beanie, 27, they/them, minors dni
i disappear for long periods of time but i am always here. lurking. i could post at any moment. maybe i'm posting right now. wouldn't that be cool.
Gulp would you ever consider doing more nsfw serizawa hcs
would i? WOULD I??? ? yes. yes i would. here's some now in fact.
have i talked about touch-starved seri yet? i can’t believe i haven’t talked about touch-starved seri yet bc this man is touch! starved! early on in your relationship he pops a boner at the lightest and most casual of touches and it’s SO obvious (big dick seri truther, but also he’s very awkward and stammer-y about it) that you have to get very good at finding places to safely sneak off for a quickie. at least, you think they’ll be quick, except his stamina is actually pretty good despite how overwhelmed touching seems to make him, and if you get even a little bit undressed then he wants to drag things out. sooooo you swap to just sucking him off. he “apologizes for the unfairness” when you get home.
at first you’re disappointed that he doesn’t fall completely apart bc you kinda wanna take advantage of his extra sensitivity but it truly is the best of both worlds bc he reacts SO strongly to every touch but you get to keep touching without having to worry about him coming too quickly. you’re not even trying to tease him most of the time he’s just… like that.
serizawa absolutely can NOT handle sustained eye contact at the best of times. he also likes, at least a little bit, to be embarrassed. combine these. force him to make eye contact with you, especially if you're on top of him. it’s the closest he ever gets to coming in his fucking pants. he can’t even get mad about how flustered it makes him bc he does want to be able to watch you and he’s happy to get the push he needs to do it. buuuut he also thinks he might die if you make him do it for too long so maybe save it for when he’s already close. he pulls you down for a kiss immediately after he comes so he can redirect your staring before he starts thinking too hard, which is a fun bonus.
he keeps his eyes closed most of the rest of the time but never suggests a blindfold for himself and knows you like seeing him too much to suggest you wear one. if you tell him you want to, though, he’s all over it because it’s the only time he gets to stare as much as you do without having to worry about accidentally meeting your eyes. everything else that comes with it - you jolting in surprise because his touches are so light and all over the place, the desperate way you grab for his shoulders to anchor yourself, the extra talking you do when you can’t figure out where he is because he's too quiet, the last bit of your reserve falling away once you feel good enough to forget he can see you even though you can't see him - are also all very, very compelling reasons for him to like using it.
if you’re sleeping in the same bed as him and he’s awake late at night sometimes he just… forgets to check if you’re actually asleep before he starts jerking off. if you’re a REALLY light sleeper he might figure it out but not before his hand ends up in his pants on instinct. it’s not like he did it all the time even when he was a shut-in, but it was a fairly common tactic for him to try to relax and he doesn’t really think about the fact that nowadays you’re Right There. he’s pretty quiet when it’s “just him” so sometimes you don’t wake up, but sometimes you do and sometimes you weren’t asleep in the first place and it always startles him a little if he finally realizes and looks over to find you watching him. doesn't stop him, though.
(he starts getting a little louder on purpose at the beginning to test if you’re up. if you don’t stir he quiets back down and does his own thing, but he knows you like hearing him so he pushes his luck hoping you’ll fling a hand his way or scoot closer to help him out. he’s unwilling to outright wake you but he can justify the noise tactic with only a little bit of mental gymnastics so that’s what he sticks with.)
i know the trope is to have stuff start floating as he gets more into sex bc he’s not paying enough attention or whatever, but i think he’s very aware of his powers the whole time precisely bc he’s so worried about them doing something stupid the second he looses focus. this leads to some… interesting results. a little bit of a crackling where his hands trail down your body because he’s focusing his powers into his fingertips. the bed not making a sound no matter how forcefully he slams his hips into yours because he’s using it as a conduit to send extra energy into the ground. thrusting at an angle that shouldn’t be Quite So Targeted because he can move you around and hold you steady with precision that muscles can’t match.
once he figures out you like something he does it more and more often bc it's actually easier to control his powers while he's actively using them than it is to just hope they cooperate. he's a little bit more tired after, but he knows you'll take good care of him.
went to the mob psycho theatre thing and i was the only one that brought plushies. nobody else had JOY or WHIMSY. i sat surrounded by my favorite blorbos and they had NOTHING. i can't imagine living a life so void of lil stuffed guys.
FINALLYYYY got around to color and finish this one!! Thank you so much Chrome! This is inspired by Chrome_Affogato's fic Spirits and Vessels and I was so happy that this comic, in turn, inspired them to finish the fic!! moral of the story: always make, post and share that unhinged fic illustration :))
Check out my other two comics for this fic, this is the third one in three consecutive years hooooo boy! thanks ekurei nation <33
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