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Scared of Death

Gosh I just wish there was some free way to talk to someone about my fear of death. Sometimes it gets so bad I can’t sleep. Now for example I just thought of myself dying, no long exciting and had to run to the bathroom so I could throw up. There has to be a way to get over this fear. I’ve tried religion, I’ve tried sprititual books, even talking to my loved ones doesn’t help. I really hope this gets better somehow.

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I'm honestly so tired of feeling like you don't want me around. I've asked you over and over again if you want me to leave yet you keep me anyway. What do I do to make you treat me that way when I walk into your work? What makes you look at me like I'm a nuisance that need to disappear? Even though I'm sick and can barley talk without wanting to throw up you still look at me like I'm worthless. Why can't you see how much you hurt me? Why can't you just treat me right? I keep asking myself all these questions but what I really need to ask is why am I still around? Why do I still love you more than anything? Why can't I leave? I wish I knew what to do....I wish he didn't make me feel like I can't breathe. I wish I wasn't in a hallway crying my eyes out right now....

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junkiefit

Focus more on your desire than on your doubt, and the dream will take care of itself. You may be surprised at how easily this happens. Your doubts are not as powerful as your desires, unless you make them so.

Marcia Wieder (via junkiefit)