Binary’s Side Blog

don’t wamna fill my main with this stuff

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actually no its not “just anxiety” anxiety CAN be horrible and debilitating and anxiety deserves to be taken seriously because if it isn’t it just devolves into worse and worse and worse stuff. Take people seriously.

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keep seeing/imagining shit out of the corner of my eyes ithink passing out constantly is not good for my brain

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how to tell if you’re acting or real google search

am i playing a character or not google search

am i feeling or am i making a caricature of what i think im supposed to be google search

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more people should try talking to themselves. Themself? I always forget which one is grammatically correct depending on the situation

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crazy that yesterday i argued someone that thought CHARLIE KIRK wasn’t queerphobic and then I felt bad about it. no actually screw you you don’t know anything about bigotry holy lord. And by the way, Christians don’t face systematic oppression.

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probably there’s not even anything actually wrong with me and i was just lying the whole time.

[squishranger]

man i just dont know why im so afraid all the time (<- has the disorder that makes you afraid all the time)

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wow i can just stop caring about people. thats nice. can i keep doing that. i dont really want to feel so much anymore

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I wish I could help I want to help I want to help but I can’t. I’m sorry. I don’t want you to die. Please. I don’t know what I can do. I know I can’t help but. Please.

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woag

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“its actually okay to feel bad and you’re not selfish or anything even if you’re not going through literally the worst thing ever”

okaaayyyy so what you’re telling me is that i’m not allowed to feel things ever? ok got it

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Why am I such a fucking coward

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like i just wanna stab myself in the neck repeatedly. i dont want to be conscious

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i NEED to kill myself of otherwise die in some way

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I wish i could just pretend to be another person. That would make things a whole lot easier. At least I’d know I’m playing a character

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i villainize myself but at the end of the day i play the victim. what is self hatred if not egocentrism. how do i be a person