Venting about my BPD @nettles-bpd - Tumblr Blog

i should not be having to make this fucking post but do NOT interact with me if you’re

*transphobic/homophobic

*racist

*anti feminist

*support ice

*A FUCKING NAZI????

*Pedos/MAPs

(i could probably list more but this is off the top of my head)

anyways fuck those individuals because what the fuck. i had a nazi follow me -BLOCKED- and in the year of our lord 2025 i can’t believe i have to make this dumbshit post like this should be common fucking sense

good fucking god

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no, i love when a BPD split hits me at work. it makes life so easy

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maneatered

Emotions are so physically tiring.

like no, it’s fine. i’ll just listen to nettles by ethel cain and fantasize about ending it all

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he said he was sorry for giving me false hope. i’m so glad he doesn’t know how much it hurts

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borderkic1a

I don't think I'm worth the trouble I put people through

i hate when i get hope that i can see my bf (my fp) and then he gets busy and i cant. it feels like the world is ending and he hates me

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yourgirlinpieces4

all roads lead back to the loneliness i felt as a child

nettles-bpd

“it gets better!!!”

yea for two weeks until i fall apart again and end up at the starting line. it’s just a vicious cycle

blackleatherjesster

I get what this post is trying to say but it misunderstands that phrase in a way I see all the time. It gets better OVERALL. No one is going to have a day where suddenly all of their problems are gone and they never feel a negative emotion again, especially with something like bpd. The change is very gradual, it takes some work, and you probably wont even notice it happening for a while. eventually you have more good days and more bearable bad days. People misunderstand "it gets better" the same way they mix up weather and climate. that "starting line" you feel you're at will still show up, but the sprints might start to feel shorter and easier.

nettles-bpd

i agree with what you’re saying. it’s just hard to feel like you’re not constantly starting over from square one. i know that the bad days get easier but the bad days still feel bad. i’m not trying to be too pessimistic but i tend to be when im venting on my page.

i know negative emotions will always come and go, but that’s kinda the point ig? like it feels like a never ending cycle because those negative emotions come back so strong. maybe not as strong as in the beginning but it’s easy to feel as if progress isn’t being made.

don’t get me wrong, there are things you can do to remind you and reassure you of the work you’re putting in, but sometimes the progress feels inconsequential when all you can see is the regression.

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