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The pills meme but it's things i wish i had

#my head says black and purple #but my heart says black and brown

I’m determined to make today a better day.

I signed up for a library event today. It is an arts and crafts event. It’s a small group. We will be making zentangles. I am nervous but excited. I already know a bit about making zentangles.

Tonight is double kitchen nightmares with boo.

Trying to keep my head up.

#personal

crimsolyn

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cheaphalloweencostume

my least favorite literary smut turn of phrase is when a guy is like “im gonna ruin this pussy” “im gonna wreck this pussy for anyone else” like stop.. thats not yours…!

goofda

“Imma destroy that pussy” my friend 😔

People are telling me I shouldn’t work at all while trying to get disability. I get what they’re saying, but at the same time…I’m working 5 hours a week making next to nothing.

And I don’t want to give up those 5 hours because I spend them helping kids. Those 5 hours are the only 5 hours of the week I feel like I’m worth something. Those 5 hours are the only meaningful hours I have. Without those five hours I’m just a useless lump who is good for nobody.

And then there’s the people I really hate who say things like “with your mental health you can’t handle such an emotional job” excuse you? Don’t speak to my reality. The reality is, with my mental illness I can’t possibly imagine doing anything else. If I had a meaningless job I’d blow my brains out immediately. The fact that I help kids is what keeps me going. Being a safe space for kids and families is what makes me feel good. Is it hard sometimes hearing sad stories? Sure, but it doesn’t put me in a depression because I know how to compartmentalize that stuff. What I truly can’t imagine is working a job that just makes money for a corporation or being a cashier or some boring useless shit that doesn’t matter. THAT is what I couldn’t handle doing thank you very much.

#personal

rodent-detector

As a therapist for kids I love when they stand up for themselves.

This girl told me I need to spend some time at the mind your own business factory like yessss girl pop off!!!

#she was so shy about it at first #I was like no say it with ya chest #personal

I just woke from a dream where I had a little baby girl all my own. I named her Poppy. She was so cute and wonderful. I loved holding her and cuddling her little scrunched up baby self. She was so chubby and sweet. The cats woke me up a few times during the dream but I kept putting myself back to sleep to spend more time with her.

#personal #a very rare good dream #only in my dreams