Im not who I used to be.
Im different.
I dont connect with people the same way.
I dont laugh as easily.
Everything I do costs something.
Sometimes it's so easy to fill my time with other thoughts, but today...
Today I am crashing in on myself.
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Im not who I used to be.
Im different.
I dont connect with people the same way.
I dont laugh as easily.
Everything I do costs something.
Sometimes it's so easy to fill my time with other thoughts, but today...
Today I am crashing in on myself.
Me, 28, in pain from my Rheumatoid Arthritis: *just existing with tiger balm and braces*
My boomer coworkers: "You're too young to have arthritis. Have you tried yoga?"
Me: 🙄
I find it very offensive that the more unwell you are, the more things you have to do to maintain your health. Things like following special diets, going to medical appointments, making big and important decisions about what treatments to use. At the same time, the more unwell you are the less energy you have to do all of these extra things. It seems grossly unfair.
Brain fog is not an adequate descriptor, actually. Fog can be kinda nice and beautiful and ethereal and refreshing. The thing we’re describing is more like a brain BOG; everything moves slow like you’re wading through water, it’s clunky and heavy and you keep getting stuck in the mud. It’s uncomfortable and inconvenient and everything takes so much effort. You lost a shoe, probably.
Some days, when the office light motion sensors dont turn on the lights as I walk around the office, I really question how much Im actually interacting with this dimension. XD
Otterly adorable 🦦
There are days when simple things make me feel lonely, even though there is no reason that they should.
I cant believe no one told me there is a name for my type of ankle brace. This ought to make searching for shoes so much easier.
Well, add another tally to the total count of things wrong with my body and a tally to the subsection specific to eyes. How early is too early to learn how to function blind?
having chronic pain is just like. ur sitting perfectly still doing nothing meanwhile the space above your head keeps flashing -1hp -1hp -1hp -1hp -1hp -1hp -1hp -1hp -1hp -1hp
Me, minding my own business: *gets 10 books for a relaxing reading weekend after a stressful week*
My body: oh, I see you have plans. It would be a shame if we randomly injured ourselves by doing nothing and in a manner that prevents those plans