they're doing that because of me?"
The way she fidgets her fingers and acting all anxious makes some people fall into her schemes. But the number of people who think Chaeri's acting weird is also not small, while the rest of them are just staying neutral.
You give a disapproval look at the reply. You could never imagine how her friends must be feeling right now, she literally betrayed them after doing so much for her. "For what reason exactly?"
"I mean, I do cry because of you that day, but that is because I find your refusal to help me with my shopping bag is harsh, not that you're actually a meanie." Chaeri then proceed to lower her head after spouting another statement. "I mean, I was just thinking, that you could have just refuse it kindly or did you really need to go that hard on me?"
Once again you realize that the impact of the masses is no joke. The eyes turning back at you once again, giving such an unpleasant look. The thing they whispered among themselves might be bad things about you that you never wish to hear.
To your own surprise, you can feel as if something is pushing—to up of your throat—you feel instant nauseous. Just who would've thought that all of this actually affecting you so much?
On another side, Chaeri is just happy that her plan worked. It worked! Ha, see? I told you that I will do anything. And in a moment Jay definitely gonna come to calm me down.
The chatter from swarm of people that still interested enough to see how whatever is this going to end is getting louder as Chaeri can feel someone is getting closer to her.
Just you wait. I will win no matter what.
"Jay... you don't have to- huh?"
Chaeri clearly did not see this coming, and her confusion is just as great as you are, also everybody else. Rather than Jay, Jungwon is the one who approach Chaeri instead.
It took some time for people start to notice that Jungwon doesn't seem to be there to say nor do something to Chaeri. He doesn't even paying attention to anything else but his phone, busy tapping as though there's something more important he has to do at the moment.
"Jungwon? What are you-"
Chaeri halted when a conversation begin to leak from Jungwon's phone speaker. It was crystal clear, and the way people slowly getting silent makes it loud enough for everyone to hear.
"...She did that? All of a sudden? I don't get it."
It's Jungwon's voice.
"I don't understand either, Jungwon... hic..."
And hers.
It is the conversation between Chaeri and Jungwon regarding the matter of the video. That night, right after Jay dropped her by her house, Chaeri basically call Jungwon up to tell him about what just happened.
The conversation...!
"She just suddenly judge the way I dressed, hic... Said that she don't like the way I talk... She was being all mean and for what? Ugh, hic..."
Except that of course, she exaggerate this and that, and fabricate some things.
It was almost like adding some seasoning to spice things up, but Chaeri personally loves to call that kind of move of hers as putting a cherry on top.
"Still dare to say it's all a lie?" Jungwon proudly spit the sentence right before shoving his phone back to his outer pocket with a smirk on his face.
Aware of what Jungwon is doing in the last moment, Chaeri's temper got the best of her. To think that her last plan will be ruined by him, who always have been such a good marionette. What happened to the useful Jungwon she knows?
Screaming out of anger and go on berserk in a split second, everyone in the room, including you, become completely horrified when Chaeri starts to throw herself at Jungwon and attack him uncontrollably.
You, who placed the closest from the two as it happens, spontaneously giving a hand to try to split them up.
It's unexpectedly gone way more brutal than anyone could ever imagined, especially after Chaeri successfully scratch a cut on Jungwon's upper cheek with her awfully long nails.
Not long after a groan was heard from Jungwon, Chaeri founds herself a new locked target; you.
Moving on from the young man to the lady next to her in no time, Chaeri without fail got a good grip on your hair. You gotta admit that it's smart of her to grab the hair of both side of your head, since now it feels like she has full control of your head movement.
After a few seconds spent with her swaying your head from left to right, you trying and silently praying for her to not rip your hair out, and Jay also the three of your bestfriends make efforts to subdue the crazy girl while Sunoo and Niki are helping Jungwon out, Chaeri unintentionally took a step on a spilled coffee that Jungwon has bought you earlier then proceed to slip on her heels.
The thing is, she just had to fall on top of you, which cause you to fall on your back. Heeseung thought he was ready to caught you, but since you're not only carrying your own body weight, you fall faster than you normally would.
A pretty huge bumping sounds echoing as your head hit a chair that just happen to be right on the spot where your head would fall.
Then you blacked out, obviously. Who wouldn't?
Synopsis :
It's probably the bizarre new fascinating feelings of how different yet similar you both are, but something definitely struck when your and his gaze meet each other. What could it be?
You aren't really sure whether it's because you're overwhelmed by the current situation or because you have been stressed out lately, but one thing for certain is that your head starting to feel as if it's spinning around.
Pressing the highest spot on the muscle between your thumb and index finger, you slightly made a grimace due to the pain of the action.
"You alright?" Jungwon automatically being the first one to notice, as he is the one that stand right beside you.
Turning your head to Jungwon, you immediately stop pressing the pressure point for dizziness that you learnt from your grandmother. "Ah, it's nothing. I'm okay." Then force a smile.
Meanwhile at the same time, there's Jay. He already knew that Chaeri is behind all this, as their gaze met each other not too long ago. Is this the reason why she is so persistent about him not to go to campus today? So she can pull out whatever her plan is regarding you?
Massive mix of guilt, shame, and anger starting to fill him up. Especially after seeing you obviously struggling in front of his eyes. And even your friends also end up being dragged. This is so sickening.
"Okay, it's me that you want to talk to, right?" Making your way closer to Bona, you finally step into the spotlight. "Why don't we settle down first? The environment right now is uncomfortable for us to talk, or am I wrong? As you can see, there's too many eyes watching, so..."
"I don't know about that. I kinda enjoy the environment though?" Bona's eyes wander around to the crowd before it end up on you again. "Why, are you scared that people might found out the truth?"
Her grin makes you smirk in annoyance. Sunoo can even be heard gasping. Oh how you wish you could just smack her in the face and have her cry dramatically on the floor.
"Just who the heck are you, seriously!?" Niki joined you getting closer to Bona in a split second, causing Sunoo to also move in sync to avoid unwanted things to happen.
"Yoo Bona."
This unfamiliar voice...
"The truth you're talking about, let's hear it." To everyone's surprise, Jay decided to involve himself in the conversation.
Jay is never one to meddle in this kind of thing. Not to mention that he always hates it when he's being the center of attention. That's why Sunoo and Niki is freaking out a little bit when he agreed to meet you in the campus' cafeteria, since his presence definitely gonna attract interest of many.
Eyes are on Bona now, expecting the now frozen in place girl to answer Jay's question. Bona herself seem shocked that she found her words stuck in her throat.
She took a few step back while looking at her other friends, seeking for some back up but none of them show any sign of willing to help her. Even Chaeri flinched when Jay call Bona's name.
"W- well, i- it's about what happened in the video." Stuttering, Bona still try her best and managed to speak. "And i-it's also true, that she seduce many men!"
"Y- yeah, that's right!"
"Just look at how she always hang with the boys but not girls!"
"Exactly! Even now she also trying to get close with Sunoo and Niki."
One after another of Chaeri's group keep adding up commentary, as if this was a group debate and currently they're working in team to strengthen the argument.
"So what is the problem if she is trying to get close with us, huh?" Sunoo can't help himself to bark.
"I don't even know you guys, why you all acting as if you have control of who should I befriend with?" Niki follows Sunoo.
The crowd talking among themselves is also not helping, you keep thinking that this couldn't get any worse.
Despite all of that, you of course cannot just stand back and accept their wrong accusation about you. You may sincerely wish that this matter can be issued calmly, but if in fact there's no chance for that to happen, then oh well.
You asked for this, you fucker.
"The video? About what?" Jay asked again, this time his tone is more confused than demanding.
"Of what happened a few days ago, when you guys argued, remember?" Gain some confidence after Yubin, Sora, and Gaeul joined hands with her, Bona calmly reach her phone to show Jay and everyone else the video.
"Here, you judge the way she dressed and said that you don't like the way she talk, right?" Bona look straight at you after pausing the video when it shows the moment Chaeri started to broke down crying. "No need to lie, Chaeri told us herself."
Chaeri sure are gaining a lot of advantage from the crowd. You can sense the atmosphere changing, much more heavier than before. It's suddenly become so much different with some mere words.
"Bullshit." Jake said under his breathe.
"That definitely is bullshit." Sunghoon said it louder.
Not accepting what they just said, Sora went to defend her friend. "You're not even there, how can you be so sure?"
"The same goes to you, Sherlock." Heeseung's reply got almost of the crowd chuckling.
Sora who didn't expect for her words to coming back at her, choose to be silent and shrink in between her friends as she can feel her face burning out of embarrassment.
"If I told you that is not what I said, will you believe me?" You focused your attention on Bona before everyone else.
"Of course no? Why would I believe you?" Bona sneered at you, thinking that your question is dumb.
You smiled at that. "If that's the case, then wouldn't it only be fair for us to consider that what Chaeri said is also irrelevant?"
The way you stated your opinion based on Bona's reaction is actually a clever move. You left Bona and Chaeri zipping their mouth tightly, fist clenched, face frowned.
To anyone's logic, what you are saying is unremarkably makes sense. So without question, the crowd agrees with you. Some of them even begin to take your side quietly.
"W- wait, it's a lie!"
Chaeri suddenly shouting is just another moment in today's shocking moment sequence. "I never said any of that, it's all a lie!"
Seems like the devil still got another plan under her sleeve.
Synopsis :
It's probably the bizarre new fascinating feelings of how different yet similar you both are, but something definitely struck when your and his gaze meet each other. What could it be?
The foreign feeling sent a shiver down your spine, making you gulped before coming to the conclusion; nope, that definitely is not it.
"Ah, sorry. I must be lost in thought." Your answer leaves Jay somewhat relieved. "Well then, why don't you have a-"
Just when you were about to told him to seat across you, a sudden act interrupt as a soft voice followed. It was Jungwon, placing a cup of coffee in front of you out of nowhere.
Seeing you visibly puzzled, Jungwon can't help but understand the way you reacted. "You seem off today," He explained after clearing his throat, fully aware of how awkward his approach is.
"I thought you'd need this." Ended the sentence with a simple smile that makes his dimple visible, his eyes then shifted to Jay to give him a brief 'hey' by lifting his eyebrows which recieved a nod as a feedback.
Feeling weirded by the sudden action but appreciate it anyway, you reached the coffee cup hesitantly. "Uh, thank you? But you don't have to tho-"
Get cut off two times in a row, really?
This time is Niki and Sunoo, leaping their way to your current position after yelling your name. Great. Now the attention in the cafeteria goes to their movement, and since they're coming your way means that all of the eyes are about to be pointed at your direction.
Mentally slapped your forehead, you realize that you totally had forgotten about them.
"Hey... you guys are here, haha..." Now it's your turn to be the awkward one, while both Sunoo and Niki busy glaring plus scanning Jungwon and Jay whilst catching their breath, and Jungwon and Jay themselves busy looking away.
Just what the heck is this situation is?
As soon as you realize that the assemble of the whole gang is not a good idea, you regretted so many things. Like why did you even think it'll be okay to say yes to Sunoo and Ni-ki joining your meeting with Jay? You must not thinking straight. Plus now that Jungwon is also here, and all of the eyes watching too.
This is a complete disaster.
You bite your inner cheek as a vague sigh follows. "First thing first, why don't you all have a seat?" You were thinking to settle things down a bit for now at least. "Then we can-"
"What a shameful bitch."
Damn it, now what!?
You turn your head to the source of the voice, annoyed, finally losing it after getting cut off three times in a row, only to find a complete stranger figure. Standing not so far from where you seated, arms folded, eyes glued on you.
"What did you just say to her?" Sunoo voiced out when you still trying to identify the new face, causing the girl to slightly taken aback.
Sure, Sunoo is a lively friend that always gives off sunshine vibes, but nothing can compare to how scary he can get when he's angry. You almost need to prevent him from getting any more angrier as you can feel the tension from him, but a familiar voice caught you off guard.
"You better have a good reason to back up what you just said."
You spontaneously turn your head to the side of the crowd that now have formed around you, and spotted three of your bestfriends without much effort. There's something overwhelming about their presence today, or has it always been that strong?
"Yah, what is this?" Sunghoon opened his voice again as soon as he made his way to you.
"Didn't we told you to tell us if anything happen?" Jake chimed in after lowkey observing the situation.
And lastly, Heesung appeared with both of his hands tucked in his jeans pockets. "And yet, we didn't hear anything."
The crowd started to murmur even louder as the three joined you and the other. Now the attention is definitely focused on them, Sunoo can't even hold his excitement for the sudden appearance of them, that Ni-ki had to nudge his arms for him to shut his gaping mouth.
"You guys... are here." Your eyes softened at the sight of your bestfriends. Not even two, but the three of them, all of them are here.
No matter how unexpected their presence are, you cannot lie that you are glad that they came. You just automatically feel safe and less panic over the current situation compared to before.
"Would you look at that." The unknown girl decided to snatch the attention back to her. "You already got many wrapped around your fingers, yet still trying to steal someone's boyfriend?"
What? What does she means by that, what I already got so many? Stealing? And what boyfriend? Whose boyfriend-
Ah.
The questions that piled up in your head vanished in one snap as soon as you discovered Chaeri. Standing behind the rest of the pack, almost seems like she's hiding from something. You mean, look at her face. It says it all, she seems like a nervous-wreck with her raw worried face.
"Do you even know what you're talking about?" This time Heeseung stepped in, with his calm firm but intimidating choose tone of voice.
Bona, or as well known as one of Chaeri's minions, sneered at Heeseung's remark. "I wonder just how hard you have seduced them until they're all being this dedicated to you, I could never understand." After letting her other friends spice things up with their laughter, Bona fixed her eyes back to you. "Can't you at least talk for yourself?"
"Once again any nonsense comes out from your mouth, I will not stay still." Jake, who usually is the most calm among the four of you, shows his rare side today as he can be seen pretty fired up.
How is this all started again?
Synopsis :
It's probably the bizarre new fascinating feelings of how different yet similar you both are, but something definitely struck when your and his gaze meet each other. What could it be?
All of the things that related with Niki, Sunoo, and even Niki's friend which you've never even really interacted with, Jay, also his whatsoever girlfriend, and now Jungwon, don't really bother you that much.
Well, even though it does bother you, it won't effect you to the point you struggle with your class. You'll be just fine for the rest of the day, it's nothing, really.
Or so you thought.
Damn it, that was close. You sighed in relieve as you get back to your chair after finishing your project presentation.
You'll blame yourself so bad if the presentation of the project that you and your team have worked so much get ruined because of your unusual behavior.
You can't focus, and Jungwon notices it, as he is the one who saved you from continuing being absentminded in the middle of the presentation.
With you not responding to his text last night, Jungwon is convinced to ask you about your well-being directly. Although that is actually not what he wants to know the most, since he cannot lie that he's concerned plus curious at the same time about what Jay had to do with you.
He swear he only looked away for a split second to help his friend with whatever it is that she got on her hand, so why he suddenly lost you?
Aggressively collects his belongings and throw them inside his bag, Jungwon rushes out of the class in hurry while yelling. "Sorry, I gotta go!" Hoping that you haven't get too far.
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Locking your phone after reading Niki's message, you stretched your hands on the table before putting them on one another and put the right side of your face on them.
Then again, you sighed.
Frankly speaking, you don't want to meet this Jay guy. And to be honest, you can just say no, as well as turn a blind eye over this matter. It's not like you have anything to do with it anyway, nor that you have responsibility towards it.
Not to mention the fact that you're actually not that close yet with Niki and Sunoo to have the excuse of meddling in the problem because your friends are involved.
You don't even know why you said that to Jungwon and so confidently decided to lend a hand. At this point you don't even know if you can help them at all.
It's just- there's something about this that bothers you. That makes you just cannot turn away so easily.
That is when you saw Jay walking in your direction, the way his straight-tired face looking at you. The way you got struck by something invisible when your gaze met his. That is when you found out.
The reason why, it's because of him.
You slowly get up from your current position, back no longer bended, but eyes still locked upon the sight of him. Is it empathy? Or is it that you feel pity for the boy? You may be not sure, but you clearly know that that's not it.
Then why? Is it simply because you fall for his goddamn good looking face? Are you a sucker for a good looking face all this time without you knowing? Is that really it?
Is it because I got lovestruck?
"Wait, what?"
"...What is what?"
You immediately look up to the owner of the unfamiliar voice. Something struck you once again when you accidentally looked him in the eye. You clenched both of your fists as you gulped nervously.
There's just no way... right?
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Synopsis :
It's probably the bizarre new fascinating feelings of how different yet similar you both are, but something definitely struck when your and his gaze meet each other. What could it be?
It's probably the bizarre new fascinating feelings of how different yet similar you both are, but something definitely struck when your and his gaze meet each other. What could it be?
You gave everyone a faint smile when they bid their goodbye to you. You never felt this uncomfortable throughout a project group meeting, but something about Jungwon today is bothering you.
Not only that he out of the blue contacted you personally earlier, he even stole a glance at you several times during the meeting. Just anyone can also tell that this is very much not like him.
Not long after you had the thought that there's must be something, you can feel a tap on your shoulder. Having your first name being called, you knew right away who the owner of the voice is.
"Can I treat you some coffee?" Jungwon said with his big eyes and raised eyebrows, waiting for your answer.
The way he asked you when there's only you two left in the place made you assume that your thought was right. So you give him a nod, curious of what he's wanting to say.
A few sips have taken, and few dozen minutes have passed, but Jungwon still hasn't say a thing. You may not know him personally, but he definitely is not this type of person.
Based on your experience of having him as a partner in assignment projects, Jungwon is a reliable, calm, well-mannered, and to the point type of person. So seeing him struggling right now is rather unexpected for you.
You almost say a word about it when Jungwon suddenly blurted something. "I'm Jay's friend." He said.
You halted, and he continued. "...And a friend of Sunoo too, Niki, too. I also know Chaeri."
"Is this regarding of what happened the day before?" You hit the jackpot with your guess, as Jungwon instantly looking at you in the eye.
Turned his head down again, Jungwon admitted. "...Yeah." He fidgets his fingers. "Can you perhaps... tell me what happened?"
Shoving your hands into your outer pocket, you lean back against the chair you're on. "Why don't you ask Jay himself? Or Sunoo, Niki, and even Chaeri. I thought you're friend of theirs?"
"T- that..!" Jungwon immediately shut his mouth, hesitate whether to tell you or not.
Looking away for a moment, you then sighed. "Look." After making sure you got his attention, you carry on. "If you think I will help, sorry for breaking your expectations, but I'm not that kind of person who is willing to lend a hand just because they can."
Jungwon gulped at your statement. You can clearly see the sight of shocked and disappointment on his face.
"Unless..." Jungwon sparkled at your hanged sentence. "Niki and Sunoo is involved. Since they're my friend."
You then started to tell Jungwon about what happened, every detail that you can remember, also made it clear that what you told him is purely based on your point of view only. Jungwon also showed you the video of that day that went viral around the campus.
"That's weird.." Jungwon mumbled, but still clear enough for you to hear them.
"What is?" You asked.
"You said that she cried all of a sudden when you refuse to help her with her shopping bags, right?" You hummed in response. "But she said she cried because you suddenly judge the way she dressed and that you don't like the way she talk?" Jungwon tilted his head in confusion.
You scoffed. "I may not like the way she talk, but I like the way she dressed though." Shrugging your shoulders, you actually not surprised at all. "That is what she most likely will do, I'm not surprised."
"What do you mean?" Jungwon still not getting it.
"Fabricating things. Or fabricating the fact, to be precise." You begin to explain. "Especially with the video not being able to catch what we're saying, since it's recorded from afar. It's also only recording from the moment Chaeri started crying. She took advantage of that."
"Same as what had happened to you. First she create a certain image that she wanted for you to have of her, then she makes you believe it. Once you have fallen for her charms, she took advantage of it."
"It's easier for her to tell lies if she already gets in your head." You rub your arms as you finished, knowing how terrible it must be for having such people around. "That kind of people is indeed dangerous."
Gaping his mouth, Jungwon then realized. "Damn, you're right."
Raising your eyebrow, you crossed your arms while looking at Jungwon weirdly. "Are you really the Jungwon I know? Or are you purposely acting slow-witted?"
"Did you just managed to say that I'm dumb???" Jungwon said with his playfully annoyed tone and face, while you busy chuckling over his reaction.
Shortly after, Jungwon started to think about how he treated Sunoo and Niki. He should have agreed when Niki said he feels something off about Chaeri, and he should have sided with Sunoo when he literally explain the reason why.
But instead, he chose to believe what Chaeri said to him. Every single word, without second-guessing that what she said might have been fabricated. Merely just because he thought Chaeri isn't someone who would do such thing.
Just because he thought Chaeri is the sweetest girl ever exist, things ended up this way.
I should have been more careful. No, I shouldn't have introduce her to Jay in the first place. If so all of this won't happen, right? This is all my fault, I-
"Yang Jungwon."
Jungwon looked up at you. His eyes are teary without him even realizing. You can see how strong he clenched his fists, gosh, it must be hurt.
"It's not your fault." You said with your softened tone, genuinely concerned.
And with that, Jungwon cried on his spot, while you continuously patted his back in hope that it can be a help to comfort him when a notification caught you by surprise.
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Synopsis :
It's probably the bizarre new fascinating feelings of how different yet similar you both are, but something definitely struck when your and his gaze meet each other. What could it be?
It's probably the bizarre new fascinating feelings of how different yet similar you both are, but something definitely struck when your and his gaze meet each other. What could it be?
1.6 - Bestest day eva // Just shut it Jake (partly written)
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"Niki, I know it's hard for you, but you need to hold it back."
Niki focused his attention on you. He can feel his anger slowly decreasing, being replaced by the sudden anxiety that looms over him.
Not again, he prayed.
"I notice that there's something more personal than what is visible to the eye, so I think it'll be best if you talk about it separately. Not right now, at least. As you can see, right now is not the best of time either."
"But-"
"You're unstable right now." You insisted. "All of you are, actually. I'm just afraid that you will say things that you didn't mean, since you can't think straight because of the anger. I'm afraid that you will regret this later." You finally explain yourself, eyes softened at the boy.
Regret, Niki thought to himself.
He hate to admit this, but he agrees with what you said. People say things that they didn't mean when they're fuming with anger, and the matter he wants to sort out here is too precious to be risked with such thing.
Find your reasoning logic, Niki sighed. Taking that as a sign of him finally give in, you glanced at Sunoo to help calm him down. Sunoo catch your signal immediately and respond with a nod.
"Listen, Chaeri? Am I correct?" Having Chaeri's attention confirmed that you got her name right. "I honestly couldn't care less if you want to cry a river, but it's good to see you seem to have calmed yourself down."
"Not so harsh, I said." Jay stated firmly, but you did not budge an inch.
"You might have all day to continue this, or even a life time as well, but I'm not. With that being said, I'm going to the point, so you better listen carefully." You look straight to Chaeri's pupil when you continue. "First, your acting is good, but your drama is shitty."
"Are you even listening to me? I said-"
Jay haven't finished his line, but you haven't finished talking either. "Second, if you think everyone like you, no they don't. They're just being nice."
"Hey-"
"And last but not least, I can see what you're doing." You took some time to grin at the girl's annoyed face. "So if you think you're sly, then you must have realized how stupid of you to ever think so by now. Congrats!"
"ENOUGH!" Jay shouted, finally reached his limit.
Sunoo and Niki are visibly thunderstruck, Chaeri even jumped. Not only gaining everyone involved's attention, but also from others, strangers started looking at all of you weirdly. Some even started to recording with their phone, assuming that something fun is about to happen.
Too bad Chaeri is already ran out of tears, you sneered.
All eyes are on Jay who seem to have totally lost his mind right now, none of them see this coming.
Jay's anger is hardly can be triggered, truth be told. Sunoo and Niki even barely ever see Jay gritted his teeth, let alone raising his voice like this.
As for you, all that you can see right now is nothing but a sight of a helpless and pathetic Jay. He is so painfully clueless to the point that you, a complete stranger, feel concerned about the boy.
Done examining your surrounding, you finally open up your voice. "I actually don't really have a say to you, but in case you had no idea—you messed up pretty bad."
Jay halted at your remark.
The thing that everyone have been saying to him, the question that has been filling his head lately. How can she said it so carelessly?
Jay can hear Chaeri calling out for his name, but the voices inside his head is just too loud. Way too loud. But- is it all true then? That I messed up? So it's true? No- wait, ah, he doesn't know anymore.
"I- is it true?" Jay mumbled. Almost under his breath that even Chaeri who is next to him is struggling to hear what he said, eyes looking straight at yours.
Taking some moment scanning the look in his eyes, you're certain that he is eager to find out about the truth. You actually feel like you're not in the place to meddle any further since as you said earlier, there might be something more personal, something more serious than it might seen.
Everything that had happened up until now, might be just the tip of the iceberg. Sure you can be wrong, but after learning the reaction and all, there's just no way that this matter is simply about the girlfriend thingy.
Oh how you wish you can just turn away and leave. But at the same time, you also cannot deny that it's bothering you of how complex whatever is this turned out to be.
So, you decided that you at least need to finish what you've started. The truth is what you're asking, right?
Then I'll give you that.
"No,"
With one condition.
"—you actually fucked it up."
That you don't do sugarcoating.
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Synopsis :
It's probably the bizarre new fascinating feelings of how different yet similar you both are, but something definitely struck when your and his gaze meet each other. What could it be?
Fully aware of what just happened, Sunoo swear he almost throw some fits if it wasn't for the fact that she is Jay's girlfriend. His bestfriend's girlfriend. So instead, he glared at Jay before massaging the bridge of his nose, frustrated, while Niki hardened his jaw, and Jay remain silent.
"I didn't know that it'd end up being cancelled, I thought it'll be just fine with just the three of you." Sunoo idly replied.
"But stiiill~" Suddenly put her shopping bags on the ground, Chaeri unexpectedly making her way to go in between Sunoo and Niki, only to link her arms with theirs. "It's not fun if you guys not coming. Soo I told Jay to just cancel it and we'll go picnicking instead!"
"It's actually supposed to be a date, but now that I get to see you guys, I thought it'll be great if you guys coming too!" Finished her line, Chaeri stole a glance at you.
She proceeds to grin at you, proudly at that, then put her attention back at the two; looking forward for their reaction with the best smile she could offer.
Ah... that must be it, you finally found it.
The reason why something feels off.
Uncomfortable with the current situation, but trying his best not to cause any commotion—because to be honest he never wanted to throw someone outta the building so bad—Niki attempt to untangle Chaeri's arms from his in the most respectful manner ever.
"Let's talk about that later, alright? We have somewhere to go right now, you see. So if you excuse us..." Niki hanged his sentence, hoping that Chaeri can magically understand what he's trying to say.
But of course, things not always go the way we wanted. Yeah, shit happen sometimes. Especially when it's related to Chaeri, for her who always need to get what she wants.
"Oh, can I join you?" Chaeri said, and silence followed after. "We, actually. Me and Jay, can we join you guys?" She continued.
"What?" Sunoo slipped, eyes pierced straight to Chaeri's.
Sunoo can't believe she just said that. He, of course, know how shameless this person next to him can be, but he just didn't think that she actually would go that far. And seeing that there seems to be no sign of Jay wanting to meddle in this just worsening everything.
Observing the situation that unfolds before you, you can sense that Niki might seems holding to it well, but he actually is on the edge of his limit. He's like a ticking bomb, waiting for the final trigger. One more fatal move and he'll blow up.
Meanwhile Jay, you quitely sighed at the view of him.
He seems... hopeless? You're not sure either, but his eyes is not overflowing with the same spark as earlier. It's rather empty now. That is when you caught yourself wondering, just how much he has been damaged?
"Oh, and hey?"
Chaeri's voice sober you up.
"Can you help me with my shopping bags? My hands are full, you see?" She referred to her arms being linked with Sunoo and Niki's.
Niki, Sunoo, and even Jay almost say a word when you scoffed. The attention is all on you now, and Chaeri's grin slowly vanished. This is not what she imagined would happen.
"And what makes you think I would say yes to that?" You asked, looking straight at her eyes.
"W- what?"
"Ah, you can't hear well? That explains why you cut me off earlier. Gosh, I almost thought that you were doing that on purpose!"
Everyone is surprised by your sudden change of behaviour, but as for Chaeri, she also found herself struggling. "I- don't understand... w- what are you talking about...?"
Dramatically gasping, you covered your mouth with both of your hands. "Oh my, you keep on concerning me. Are you really okay? Maybe you should go see doctor or something, I'm afraid you have some problem with your head?"
Chaeri can feel her blood boiling, this is not how it supposed to be!
She's so full of rage right now, but she doesn't want to give up just yet. She must have what she wants, and all that she wants right now is to bring the girl in front of her down, down so bad.
Slowly unhooking her arms, Chaeri started to cover her face. To everyone's surprise, she can be heard sniffling right after. And of course, Jay immediately come to rescue.
"I'm sorry... I'm such a dummy, hic, I'm so sorry..." Chaeri mumble between her, obviously, fake sobs.
Caress his girlfriend into his embrace, Jay trying to calm Chaeri. "Sssh, no it's not your fault. It's alright, don't blame yourself."
Oh wow, what a sight.
If someone told you that you're watching a live theater right now, you could have believed them instantly.
Jay then proceeds to look your way. "Can you refrain from being so harsh? Chaeri is soft-hearted."
Successfully prevent yourself from choking over the boy's remark, you're able to maintain your coolness.
Just what she had made him think of her?? An angel????
"Seriously, hyung?" Niki suddenly interfere in the conversation.
"What, Riki?" Jay give the younger a sharp glare.
It took some moments for him to lets out a sigh, then continue. "I'm not even talking to you, just stay out of it."
Niki clenched his fist. It has always been like this, him being treated like a child nor not being taken seriously just because he is the youngest in the group.
It's actually okay since at least he has Sunoo, the only one who doesn't treat him in such way, but with the Chaeri thingy, he just can't put it up any longer.
He of course treasures the friendship a lot, he cherishes it so much. He meant it. But this—this is just too much. He need to end it right here, right now, once and for all.
Synopsis :
It's probably the bizarre new fascinating feelings of how different yet similar you both are, but something definitely struck when your and his gaze meet each other. What could it be?
As how he had told you earlier, Niki did bring someone with him. A few steps away until you finally reach them, you can feel your heart thumping from both nervousness and excitement.
What if I mess this up? What if I cannot make a good impression? What if I don't get along well with them? What if-
Being abruptly dragged back to reality, you lift your head up to Niki who just yelled out your name. Creating a small curve with your lips, you waved back to him and run a little towards his and his friend's direction.
"Sorry, did you two wait long?" You said with a sorry face, knowing that you're a couple minutes late from the promised time. "I suddenly need to organize some stuff for one of my project, I'm really sorry."
Shook his head lightly, Sunoo, Niki's friend, replied. "Noo, we also just arrived. I'm Sunoo by the way! ....And I'm the one who should be apologizing anyway." He started to fidget, indicating that he really does feel bad. "Uh, sorry for interrupting you guys..."
"What? It's nothing like that, really!" You immediately reassure him. "I heard that you had a bad day yesterday, so let's make it up with having fun today then!"
Seeing how you respond so nicely, Sunoo instantly put on a smile that reaches his eyes. But before he could say anything, Niki cuts him off. "Now, now. Enough with the introduction, what are we waiting for? I'm starving already!"
Recieving a death glare right after, Niki can only chuckle and playfully apologizing while clinging onto Sunoo's arms. Enjoying the sight that appear before your eyes, you also let out a small chuckle.
And just like that, the three of you decided to go to a place that is pretty famous among the students in your campus. You've heard of it, sure, but of course it still feels awfully foreign to you to be at such place.
Remembering that you, Heeseung, Jake, and Sunghoon usually do a staycation to have some bonding time or simply just hang out at each other's place, you're clearly struggling a lot.
Deep inside your heart, you're glad that you go with Niki and Sunoo. At least you won't be lost in trying to find a way out of here later.
Talking about the boys, you are now feel a bit relaxed because you started to feel comfortable around them. It was all fine and everything went nice, until someone suddenly call Sunoo by his name.
"Sunoo!"
It's a girl. With wavy hair that falls over her shoulder, on point make up, a cute dress and cheerful voice. Very pretty, you thought. But you must be the only one who think so, because you definitely hear either Sunoo or Niki mumbling, 'ah, crap'.
Something feels off.
You keep thinking as the girl walk closer, something feels off. But what could it be?
"I didn't expect I'll meet you here!" Then her eyes laid to the person beside Sunoo, of course she actually also had notice him from afar. "Oh, and there is Niki too~"
You mean, isn't this girl is the sweetest ever? Like, look at her go! She got you mesmerized. You're not really sure if it's the way that her visual is just too much, the way she dressed so gracefully, or the way she smelled so nice.
Or perhaps... it's the trophy boyfriend that truly got you mesmerized. The visual is chef kiss, the outfit suits him really well, and the cologne he's using made you wondering that you should probably get one too.
It's not clear whose fault is it that now the both of you met each other's eyes, whether it's you who got too busy admiring the sculpted face of the man that stand before you and therefore eventually reached his eyes, or it's him that can't help but stunned with the not-very-eye catching-appearance yet strong presence of yours thus led him to analyze every inch of you before eventually reached your eyes.
But neither of you did stop there.
With eyes locked, mouth slightly gaped, and breath held, not any of you realized that plenty of seconds have passed. It's almost feel like something have strucked you. There's just something about his eyes—that you unfortunately cannot explain yourself—that made you stuck in your current state without fail.
Although you don't mind continuing, you without question understand the present circumstances you're in and naturally looked away. The next thing you know is that another pair of eyes has already fixed on you.
You undoubtly started to feel bad for exchanging eye contact with someone's boyfriend for way too long, that you didn't think much about the kind of look the girl gave you.
It's kinda unsettling, indeed, but you figured that it's just fitting for her to react that way. You just openly checking out her dear boyfriend in front of her, afterall.
"Sorry about that, I'm-"
"Is this why you two decided to not come to the game session? I actually kinda disappointed to think that it ended up being cancelled in the end..." Chaeri said with her gloomy face and sad tone, not minding you that being left dazed after she obviously cuts you off on purpose.
Huh?
Synopsis :
It's probably the bizarre new fascinating feelings of how different yet similar you both are, but something definitely struck when your and his gaze meet each other. What could it be?
It's probably the bizarre new fascinating feelings of how different yet similar you both are, but something definitely struck when your and his gaze meet each other. What could it be?
It's probably the bizarre new fascinating feelings of how different yet similar you both are, but something definitely struck when your and his gaze meet each other. What could it be?
It's probably the bizarre new fascinating feelings of how different yet similar you both are, but something definitely struck when your and his gaze meet each other. What could it be?
It's probably the bizarre new fascinating feelings of how different yet similar you both are, but something definitely struck when your and his gaze meet each other. What could it be?
