BlackSkullSoul

Life sucks. Lets hate it together.

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Dying in my sleep seems like a good nights rest

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Funny how the one i should avoid the most is the one i cant stay away from...

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me: *just chilin*

brain: hey guess what

me: what

brain: sudden overwhelming sadness, that's what

me:

me, softly: come on, man

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Im a screw up I never get anything right All i do is fuck up I wanna cry But i cant I just sit there in silence while i feel my own heart breaking bit by bit I hate myself. I never get anything right. No one loves me. Im just tolerated. Im yelled at everyday Called a dumbass Told i cant do anything right Sometimes by my family Sometimes by myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I just want it all to be over Please just let it be over Please...

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The screams Their loud Almost deafening In my head My cries Their mute Unheard by all Except me I sit on the floor Crying. Wishing. Wishing for it to all be over I grab the blade One cut Two cut Three cut Four How many more Until I'm dead on the floor.

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Darkness my old friend

Tic...tic....tic...the bomb inside me continues to grow and swell and to become closer and closer to the explosion. The last bit of light i have left will be destroyed. The bomb contains everything that'll destroy me. Its cold, dark and sad. I've been in this situation before. The bomb exploded and i fell hard. I had no strength in me to continue on. I wanted to die, no one was there for me. The only thing there for me was the darkness. It treated me as a friend. Tic..tic..tic.. The bomb is getting closer. I decide to let it become what it once had been before. Tic.tic.tic. Boom. I fall to the ground. All the pain comes rushing back, like a punch to the gut. It hurt. I fell. I cried. And cried. I wanted death so badly. I looked up and was greeted by an old friend. The darkness. Hello it said. Hello darkness i said in return. My old friend.

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Just because you can’t see my pain doesn’t mean I’m not dying inside

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Can I die now please

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What happened

What happened to our daily texting. our late night phone calls. our constant teasing. our unshared friendship. our laughter. our jokes. our longing stares at each other. our smiles. what happened to you. you left me alone. without you I'm nothing. I'm sad. scared. alone. you are never here anymore. I'm alone. I'm sad.  what happened to the way you use to make me feel. the happiness you gave me. the to joy of life. my will to live. the way you made me blush, like no one else could. what happened to me. my heart is turning cold again. I'm becoming more and more angry everyday. I miss you more and more. I dread going to school when I know I cant talk to you, but most importantly. what happened to us...

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Everybody deserves somebody who makes them look forward to tomorrow.

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Love. The Silent Killer.

I put a wall up between me and the people around me. Hoping it would stop me from feeling towards them, but the wall wasn't as strong as i hoped it to be, because he slipped through the cracks. He restarted my once dead heart. He made me feel things i haven't felt in a long time. Happiness. Trust. And eventually. Love. We never dated, but we constantly talked on the phone. From 4pm to 5am. Texted daily. Hung Out after school. Went to lunch together. Went to multiple movies together over the summer. Got dinner a few times... And even split an ice cream once. I was falling hard for him. He wasn't the handsomest guy around, but he made me laugh and actually enjoy life again. For a while i was happy. I even started listening to music again. His constant singing and choir talk made me crave the sound of music. Then school started up again...we no longer had classes together. I see him everyday surrounded by girls. Flirting with them. Hugging them. Laughing with them. Now i just sit in the sidelines. Hoping he notices me once more. Just so i can feel that joy i once had because of him. I can feel it fading. The happiness. Its slowly leaving and i cant stop it. I want it to stay, but if i keep trying to talk to him and have him be like he once was with me. It will just kill me in the end. I cant have that. Id rather alive and feel nothing. Then be dead. This love i have for him will never be returned. So i guess love isn't just a silent killer. Its my silent killer.

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