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𓅛 what is grief if not love persevering?

#oc: leo thorne #elvira.da #dragon age #neve gallus #sometimes (very rarely) i get an actual good and cute idea 😭#because ok brinna chooses treviso over minrathous and suddenly everyone's acting like she personally invented suffering #she had an impossible choice and somehow she's still the villain 🙄🙄#leo watches all of this without saying much but it hits WAY too close to home. because neve is standing there watching her city fall apart #venatori everywhere blight spreading people losing everything they ever knew 💔 and all leo can think is fuck... i've lived this already.#it drags him right back to the forge and the village that hated him until the day it burned. he remembers thinking they deserved every awfu #and now he'd give fucking anything just to hear them yell at him one more time 😭#so when neve starts pulling away he doesn't chase her or demand she talk. he just quietly starts showing up 🤭#need help with something? he's already doing it 🤷 need somebody to watch your back? somehow he's THERE #and neve keeps accepting it like she's accepting pity instead of company 😭 she's convinced he's only helping because he feels bad for her #and leo's just like ????? no??? every time she tries to push him away he comes back anyway 😭#meanwhile this man is ALSO doing half of brinna's errands in the background because apparently he doesn't believe in sleep!#he'll clear out a nest of darkspawn drop off supplies deal with whatever mess brinna found...#...and then casually wander back to neve like that's the part of his day he was actually looking forward to 🤭

𓅛 some children are simply born with tragedy in their blood.

#oc: leo thorne #elvira.da #dragon age #MILA IS SOOOOO CUTE I CAN'T DO THIS!!!#okok so imagine this!!! through basically all of weisshaupt davrin and leo are fully convinced they're dying here ☹️#which is fucked up but also... they're grey wardens 😭 death has literally always been part of the job #the only person absolutely NOT accepting this is neve who's like HELLO??? can you two stop planning your funerals???#and then the dragon attacks and everything goes to shit 💔 wardens are dropping left and right #friends. mentors. people they trained with people they laughed with... gone #at some point it stops being “how do we win?” and becomes “how do we make this count?” AND THEN THEY FIND MILA 😭#a tiny little girl wandering through weisshaupt trying to find her dad in the middle of ALL THAT. and leo just fucking breaks inside #because all he sees is himself waiting for bernard to come home... waiting for SOMEONE older and braver to make everything okay #except nobody ever came. so the mission changes instantly. fuck the dragon. fuck the battle. get mila to her father.#he throws himself at every single thing between them like the universe just handed him one impossible second chance 🤒#because he already knows how stories like this end. he KNOWS what happens when the parent never comes back #and he refuses to let another kid carry that kind of grief if there's literally anything he can do about it 💔#he can't save his own childhood... but maybe....... he can save hers 😭

rosieofcorona

sometimes you can tell how much someone loves dragon age by how much they hate dragon age

#dragon age #elvira.core

fatfaefemme

JUDY ÁLVAREZ in CYBERPUNK 2077

#cyberpunk 2077 #judy alvarez

𖦹 out of love for you, i have forgiven the world.

#oc: tulin surana #dragon age #elvira.da #interrupting my queue with a random tulin post because i'm disgusted by how much her tag has become about cullen 🤢#jk i adore him but i need more posts that are just about HER 😭 she's so fucking cute i genuinely can't cope #anyways i've wanted to explain why she sides with the templars because i don't think it's as simple as “she trusts templars more”#especially when you remember her own twin brother died fighting to prove mages deserved better 💔#i think a lot of it starts with the circle uprising.#she watched mages she grew up with become abominations and slaughter the people they'd lived beside for years #she watched templars die trying to protect the survivors trapped inside the tower. that's the memory she carries with her #and atp she STILL doesn't know the templars had already requested the right of annulment 😭#so in her mind the templars who survived were the ones who stood between her and complete annihilation #that doesn't erase everything wrong with the circle. it just makes her experience a lot more complicated than people give her credit for 🙏#then she becomes inquisitor and suddenly she's not just an apostate anymore #she's an elven apostate leading one of the most powerful organizations in thedas 😶#every decision she makes is being judged before she even opens her mouth #so whether she wants to admit it or not there's definitely a part of her thinking “i cannot afford to look biased”#i don't think that decides it for her. but i'd be lying if i said it wasn't sitting in the back of her mind #and then morrigan walks into skyhold and the whole thing starts falling apart 😭#because suddenly she's meeting the woman who knew hanin better than she ever got the chance to after the circle #she meets his son. she learns what he fought for. and i think that's when the guilt finally starts creeping in 💔#because never she stopped caring about the innocent people hurt by the rebellion!!!#but because she starts wondering if hanin would've wanted her to choose differently 🫩

telumendils

free my girl merrill dragon age. yeah she did all that shit but can you really fucking blame her????

#dragon age #merrill sabrae #🥰🥰🥰🥰

ardagifs

THE LORD OF THE RINGS: THE TWO TOWERS (2002)

#lord of the rings #arwen undomiel #my current obsession #she's so fucking beautiful i can't....

alitoocool33

gurlwhoshitsglitter

Let's add pirate to it

nuitdhiverasa

Reabetswe Fila Ranamane (Filah Lah Lah) +++

#oc: vellora brooks

༄ and when you speak to me, it feels like the sun is caressing my cheek.

#oc: brinna laidir #elvira.da #bellara lutare #dragon age #post veilguard life for brinna and bellara is honestly so soft it feels illegal 😭#after the laidir scandal™️ brinna is DONE with rivain!#ocean? politics? betrayal? absolutely the fuck not i'm retiring before somebody tries to kill me again 🥰#so arlathan accidentally becomes home and brinna's surprisingly okay with that!#she'll claim it's because camping and rough travel are basically the same as life on a ship #the REAL reason is she'd happily live in a swamp if it made bellara smile 🥰🥰🥰#bellara is absolutely thriving too because she's surrounded by ruins relics and mysteries she can actually solve!#and brinna just keeps showing up with armfuls of cursed garbage like an unhinged delivery service 🤭#“found this in a haunted ruin. almost died getting it. thought you'd like it.” 🥰#bellara finishes her fanfiction turned academic disaster memoir about:#“the scarred dwarven pirate who communicates entirely through reckless acts of service” 😭 and she still refuses to let brinna read it 💀#which is adorable considering brinna already read the draft months ago because you literally cannot hide shit from a rogue LMFAOOO #so what did we learn from this? well! bellara deserves a hot pirate who keeps bringing her cursed artifacts 🫶#and brinna was gonna steal cursed artifacts anyway so somebody might as well be excited instead of horrified 😌

༄ what lived and died between us - haunts me still.

#oc: brinna laidir #elvira.da #dragon age #dragon age the veilguard spoilers #datv spoilers #lace harding #varric tethras #oh brinna 🤒#first varric. the man who saved her all those years ago. gave her work. gave her a future she did not think she was allowed to have #and now she learns he has been gone the entire time she was still talking to him like he was there 🫠 that alone would be enough to crack he #then everything after that starts going wrong in a way she cannot stop (just like with her parents)#then harding. her first female dwarven friend. who she unknowingly sends to her death. ☹️#brinna chooses her for the distraction because she believes in her skill and the fact that harding always shows up when it matters #and they understand each other. because harding is steady. because she has seen her hold pressure without breaking.#davrin is an option. sure. but the bond is just not the same i guess?? 😔#brinna just trusts harding more in the specific way that matters when things go wrong. and things always go wrong so!! 😭#and that's what fucks her UP. every dwarf in her life ends the same way.#her parents in the deep roads collapse. varric already died without her knowing. harding died because she trusted brinna’s decision.#it does something real UGLY to her thinking 💔 like she starts associating closeness with her with danger ☹️#dwarves around her stop feeling like comfort and more like a countdown. and that shit hits like tyson omg... the idea that her presence is #is a deadly pattern she cannot break 🫠

if i see one more person thirst trapping to pearls by sade i'm going to go insane

#elvira.txt #PLEASE LISTEN TO THE LYRICS OH MY GOD #HOW CAN YOU THINK IT'S OK TO THIRST TRAP TO THIS

wyllravengards

A storm raging on the horizon, of longing and heartache and lust

been a while since I painted these two :]

#baldurs gate 3 #wyll ravengard #*gale voice* TARA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i love his armor!!!!

wait what's the deal with hilde and alistair?

STOP THIS IS MY FIRST EVER OC ASK OH MY GOD 😭😭 hi anon i love you so much. thank you for asking about my problematic ocs i could genuinely cry, this means so much to me!!! this got… a little long. i'm so sorry lmao. funnily enough i was actually talking about this with a mutual recently (hi ell 👋), so i do have some thoughts on it!

the second hilde and her companions arrive in denerim, she starts learning more and more about alistair and his chances of becoming king. atp, she's already in an awful place mentally. she's desperate to belong as a dwarf surrounded almost entirely by humans and elves (sorry not sorry oghren, you don't count), and she's still carrying this immense rage over being framed. not only was she framed, she was left for dead, and even her own father refused to believe her. becoming a reaver only amplifies all of that. it feeds the anger already inside her. then they meet goldanna. if you're playing a dwarf, she says something along the lines of, "what's this, alistair? a dwarf to carry your riches?" and i honestly think that's the first time hilde has ever felt ashamed of being a dwarf. up until then she'd always been incredibly proud of who she was. but in that moment… it almost feels like alistair is embarrassed by her. whether he actually is or not doesn't really matter. that's how she experiences it, and it hurts. everything just keeps piling up until she's consumed by this hunger for power and for the life she once had. so she starts pushing alistair toward the throne. to her, this feels like the only chance she'll ever have to regain her status, her titles, her place in the world. alistair doesn't want to be king, but after hanin's death and the defeat of the archdemon, everyone's grieving, emotions are running high, and in the end he listens to the person he trusts and loves most. hilde is ecstatic… right up until alistair tells her he can't have a dwarf as queen of ferelden. she is furious. absolutely furious. she leaves him without another word and returns to orzammar, throwing herself into supporting lord harrowmont in the hope that, somehow, she'll finally earn back the place that was stolen from her. alistair regrets it almost immediately, but it doesn't change the reality of his position. he writes to her anyway. letter after letter after letter. hilde burns every single one until, after 2 or 3 years, he finally stops sending them. this is where my canon gets a little fuzzy because i'm still figuring it out. right now, my inquisitor, tulin, ends up calling on both alistair and hilde without telling either of them the other will be there. they reunite, but… nothing really happens. hilde is as cold and distant as ever, no matter how hard alistair tries to reach her. however. i've been toying with the idea of them getting drunk… hooking up… and both of them realizing that, despite everything, neither has truly moved on. hilde tells herself she's over him, but she clearly isn't. the question is whether they should even try again. because what's the point, if she still believes he's ashamed of her? if you've made it all the way to the end, tysm for reading <3 seriously, please keep asking me about my ocs. i will happily ramble about them forever.

#elvira.ask #thank you so so much again!!!#oc: hilde aeducan

tried a new lash lady and i'm never doing this shit again. I LOOK LIKE A CHAV. IT'S SO FAR OFF THE IMAGE I SHOWED HER I WANNA SCREAM

#elvira.txt #HMU AND I'LL SHOW YOU IT IN DMS LMFAO

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