50149614041410140326384414661109607

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"S’amor non è, che dunque é què i’ sénto?                   

Ma s’ègli é amór, per Dio, che cósa, e quale?

Se buòna, ond’ é ‘l èffettó aspro e mortale?

Se ria; ond’ é sí dolce ògni tormènto?"

Francesco Petrarca, Canzoniere, 132 sonetto

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"Gördüğümüz gibi, uyumsuz terimlerinde, insanlara karşı başkaldırma Tanrı'ya da yönelir: büyük devrimler her zaman metafiziktir."

Albert Camus, Sisifos Söyleni, s.149, Tahsin Yücel çevirisiyle

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Kutsamayacağım

Kendini yaratamamış

Sefil tanrıcıklarınızı

Amin

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Hayat bir lütufken

Lütfedip yaşar mısın artık?

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Yağmura kucak açmak bir ibadetmiş gibi geliyor bana. Islak ve çamurlu yollarda gördüğüm şemsiyeli günahkarlara üzülüyorum. Yağmuru cam arkasından sevdiğini zanneden kafirler ise midemi bulandırıyor.

Yağmur yağmalı ve gökyüzünden düşen damlaları Tanrı'nın bir dokunuşu, bir öpüşü gibi karşılamalıyız. Saçlarımız öpüşlerle sırılsıklam olmalı ve merhametin bu en saf hali, annesiz hiçbir çocuk bırakmamalı.

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…it did not occur to me, ever, that people were good or that a man was capable of change or that the world could be a better place through one’s taking pleasure in a feeling or a look or a gesture, of receiving another person’s love or kindness. Nothing was affirmative, the term “generosity of spirit” applied to nothing, was a cliché, was some kind of bad joke. Sex is mathematics. Individuality no longer an issue. What does intelligence signify? Define reason. Desire—meaningless. Intellect is not a cure. Justice is dead. Fear, recrimination, innocence, sympathy, guilt, waste, failure, grief, were things, emotions, that no one really felt anymore. Reflection is useless, the world is senseless. Evil is its only permanence. God is not alive. Love cannot be trusted. Surface, surface, surface was all that anyone found meaning in… this was civilization as I saw it, colossal and jagged…

Bret Easton Ellis, American Psycho, 199/200

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Gündelik İsyanlar /4

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Gündelik İsyanlar /3

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14908054114507813808. 2654961410405 863620149605. 541345403 50361141413405. 50361141413405 2654961410405 863620961413406: 14908054114507813808.

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" İnsan, gökyüzünde herhangi bir şeye saldırdığı zaman, Tanrı'yı hedef almalı!"

Honore de Balzac, Goriot Baba, s. 75.

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Gündelik İsyanlar /2

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4813811078389006 54963603 549002 36104144804 549002 389654261101149007.

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Gündelik İsyanlar /1

38741146654'385407 441101003 3054601385405 26108606654861807 68549603, 5011024781387866110967813412.

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"Tut elimi, burdan gidelim. Olmaz demeden dinle beni bi'. "

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Karanlık Yörüngeler /2

Romain Gary - "Çok eğlendim, hoşçakalın ve teşekkürler!"

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Karanlık Yörüngeler /1

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