I remember meeting you we found out we went to the same college. We skipped class a lot to get high and then we would chill at your dad’s house on the weekends to listen to quality records and watch anime. Sometimes we snuck off and went to the beach. Sometimes we brought Zoey with us. You were always there when I had a fuck up with my car. I always remember that time you tried to show off too in your dad’s firebird. We spun out and almost died and if we weren’t dead I’m sure your dad was going to kill us. Then I remember those times we would sneak out and break into abandoned buildings or skate around and go bar hopping. I miss going to JAX to get pitchers of beer and playing pool. We were just there not long ago last time I saw you... I should have known something was wrong. You were drinking way too much and we got so drunk and made really stupid choices and almost got arrested that night. I remember you asking me what the fuck happened to your car that night. We were so fucking stupid but I’ll never forget you. I love you Thomas. You were my best friend. I am so heartbroken you’re gone. I knew it was hard for you all those years but I thought you were okay. I’m so fucking sad and angry at myself for never keeping in touch. I know you’re in a better place now. I know you’re not suffering anymore. I’m sorry for finding out so fucking late. I haven’t been on social media...I’m so sorry. I fucking miss you...goodbye my friend...
