borderline beauty

take me as I am

[mental-ch-illness]

reblog if you have bpd, support those who have bpd, or if you are constantly screaming all the time

[blakmoonlite]

brain: apologize

me: for what?

brain: just apologize

me: for what? I literally have said nothing wrong

brain: just apologize!

me: sorry.

[blakmoonlite]

me: *says literally anything about me being sad*

me: wow im a manipulative piece of shit

them: no i love you!! you can tell me everything!! im sorry you feel this way!!

me: lmao u wild i totally manipulated you into saying that

[mental-ch-illness]

i would like to announce that i did not sign up for any of this shit *gestures to all of me*

[melodramaticlesbian-deactivated]

me: *is stable for a month* did i… make this whole mental illness thing up… bpd: *acts up* me: oh thank god there it is

[blakmoonlite]

me: i'm so awkward and so annoying,everyone hates me and i want to disappear

also me: i want all the attention i can get, i hate people who are ignoring me,they should be paying attention to me and me only

[bpd-entity]

it’s not a real party until you sneak away to the bathroom to question your existence as you stare at yourself in the mirror haha

[blakmoonlite]

We are not alone. I suggest this read. ❤️

[tonysperkins-moved]

suicide mention tw, self harm mention tw

i’m not a professional, just someone with bpd.  i made this powerpoint because why not inform people who don’t know?  please feel free to add or correct anything.

[extramadness]

Ease your soul here

[blakmoonlite]

I just want you to say you miss me, that I'm important to you, and that I make a difference in your life. That's all... I didn't think it was that much to ask.

[thegirlwhocrieswolf]

New piece, hope you like it! xo Lang 

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My NEW book Memories is now available via Amazon, BN.com + The Book Depository and bookstores worldwide.

[emmisnotshortforemma]

[blakmoonlite]

Talking about BPD is so hard... Because no one knows what it is and the moment you drop the "borderline personality disorder" line, they assume you're on the edge of being someone with a split personality or with multiple personalities. The lack of education makes me so angry...

[blakmoonlite]

One of the things that kills me the most about my BPD is the toll it takes on my family and friends. I hate watching the exhaustion settle in or the hopelessness in their eyes. I'm sorry. I don't mean to be this way. I'll try harder next time.

[blakmoonlite]

Everything that's perfect ends eventually anyways might as well leave it before it gets messy

[blakmoonlite]

Just make a big show, a big gesture to tell me you really want me.