Bibi.Strange

I'm not from this planet

[bibistrange]

The only love I know:

Is to love

But not be loved back.

[bibistrange]

Me: I've been feeling so at peace lately. *Single for years. Has only been in-love once*

Also me: *On all the dating apps. Emotionally unavailable. Too self aware to care.*

Also me: Maybe I should fall in love.

[bibistrange]

We lived in the valley of bullshit.

[perfectfeelings]

“I don’t just want words. If that’s all you have for me, you’d better go.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald

[bibistrange]

And, just like that,

You reverted to being a stranger again.

[bibistrange]

Your words,

Touch,

Affection,

Love.

Were never real...

That's the part that hurts.

[bibistrange]

There is comfort, in the darkness.

For what lil light flickers,

Shadows your absence.

[bibistrange]

I miss you more,

than I can admit.

[thoughtkick]

“Kiss me like you don’t need air. Hold me like you can’t let go. Love me like you’d die without me.”

— Sarah Doughty

[bibistrange]

You redefine what love means to me

[bibistrange]

Missing you...

Is like a hunger,

No meal can satisfy.

Unless that meal is you.

[thoughtkick]

“I want to look back and say that I was alive. That I didn’t turn my back. That I tried. That I was happy.”

— Evelyn Waugh, Brideshead Revisited

[philosophors]

“I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.”

— Pablo Neruda

[bibistrange]

Te amo, is no different

From, te quiero.

But I love calling you

Mi amor.

[bibistrange]

Love & peace,

Both coming from the same place.

Deep, deep, deep inside of me.

I never knew I could find it,

In myself...

A love. Like this...

And to then find it within,

Someone, like you.

[quotefeeling]

“You have no idea what a charming memory you are to me.”

— Friedrich Nietzsche

[bibistrange]

With you asleep beside me.

My mind wandered to dark places.

About us. About me.

& my past relationships.

I asked myself "Does my new relationship with you give me what I want & need in a relationship?" And... I found myself answering "yes" But, what if?! "But it won't. It won't be like any of the times before, because we are not like any of the times before."