Beyond my Sanity, where I found my vanity.

Yes, when the snow paints the red camellias white.

[beyondmy-sanity]

"I shall entrust my hours, my days and my years to you."

It has been quite a while, first love.

[beyondmy-sanity]

"Maybe after decades..."

And I'll continue to get lost in the darkness where you lurk.

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There is that fan fiction on AO3 titled "Dear Claude." I seem unable to move on from that work.

"If there ever is one

Who can reignite the spark

That remains dim inside my heart,

It would be you, Claude."

(Taking a little reference here.)

Now then, about the painting, it turned out a bit darker than I expected. Sighhh... Damn his hair😩

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I really struggled with the background😅. But I decided to leave it simple...

"Right now, I wish you were here with me

Cause right now, everything is new to me

You know I can't fight the feeling..."

These are lyrics from One Direction's "Right Now". They echoed in my mind with each brushstroke. I took the song as inspiration. It took me more than fifteen days to paint him. Well, I enjoyed the process.

"If, by any chance, I were to see the meadow of autumn again, I know for sure that I wouldn't be able to relinquish my past. So, my dear crescent moon, will you take my worries away and lead me to next year's spring."

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Hey!how comes you don't post any new post recently I'm really forwarding your new art. I’m in love with your Tang Lici piece! The colors and expressions are so very much our Leo luo. The way you blend colors and shapes is incredible. This character has so much depth and emotion! Waiting your new arts ✨😍

Thank you so much for showing concern😊. The thing is I am only able to paint when I get breaks from my university😭. That's why I am not posting in the last few months. But I am posting today😄. I hope you'll look forward to it! Much love!!

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"When every brush stroke becomes him, how can I remain unattached..."

The lyric is from One and Only Ost 'As it is.' A total of 16419 brush strokes added up to this painting. The thing is... I was constantly thinking about you during the whole process. It took me 5 days to finish this one. God, I must be sick! (And you like to joke around, don't you?) As much as I don't want to admit, Tang LiCi simply was my distraction.

I am certain that you will maintain silence until the snow paints the red camellias white. Is it too much of a demanding task to say a single "yes"? Or is it too much of a struggle to face the consequences of a simple "yes"?

(Hope you see this message.)

[beyondmy-sanity]

Hi! Your art is absolutely spectacular! I've stared at your nanami for 50 years.

Thank you so much! Your words have made my new year absolutely beautiful!!😭 Happy new year! With much love!❤

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Hello guys! I am back again with another Black Butler painting. This one is inspired by a fic named "Dear Claude" on AO3.

Oh... dear Claude...

Golden eyes! My my... DEAR YOU!!!

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Nanamin-san, how do I even get over you?

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One of the anime characters that I find absolutely beautiful. I will do more black butler fan-arts in the future (There are still characters that I haven't drawn). But for now, I would like to stick with characters that give off 優しい (kind) vibes.

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Lawrence Bluewer's fan-art because I like him. I don't know if I got the colors right since there is no official colored page of him with this attire. Sapphire Owl crest is not supposed to be on his hat, but I did it anyway😄. And credit to another fan-artist for the crest. There is no way I can figure out it's form from the original manga. I kind of copied it and stuck it on the hat hehe (forgive me please).

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Our demon butler doesn't sleep, but well...

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First Love hehe😄

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終わらない雨の中で抱きしめて🎶🎶

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You can protect the history but for now, let me call for a moratorium on time.

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心を燃やせ。