Love unconditionally, Live Happily.

Hi! I go by Tashi to many. This page is a depiction of myself. What I love in music, fashion, movies, and arts in various styles are all portrayed here. I update once in a while with some writing as well that are written by me. Enjoy the ride, because contrary to what many say about life after death, this life here, you only live once.

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sometimes I wonder how the view is from the top. 

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Letter from the Heart.

There are days I wonder whats right and wrong in this world. This world, that is always defined by a black and white line. Its hard to figure out the grey in between when whats grey is subjective to each individual. Sometimes I think I failed, sometimes I think I did good. When I look at my past, all I have with me are memories of feelings, events, distant faces, all leaving their own traces. Deep within my mind is a pit of blocks that keeps adding one after another that led me to where I am now. Some memories leave me smiling, some leave me with a lingering feeling.

Then there is you. I don't know what I feel when I think of you. I don't know what I feel when I see you. Your face lingers in my head, your touch lingers on my skin. Your soft skin on the tip of my fingers. Your warmth on the tip of my lips. Your innocence forever embedded in my heart. Even the distance between us can't keep this feeling within me apart. Sometimes I think I'm pitiful, sometimes I think I'm stupid. But what can I do, when this is how I feel? At times its painful, and at times its exhausting but isn't that what life is about? If people could be happy everyday and face no suffering, it wouldn't be a life worth living. Through pain we learn what we hold dear. Through suffering we learn perseverance, and what is worth the sacrifices we make. There's a lot of things that I still don't know in this world of ours, but the only thing I know enough by now is to hold dear to those we care about. When a mother leaves a child at the age of 4, the son learns to understand what loneliness is. When the son watches his grandfather that raised him in the absence of his mother, paralyzed in bed for 6 years before passing away, he learns to understand what the pain of losing someone slowly and permanently is. When a son first lets go of himself for a girl and leaves himself vulnerable, he learns that a relationship is a two way compromise that requires both sides to sacrifice for each other. Time and time again, life shows the cruelty and beauty of itself to the son. The only constant thing the son learns, the only permanent thing that the son realizes, in life is change. People come and go everyday in our lives. Some we care about, some we don't. If we don't fight for the ones we care about, who will? 

All we are left with at the end are memories. Bodies decay, people die. The only permanent thing remaining in life is change and memories. Though you may never appear in front of me again, your face will always be within my mind. Your skin always on the tips of mine. Your warmth and innocence, forever pasted in my heart. I will hold on to these memories, because that is all I can do and if this isn't love, then I don't know what else it can be. 

-Tashi

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A normal day with my friend Subin. haha

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Hella clean summer look. =)

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Next in line for me are these. Triple threat boots. Mid high boots, I only purchased one before and they were desert style. These three colors here will complete my closet when put together with the rest of my collection. On the lookout for these at good prices, cuz nothing beats a bargain. Recommend any man or woman to purchase these as part of their wardrobe. 

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..moments..

mmm light it up, light it up..blow off some steam, fill up my cup. this right here is my remedy, for my friends, family, and ex-es. 

Moments like this, moments I reminisce. I try to live in the moment, but I get greedy and wanna own it. Drink some nights, smoke some nights. no matter what I do, its the same story every night. Wanna let go, wanna move on, go around in this circle, should I really hold on? a whole lotta friends, its hard to question who's real. if I had nothing to offer you, what would you really feel? 

you go around these days and live your life in a habit, while your new mans been goin round talking about how he tapped it. guess you win some and lose some, kinda crazy how I used to think you were the one. No matter what you wore you stun, even with your hair tied up in a bun. how far we came the last 2 years, you done graduated and I'm about to make it. If I was to see you again, would you really fake it? If my heart still beat for you, would you take it? sometimes we love the ones that aren't right for us, then we grow up, drift apart and come back for us. I heard you met my old friends and refer to me as your ex, can you really tell me you don't miss me at times even in sex? does he touch you like I do or kiss you like I do? if you added him in your life after you took me out, does it still equal two. I could see it in your eyes when you were angry. The look of a woman with so much hatred only because she loved me. you said I'll never change, that you loved the old me, the one that promised to get you the range.. 

all these people keep asking me about my career gig, sometimes I question if they waitin on me or my 6 figs. they called me a lost boy ever since I moved out, a rebel in the making gettin ready blow out. poetry at its finest, call me the greatest one. a poet in the making, gifted like none. uh.. Hit the bar and drank up a bottle, light up a kush you looking like a model. I'm feeling good, and doing better. swag on tight even without the leather. cold outside, still hotter than the weather. my mind is heavy, but my hearts lighter than a feather. The road ahead is about to take a new turn, you're in my sight now, impatiently I run. Looked at the scrapbook you made me last week. smiles on my face couldn't even hold back. cheesing on my pc, you probably on that mac..

and you said you loved me..and I said I loved you too..and I said loved you too...

 - Tenzin Tashi

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want to try this haircut..hmm 

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GQ status

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LOLOLOL FML moment.

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lololol

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LOL cute

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<3 teeeheee

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god I just wet my pants..

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isaaclikesdiary:

Run of the Mill’s tassel loafers – in my extremely humble opinion, they’re the best pair of shoes the team has designed thus far. I want ‘em.

Let me find these please so I can rock fresher than a maa fcukaaaaaaaaaaaa~

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One of my biggest inspirations to dance, and make each day a meaningful one. Maybe its because I relate with the song, or maybe the movements..but I can feel every emotion behind each move and word to this piece. <3

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I can totally see myself doing this. lololol