can i still get into heaven if i kill myself?

em. 28. 610. they/them. ✨️certified degenerate trash✨️ 📺kinda unstable like free basic cable🙃 *addiction/bpd/ptsd/depression/anxiety/depersonalization derealization disorder*

[elysian101]

I think about you. I hate it.

[itchy-arms]

[always-been-y0u]

I have spent all my life resisting the desire to end it

-Letters to Milena

[inkcobwebs]

𝚒 𝚍𝚘 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚘𝚌𝚛𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎. 𝚒 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎.

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[unsentluvletters]

[bridgethehook]

i am a museum of everyone i have ever loved

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[thensson]

Thinking of you, even now

Darling, I Left the House, by Joseph Brodsky || Nickie Zimov || Faces in the Crowd, Valeria Luiselli || Garden of Words, Makoto Shinkai || Love, Alex Dimitrov || This is Not a Love Poem, Caitlyn Siehl

[bridgethehook]

𝘰𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶

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[dollarstoreclooney]

[euphoricmoon]

[inkpressedpetals]

[dearestmuse]

the depth of your grief is simply a mirror of the depth of your love; it's both a curse and a gift to be able to love someone with every atom of your soul

[always-been-y0u]

I guess it really bothers me that you don’t care anymore

[kaynineacademy]

i wonder if you are well. if you ate breakfast this morning. if you took your dog for a walk. if you called your mother like you’d promised. if you listened to music on your way to work. if you thought of me.

[mythoughtsharassingme]

I hope I cross your mind once in a while so I don't feel pathetic for thinking of you all the time.

[midnightsadboy]

𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚘𝚝𝚑 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗 >>>

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[bl00d-cl0t-bluez]

& then that person literally shatters your heart into a million pieces & constantly comes back around just to use you over & over & make you even more disgusted with yourself like fuck don't i already hate myself enough??

[inkandheartbreak]

And after everything, all the happiness, all the memories, you promised to never push me away and in the end, that's exactly what you did.

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