Chasing the black rabbit @blackbun - Tumblr Blog

I have a problem.

I eat under 1000 calories per day, have a work that requires me to walk for 3 hours a day, go to gym and drink a lot of water and yet I can't lose weight. Moreover sometimes on the next day I even weigh more than on the day before.

Can somebody explain it to me ?

So... I'm back...

Lately I've been feeling as if I was getting too old to have ED... And I'm only 22... Is it too late to get skinny?

Here's a photo of my bunny to bright your day🐰💚

Personal note.

I feel as if my life's slipping out of my hands again. I haven't lost or gain any weight since summer.

Even though I've already lost 30 kg I still feel enormous and disgusting. Every time I look in the mirror I feel like throwing up. Will it ever stop? Why everything triggers me? Why food is all I can think about?

Is there someone who maybe want to talk and encourage each other or if you just need someone to listen? My DM's open so feel free to write.