just a little self-destruction

[El Wolfe | Indie OC RP blog | multi-verse/multi-ship | semi-selective | 18+ | NSFW and triggers tagged | Character info tagged as "about" | Ran and loved by Connor | follows from @whirlwindsofdisaster]

[soundwavetherav2]

@blackblankpages

‘Did we win?’

Those were his first words upon waking up, only to find out The Great War had ended over a hundred years ago and he had only recently been discovered in Iceland among plane ruins, frozen on ice. It seemed like everything after that happened so fast. Dozens of different lab coat wearing faces everyday running tests, prodding at him, asking him questions he couldn’t answer. Soon it seemed even more faces were added to the fray. He deduced that they were modern day journalists, mounted with heavy equipment that consisted of portable microphones, what he could only guess were cameras and strangely enough, motion picture devices capable of producing color. He tried inquiring about the equipment, but the doctors caring for him pulled him elsewhere.

Apparently his story had sparked quite some interest. Of course he saw himself as anything but special, he was no war hero worthy of anyone’s attention. Eventually he was allowed to speak to journalists.. and was invited to televised interviews. They explained it to him as a radio interview but with live, motion pictures, and in color. He wasn’t a huge fan of the interviews, hadn’t his story been told enough times already? Retelling the same events that led up to his hibernation countless times over and over. It felt like his whole life was on public display. The only thing he had to himself was his life prior to the world war. He intended to keep that part to himelf, it was all he had left afterall.

[blackblankpages]

The story spread all over very quickly. El wasn't even someone who kept up with news all that much, but he still knew the whole story. He couldn't turn on the TV without seeing this man's face again.

That's why it seemed a little pointless when his editor for the magazine he worked with asked him to do an interview. Still, it was a work opportunity and he wasn't gonna turn down money.

That's how he found himself waiting on the phone for Chad to answer. Everyone assumed that was an easier way to get ahold of him rather than the internet, considering the frozen for years thing.

[hellogoths]

                                                                       𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜

                                                           𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘

                                                                       ╰☆☆ 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚟𝚎 ☆☆╮

                                   ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ | ʀᴜʟᴇs | ғᴄ: sᴀғɪʏᴀ ɴʏɢᴀᴀʀᴅ

[goldxndaze]

                                                                                     ωαℓкιηg συт σғ тιмε                                         ℓσσкιηg ғσя α вεттεя ρℓαcε                                                                              sσмεтнιηg’s ση мү мιη∂                                  αℓωαүs ιη мү нεα∂ sραcε

                                      ιsη'т ιт ℓσvεℓү?                                                             αℓℓ αℓσηε

                                      αвσυт | яυℓεs | cяε∂ιт

[letyourdreamymemesbememes]

Winter Holiday Symbols

Send one of the following for a scene with my muse: 

💍 – for your muse to propose to mine during the holidays 🧦 – to lay around in warm pajamas with my muse 🧤 – to let my muse borrow your muse’s coat to beat the cold 🧣 – to wrap a scarf around my muse’s neck to beat the cold 🌂 – to rescue my muse from the sleet ❄ – to play in the snow with my muse ☕ – to share hot chocolate with my muse 🍦 – to visit family with my muse for the holidays 🍲 – to take care of my sick muse during the holidays 🍾 – to share a bottle of holiday wine with my muse ❤ – to ask my muse on a holiday date  💔 – to break-up with my muses during the holidays 🎄 – to decorate a holiday tree with my muse 🌹 – to give my muse a bouquet of winter flowers 👄 – to share a kiss under the mistletoe with my muse 🎉 – to share a New Year’s kiss with my muse 🎀 – to go on a holiday vacation with my muse 🎁 – to give my muse a holiday gift 💎 – to plan a holiday wedding with my muse 📷 – to take holiday photos with my muse ⛄ – to build a snowman with my muse ✨ – to watch the Northern Lights with my muse 🎼 – to dance to holiday music with my muse 🎤 – to attend holiday karaoke/serenade my muse

[littlelovelymemes]

(   *   &.   –   MYSPACE: THE ULTIMATE LYRIC STARTERS   /   PART ONE

*   this post got lengthy because i’m terrible at containing my excitement,   but here’s a bunch of lyrics from songs that were probably your profile song at one point in time.   songs specified in a separate post here !

‘  i can live without you, but without you i’ll be miserable at best.  ’

‘  the hardest part of living is just taking breaths to stay.  ’

‘  pass me another bottle, honey.  ’

‘  if it keeps you around then i’m down.  ’

‘  if not for you, i know i’d tear this place to the ground.  ’

‘  i’ll take you out though i’m hardly worth your time.  ’

‘  i’d rather stay awake when i’m asleep cause everything is never as it seems.  ’

‘  leave my door open just a crack ‘cause i feel like such an insomniac.  ’

‘  please take me away from here.  ’

‘  the best thing about tonight is that we’re not fighting.  ’

‘  i know you’re wearing thin down to the core.  ’

‘  tonight will be the night that i will fall for you over again.  ’

‘  i may have failed, but i have loved you from the start.  ’

‘  i want a simple explanation for what i’m feeling inside.  ’

‘  i gotta find a way out.  ’

‘  your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.  ’

‘  do you know you’re unlike any other?  ’

‘  i don’t wanna ever love another.  ’

‘  we’ve got it good whether you like this town or not.  ’

‘  the summer is a bummer if you can’t leave this pathetic excuse for a town.  ’

‘  only time will tell how long i can wait.  ’

‘  i don’t want to forget how your voice sounds.  ’

‘  drink up, it’s last call.  ’

‘  why don’t you show me a little bit of spine you’ve been saving for his mattress.  ’

‘  what’s the worst that i can say?  ’

‘  things are better if i stay.  ’

‘  so long and goodnight.  ’

‘  can we pretend to leave and then we’ll meet again when both our cars collide.  ’

‘  what could you possibly expect under this condition?  ’

‘  have you ever been alone in a crowded room?  ’

‘  i’m here with you.  ’

‘  you were talking to her but messing with me.  ’

‘  it’s finally clear you’re blurring the lines.  ’

‘  tell me, how can you sleep?  ’

‘  i’m not gonna hear your reasons and ‘please-just-take-me-back’s’.  ’

‘  we were never right.  ’

‘  i’m falling more in love with every single word you say.  ’

‘  i’m falling head over heels for you.  ’

‘  we’re doing fine.  ’

‘  my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.  ’

‘  my heart is yours to fill or burst.  ’

‘  i am finished with you.  ’

‘  you say you wanted more. what are you waiting for?  ’

‘  i’m not running from you.  ’

‘  you’re killing me. all i wanted was you.  ’

‘  everyday i spend with you is the new best day of my life.  ’

‘  if anyone could make me a better person, you could.  ’

‘  i must’ve done something right.  ’

[vaememes]

 ✧      t@gged    web     series     sentence    prompts     !    

*  A VARIETY & MIXTURE OF THE WE SERIES T@GGED, CHANGE PRONOUNS AS NEEDED / FITTING .

❝ Okay, sounds like we need to have a back to school party. ❞

❝ Don’t be a little bitch, take it. ❞

❝ I tagged you guys. ❞

❝ Are you new here? ❞

❝ It’s probably someone we know just trying to freak us out. ❞

❝ There’s only one video posted with three people tagged in it. ❞

❝ Who cares? It’s a prank. ❞

❝ What will the cool kids do without you? ❞

❝ So, do you recognize the girl from the video? ❞

❝ Well I don’t freak out over nothing anymore. ❞

❝ Careful. You almost sound like a parent. ❞

❝ Question. Has there been any recent reports of missing girls? ❞

❝ You’d tell me if something was up, right? ❞

❝ I got tagged in this creepy video, will you take a look at it? ❞

❝ Spare me the high school drama.  ❞

❝ You weren’t there for me when it mattered so don’t act like you care now.  ❞

❝ You know I’m not into guys/girls our age. ❞

❝ I saw you watch me yesterday. ❞

❝ So, you were checking me out? ❞

❝ So, is that why you haven’t talked to me at all? ❞

❝ I get out like two weeks ago and not even a text. ❞

❝ You think she/he could have posted the video? ❞

❝ Why would she lie to us about something like that? ❞

❝ Why do you let them talk to you like that? ❞

❝ You have to stand up for yourself or they’re just going to keep doing it. ❞

❝ Look, we can’t tell anyone. ❞

[ sms msg ]  —-  u don’t know who i am yet? i made it easy for u.

❝ Don’t strain yourself with the motherly advice. ❞

❝ Stop following me. ❞

❝ What happened to you? Girl I knew last year, after everything got bad, was so happy.  ❞

❝ That girl made a lot of mistakes. You were one of them. ❞

❝ Why us? Why the three of us? There has to be a reason. ❞

❝ I think he’ll really hurt her if we tell anyone, we just have to figure out the clues. ❞

❝ Eighty hours left. What do you think is going to happen in eighty hours? ❞

❝ You really can’t trust anyone, can you? ❞

❝ I got tagged in another private video. ❞

❝ What is your secret? Because it cannot be as bad as mine. ❞

❝ C’mon, you know I can keep a secret, you little bitch. ❞

❝ What if this is a trap? ❞

❝ We must know him, all of us. Is that even possible? ❞

❝ Well, I didn’t think anything bad would happen to me neither. ❞

❝ Does he have some dirt on you girls or what? ❞

❝ What’s the deal with you two? ❞

❝ I like her, I trust her. ❞

❝ Why won’t you tell me your secret? ❞

❝ Well, at he’s your age. ❞

❝ Hey, where have you been all day, thot. ❞

❝ You can do it. Youtube it. ❞

❝ You need to think about what you are doing. ❞

❝ You want to know something? Last night I must of looked at every photo you took. ❞

❝ I’m serious, [ name ], I can’t stop thinking about you. ❞

❝ Why are you with her/him? ❞

❝ Yo, what the hell is going on down there? ❞

❝ Those pills weren’t from [ name ], were they? ❞

❝ I was so out of it that I didn’t even realize it wasn’t from you. ❞

❝ I’ll stop taking them, I promise. I’m sorry. ❞

❝ We should probably stay at home where it’s safe anyways. ❞

❝ I don’t feel safe at home. Do you? ❞

❝ You have a pill problem that’s one thing we know. ❞

❝ Well, you know what? You’re judgey and you have a big mouth. ❞

❝ Someone left this note for me on my locker. ❞

❝ That’s normal everyday high school. ❞

❝ What if he’s going to bring these guns to school? ❞

❝ We have to go, [ name ], we have to warn people. ❞

❝ I went to his house last night, it was amazing. ❞

❝ Are you kidding me? I am so sick of being scared. ❞

❝ I’m just saying, it was a really big night for me and I wanted to share it with a friend. ❞

❝ You are so damn judgmental. I could never tell you anything. ❞

❝ Are you sure you want to have a party? I mean, it just seem’s like a lot.  ❞

❝ Um, do you want to ditch? Like, let’s get out of here. ❞

❝ I said that it was a joke, a video I made when my mom was sleeping. ❞

❝ How many times have you done it? ❞

❝ Anything is better than my dad’s wrath. ❞

❝ I’d rather be with you guys rather than home alone. ❞

❝ These violent delights have violent ends. What does that even mean? ❞

❝ You need an outlet, what about sex? ❞

❝ I got what I deserve. I really believe that. ❞

❝ Why do you always pull away? ❞

❝ I hate that this is wrong. ❞

❝ Your telling me that guy was just alongside the house for no reason? ❞    

❝ I kept telling everyone to be honest and I’m the biggest liar of all. ❞    

❝ I’m not going to stay at home alone after what happened last night. ❞    

❝ You don’t need to be fixed, [ name ]. ❞  

❝ You shot the guy? ❞    

❝ You made this profile, making fun of all these guys? ❞    

❝ I think he’s cheating on me. ❞    

❝ He would never do anything to hurt you, he loves you. ❞    

❝ Things will go back to the way they were in the summer. ❞    

❝ Do you know how old she is? I think you should leave. ❞    

❝ This is him, I found him. Have you ever seen him before? ❞    

❝ I just called you because I wanted to know if you were coming tonight. ❞    

❝ I thought we were friends? ❞    

❝ We’ve been going to school together for years and you don’t even know my name.  ❞    

❝ Why are you so much better than me? ❞    

❝ See, I told you to meet me at [ place ] and you stood me up. ❞    

❝ Shooting her did not feel good, I don’t want to hurt anyone else but I have too. ❞  

❝ If only you would have figured it out a little bit sooner! ❞  

[melamemea]

dirty levels .

001 . ————- flirting .

“hey gorgeous… is this seat taken?”

“your body looks s o good in this light”

“care to dance? i’ll teach you how hips work”

“how about i get you a drink and you tell me about yourself?”

“here i dreaded going out… and i was lucky enough to meet an angel”

“come closer baby”

“want to come and join me?”

“oh you got a little something there… let me fix it for you”

“your eyes are gorgeous”

“your lips are so beautiful”

“do you come here often?”

“your place or mine?”

002 . ————— behind closed doors.

“oh baby… you’re so hard/wet.”

“kiss me… harder.”

“kiss me — there…”

“please… i need you”

“shut the door — quickly… i can’t wait to fuck you”

“your breasts so beautiful”

“unzip me ~ slowly…”

“hurry up… i’m getting impatient ~”

“how about… i pour champagne down your stomach… and get a little naughty”

“are you a naughty girl/boy?”

“that’s right baby, spread open for me”

“how does it feel? ~ you like that?”

“you’re driving me crazy… ! ”

“keep them on… i like it that way”

“You really know how to make a girl wet…“

“Tell me where you want to touch me first.“

“I can’t wait for you to put it in me.“

003 . ————— in the act .

“Bite my neck and fuck me harder.”

“I want you to cum all over my face.“

“Don’t stop.“

“Fill me up.“

“You like how I fuck you?“

“Cum for me.“

“That’s… s o good —”

“Mmm… please… ”

“G—god, more… more!”

“That’s it — that’s the spot baby!”

[blackblankpages]

I am in a mood, send me smutty things?

[rpstartersforyou]

Christmas/Winter Starters!

{ Might add more later. Enjoy for now! }

🎁 Our muses open presents together! 🎄 Our muses decorate a christmas tree together! 🏬 Our muses go christmas shopping! 🔪 Our muses choose and cut their own tree! 💃 Our muses go ice-skating! 🌁 Our muses play in the snow! 🍛 Our muses make a Christmas dinner together! 🍪 Our muses bake and decorate Christmas cookies! 👀 Our muses stay up waiting for santa! 🎅 One muse still believes in santa… how does the other handle it? 🔥 Our muses drink hotchocolate and cuddle next to the fireplace! 📺 Our muses watch Christmas films together! 🎨 Our muses make christmas crafts - snowflakes, snowmen and more! 🏠 Our muses decorate the outside of the house! 💰 Our muses go decortion shopping! 👪 Our muses go to the mall to sit on santas lap! 🎶 Our muses listen to christmas songs! 📥 Our muses sled down a hill! ⛺ Our muses make a gingerbread house! 🏂 Our muses go snowboarding! 🏡 Our muses assist at a homeless shelter on christmas! 👶 Our muses visit a childrens hospital and give gifts to kids! 🚙 Our muses drive/walk around to look at peoples xmas lights at night! 🎬 Our muses watch a christmas play together! 😱 Our muses get snowed into their house! 🍻 Our muses get drunk off of booze filled egg nog! 🐎 Our muses take a horse drawn sleigh ride! 👕 One muse forces the other to wear ugly, matching christmas sweaters! 🎼 Our muses go caroling! 🎊 muses attend a christmas party! 💏 Our muses meet under the mistletoe - Accidentally or on purpose is your choice!

[blackblankpages]

El eats ass for breakfast

Thank you Emily.

[rppanda]

My muse will be answering all and any questions sent their way with 100% truth and honesty!

[cloudyskye]

                                                                          ωє'яє иєνєя gσииα тυяи тσ ∂υѕт 

                                                            αℓℓ ωє яєαℓℓу иєє∂ ιѕ υѕ 

                                   ∂σи'т вє ѕ¢αяє∂ тσ ¢ℓσѕє уσυя єуєѕ 

               иσ, ωє'яє иєνєя gσииα ∂ιє, 

ωє'ℓℓ вє тнє ѕтαяѕ

                                          αвσυт | яυℓєѕ | ¢яє∂ιт

[stormcloudsandrainbows]

               αnd ín thє єnd

                                í’ll dσ ít αll αgαín. 

í thínk чσu'rє mч вєѕt fríєnd. 

                                             dσn’t чσu knσw thαt thє kídѕ αrєn’t αll, 

                                                                                     kídѕ αrєn’t αlríght?

                                            αвσut | rulєѕ | crєdít

[rp-meme-glaceon]

Send 🏥 to visit my muse in the hospital

[lowlightslowlifes]

Feel like I should update people. I cut my finger open at work yesterday. The doctor said it didn’t need stitches but it’s been bandaged and still bleeding off and on. At least it’s on my left hand so I can mostly function.

[sagamemes]

reblog this if you’re an indie roleplaying blog with both an LGBTQIA+ mun and LGBTQIA+ muse(s).

i’m trying to get an idea of how large portion of the indie rp community consists of queer muses being written and represented by queer people themselves. allies, don’t interact.

[blackblankpages]

well, your wish is my command, El! you are the birthday boy after all

Thank you!