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The explanation he was expecting, wasnât the one he got. Unsure of what she was talking about in the first place. Heâd only been himself, something he didnât always do with others. And he thought the same of her, yet now he wasnât so sure she had done the same with him. âVeronicaâŠâ He started slowly, trying to get his thoughts in order before he got it all out there. Nothing coherent came to mind as he went through what he should have said out loud. His thoughts a jumbled mess compared to how he felt moments ago. âWhat part of it is a lie?â The tone of his voice came restrained, holding in the anger and pain he felt in that moment. He had put all of this together for the two of them, and now he regretted even trying. One of the few times he threw himself out there for someone, and it only came to bite him in the ass. âYou couldnât decide on a better environment to tell me in? Or I donât know, before? You arenât even making any sense right now.âÂ
âWhat PART of it is a lie?        ALL of it. At least ... on your part.â Veronica knew she wasnât making much SENSE. At least when it came to him. In her mind it had clicked from the very beginning and no matter how much she wanted to IGNORE it, she simply couldnât any more. Not when her heart BEGGED her to tell the truth. Even if for just a LITTLE bit of peace. The blonde shook her head and held back ACTUAL tears now as she sat there watching him grow more confused and upset. And who could BLAME him? She had just pulled the worst trick on him of all.Â
âI WANTED to tell you but I ....â She what? COULDNâT? Didnât WANT to bad enough? What was it? Veronica had SEVERAL opportunities to tell the truth. To let him down EASY, but it wasnât what she had wanted. All she DID want was for his affections to be true and to continue treating her as though she was the only one that MATTERED in his world. But her guilty conscious had finally gotten the better of her despite this NOT being the best time to drop such a bomb. âThis isnât what you WANT and you donât even KNOW it.âÂ
















