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bday biiiiitch 🤪

#a day late her birthday was yesterday - which vv grateful for her this year (every year) but she did have a $4000 surgery and almost #died this year my miracle tbh

krasnoarmeyets

anyway you should always remember that all those foreigners you see dying on the news are just as real people as you are who have just as much interiority as you do. there is nothing about you that makes you more important and it is by pure chance that you are not in their position. in fact, this holds for all of history. every person, no matter the horror of the fate that befell them, had just as much interiority as you do. i feel like some people haven't fully internalized this.

downwithneocolonialism

abolishtocreate

The USA are a hellscape

nb-tomfool

this whole fucking post reads like satire but its not

quasi-normalcy

These look like setpieces in a dystopian film.

#i posted this 6 years ago and its only gotten worse but i still haven’t kms…#imma stick it out to watch more horrible ppl be kilt but yk

didhewinkback

one direction will always be so so so bittersweet to me like they were such a foundation of my teenage years while at the same time those boys were spending most of their days trapped in hotel rooms or waking up at 2 am to record an album and non stop touring and working so much more than anyone let alone a bunch of teenage boys should work and its always been hard to reconcile those two realities especially on a day like today because god when they were good together, they were so good together.

and i just don't think anything like them will ever happen again. 5 boys from basically working class backgrounds thrust into a level of fame the height of which hadn't been seen for decades, all of them becoming the breadwinners of their families before the age of 18. the immense pressure but also the amount of fun they were. the tragedy and joy of it all intertwined. really impossible to put into words

#crushed trying to force myself to do things as im older now and know i cant wallow in my depression #i hope to always look back on 2012-2015 as some of the happiest memories of my sad little teen self #All the friends and memories and the growth i made through this amazing online community #i love and appreciate 1D forever

harryisamilf

mutualslovelouis

i did not once ever have a full night’s sleep from 2013-2015. nothing new to say that hasn’t already been said but it was so fucking fun being a one direction fan while they were still releasing albums/touring. can’t even put it into words or describe it. u were constantly terrorized while also having the best time of ur life.

anancientheart

How do you go through sadness?

I live with it but don’t make a home out of it. I make space for it in my bed, we eat dinner together sometimes. we walk at night but it falls asleep before I get home and I forget about it. it comes out in loneliness, it comes out in anger, it comes out in desire for attention; and I remember that something is just hurting and make space for it to hurt. I listen to the birds sing. I pay attention to flowers growing. I let it exist with happiness because sometimes they are together. I make a point to become kinder to myself.

boooksandcleverness

I can’t wait until I’m 45 and singing Midnight Memories drunk at a karaoke bar by myself because I never learned to love anything more than I love one direction