𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐙𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐃. independent and private portrayal of the trailblazer, caelus from honkai: star rail. written by fable ( she / they ). minors & personals dni.
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we're not kids anymore.
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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
trying on a metaphor
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𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐙𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐃. independent and private portrayal of the trailblazer, caelus from honkai: star rail. written by fable ( she / they ). minors & personals dni.
guidelines & dossier ( wip )
ATLAS : ENNEAGRAM SENTENCE STARTERS.
taken from the 2019 album released by sleeping at last, consisting of songs based on the nine enneagram personality types. feel free to change wording and pronouns and provide context as necessary. do not add to this list.
ONE.
“hold on for a minute.”
“i believe that we can fix this over time.”
“let me finish.”
“we’ll only know for certain if we try.”
“i want to sing a song worth singing.”
“i’ll write an anthem worth repeating.”
“now i have learned my lesson.”
“i’ve spent my whole life searching desperately.”
“grace requires nothing of me.”
TWO.
“sweetheart, you look a little tired.”
“when did you last eat?”
“come in and make yourself right at home.”
“stay as long as you need.”
“tell me, is there something wrong?”
“you can count on me.”
“you know i’ll take my heart clean apart if it helps yours beat.”
“let me take your coat.”
“i will love you with every single thing i have.”
“i will love you without any strings attached.”
“it’s okay if you can’t catch your breath.”
“no, i don’t want to talk about myself.”
“tell me where it hurts.”
“you’re good as new.”
“i don’t even know where to start.”
“i just want to love you.”
“i just want to learn how, somehow, to be loved myself.”
“and what a privilege it is to love, a great honor to hold you up.”
“i will love you without a single string attached.”
THREE.
“maybe i’ve done enough.”
“your golden child grew up.”
“maybe this trophy isn’t real love.”
“with or without it, i’m good enough.”
“i finally see myself through the eyes of no one else.”
“it’s so exhausting on this silver screen, where i play the role of anyone but me.”
“i finally see myself unabridged and overwhelmed.”
“a mess of a story i’m ashamed to tell.”
“i only want what’s real.”
“let my heart feel what it feels.”
“he’s/she’s/they’re/we’re/you’re/i’m worthy of love anyway.”
FOUR.
“i’m turning out the lights.”
“remember how to see?”
“for a moment we get to be glorious.”
“maybe i’m hiding behind metaphor.”
“maybe my heart needs to break to be sure.”
“i’ve fallen in love with a ghost.”
“i lost my balance when i needed it most.”
“this blurry photograph is proof.”
“it feels like truth.”
“i’m stuck swimming in shadows.”
“it’s been forever since i came up for air.”
“what if we already are who we’ve been dying to become?”
“a reflection of magnificence.”
“(it’s) hidden in you, maybe even in me.”
FIVE.
“i want to watch the universe expand.”
“i want to break it into pieces small enough to understand.”
“it feels like an out-of-body experience.”
“now i can’t put my mind to rest.”
“i can’t help but second guess.”
“i’m hypnotized by this anomaly.”
“such strange uncharted territory.”
“my armor falls apart.”
“if i could let myself be seen, even deeply known.”
“i was already brave enough to let go.”
“it’s hidden in heartbeats, exhales, and in the hope of open hands.”
SIX.
“i had the most vivid dream.”
“my feet had left the ground.”
“i was floating to heaven.”
“i could only look down.”
“my mind was heavy, running ragged with worst case scenarios.”
“i woke up so worried.”
“oh god, i’m so tired of being afraid.”
“if i’m being honest, i’m not sure i’d know how.”
“i wanna take shelter but i’m ready to fight.”
“i feel a little paralyzed.”
“maybe i’m stronger than i realize.”
“i want to believe; no, i choose to believe.”
“fear won’t go away, but i can keep it at bay.”
“with a vigilant heart, i’ll push into the dark.”
“i’ll learn to breathe deep and make peace with the stars.”
“is it courage or faith?”
“there will be light always waiting behind even the darkest of nights.”
“no matter what.”
“somehow we’ll be okay.”
“don’t be afraid.”
SEVEN.
“we could try everything.”
“i’m serious.”
“what about danger?”
“so what?”
“what about risk?”
“i’m restless for whatever comes next.”
“how wonderful to see a smile on your face.”
“a welcome home parade.”
“a secret handshake.”
“i’ll find the silver lining no matter what the price.”
“i’m hungry for whatever comes next.”
“let me tell you another secret of the trade.”
“it feels like sinking when i’m standing in one place.”
“i want to be here.”
“i feel hope, deep in my bones.”
“tomorrow will be beautiful.”
“i’m ready for whatever comes next.”
EIGHT.
“it was like a switch was flipped.”
“i was just a kid who grew up strong enough.”
“god, that was so long ago.”
“i was little, i was weak and perfectly naive.”
“i grew up too quick.”
“now you won’t see all that i have to lose and all i’ve lost in the fight to protect it.”
“i won’t let you in, i swore never again.”
“i can’t afford, no, i refuse to be rejected.”
“i want to break these bones ‘til they’re better.”
“you were wrong.”
“my healing needed more than time.”
“when i see fragile things, helpless things, broken things, i see the familiar.”
“now i’m a broken mirror.”
“i can’t afford to let myself be blindsided.”
“i’m standing guard.”
“i’m falling apart.”
“all i want is to trust you.”
“show me how to lay my sword down.”
“here i am.”
“pry me open.”
“what do you want to know?”
“i’m just a kid who grew up scared enough.”
“here’s a map, here’s a shovel.”
“here’s my achilles’ heel.”
“i’m all in.”
“i’m at your mercy now.”
“i’m ready to begin.”
“i am strong enough to let you in.”
“for the innocent, for the vulnerable.”
“i’ll show up at the front lines with a purpose.”
“i’ll give all i have.”
“i’m shattered porcelain, glued back together again.”
“i’m invincible like i’ve never been.”
NINE.
“who am i to say what any of this means?”
“i have been sleepwalking since i was fourteen.”
“honestly, it’s easier to let myself forget.”
“i’ve been less than half myself for more than half my life.”
“wake up.”
“fall in love again.”
“there’s so much worth fighting for, you’ll see.”
“it looks like empathy to understand all sides.”
“i’m just trying to find myself through someone else’s eyes.”
“show me what to do.”
“how do i forgive myself for losing so much time?”
“roll up your sleeves.”
“remember who you are.”
“a little at a time.”
“it’s uncomfortable, but right.”
“we were born to try to see each other through.”
“to know and love ourselves and others well is the most difficult and meaningful work we’ll ever do.”
THE SILK IS TOO FRAGILE TO BE A THREAT... UNLESS YOU'RE MORE FRAGILE THAN THE SILK.
CASE IN POINT...
independent kafka from honkai star rail. adopted by mak / kai.
speak now (taylor's version) vault tracks rp meme.
edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit!
electric touch.
just relax, it'll be okay.
i've got my money on things going badly.
got a history of stories ending sadly.
still hoping that the fire won't burn me.
this could either break my heart or bring it back to life.
your electric touch could fill this ghost town up with life.
i want you now.
i've been left in the rain, lost and pining.
trying hard not to look like i'm trying.
every time i tried hard for love, it fell apart.
i've grown accustomed to sleeping alone.
maybe the stars align and maybe i call you mine.
maybe the moment's right.
when emma falls in love.
this one could go wrong.
she's the kind of book that you can't put down.
all the bad boys would be good boys if they only had a chance to love her.
i wish i was her.
she takes on the pain and bears it on her own.
she won't walk away unless she knows she absolutely has to leave.
she won't lose herself in love the way that i did.
his whole world's about to change.
i can see you.
i spend my time trying not to feel it.
what would you do if i went to touch you now?
what would you do if they never found us out?
i could see you up against the wall with me.
i can see you.
something's changed.
they kept watchful eyes on us.
it's best that we move fast and keep quiet.
you won't believe half the things i see inside my head.
wait till you see half the things that haven't happened yet.
meet me tonight.
i could see you being my addiction.
you can see me as a secret mission.
i will start behaving myself.
castles crumbling.
i had an empire in a golden age.
i was held up so high.
i used to be great.
they used to cheer when they saw my face.
i fear i have fallen from grace.
i feel like my castle's crumbling down.
i watch all my bridges burn to the ground.
i will just let you down.
you don't wanna know me now.
i held that grudge till it tore me apart.
power went to my head.
i sit alone behind walls of regret.
i don't know how it could've ended this way.
people look at me like i'm a monster.
never wanted you to hate me.
foolish one.
my cards are on the table.
you've already got plans.
chances are i will talk myself to sleep again.
you give me just enough attention to keep my hopes too high.
you are not the exception.
you will never learn your lesson.
i know how to act like i'm fine.
i can't call you mine.
i will do my best to seem bulletproof.
how could i not see the signs?
you got her on your arm and me in the wings.
i'll get your longing glances, but she'll get your ring.
maybe i will finally learn my lesson.
timeless.
the kinda love that you only find once in a lifetime.
i know that you and i would've found each other in another life.
you still would've turned my head even if we'd met on a crowded street in 1944
you still would've been mine.
we would have been timeless.
i believe that we were supposed to find this.
even in a different live, you still would've been mine.
i'd die for you in the same way.
the story started when you say 'hello'.
sometimes there's no proof, you just know.
you're always gonna be mine.
i'm gonna love you when our hair is turning gray.
oh my, we really were timeless.
[ sms ]: be ready to call 911, i have a stupid idea
[ sms ] I- [ sms ] ??? [ sms ] Whatever it is, don't do it yet! [ sms ] I wanna come watch you be stupid [ sms ] ...And then get help if I have to, I guess
[ sms ]: i think you need to talk to a therapist. (...Fu Xuan lmao-)
[ sms ] ??? [ sms ] Well, I think that my mental stability—or lack thereof—is none of your business [ sms ] Don't you have a Commission to run instead of thinking about this?
𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒
found that there was a lack of text memes i personally liked, so i figured i’d just make one myself!! feel free to alter whatever you need to make it fit your muses better <3
[ sms ]: i know you don’t know me that well, but i wanted to check in after last night.
[ sms ]: oh, i’ve heard of you! [name] has told me so much about you!
[ sms ]: hi there! we’re number neighbors, what’s your name?
[ sms ]: i swear i’m not ignoring you, i just forget people exist sometimes
[ sms ]: i’m not really a big phone call kind of person,
[ sms ]: this is [receiver’s name], right? it’s [sender’s name] from yesterday!!
[ sms ]: sorry i left in a hurry, something came up…
[ sms ]: good morning! i’ve had three hours of sleep and i’m about to make it everyone else’s problem.
[ sms ]: what do you mean you “fell asleep”, i sent that days ago??
[ sms ]: if you’re not busy, could we hang out today?
[ sms ]: i miss talking to you
[ sms ]: be ready to call 911, i have a stupid idea
[ sms ]: speaking of pretty people, let’s talk about me!!
[ sms ]: today doesn’t feel right without you
[ sms ]: if you don’t reply asap, i’m sending you the bee movie script. all of it.
[ sms ]: it’s 3 am, why are you awake?
[ sms ]: is that a threat or are you flirting with me?
[ sms ]: i want to have breakfast with you for the rest of my life.
[ sms ]: good morning, my [ridiculous and/or sappy pet name]!!
[ sms ]: this date is going horribly, can you call me so i can leave?
[ sms ]: do you want to go with me to the movies tonight?
[ sms ]: my friends don’t like you, but i do.
[ sms ]: you’re lucky you’re cute >:(
[ sms ]: i want you to meet my family, is that alright?
[ sms ]: my parents are already asking when we’re getting married…
[ sms ]: i’m starting to think you’re only dating me for my [pet] :/
[ sms ]: so, how are things with that person you were crushing on?
[ sms ]: you don’t look so good. do you want to get out of here?
[ sms ]: do you need me to come pick you up?
[ sms ]: call me if anything goes wrong, okay?
[ sms ]: [receiver’s name]? i heard what happened, are you alright?
[ sms ]: please call me as soon as possible.
[ sms ]: are you sure that’s for the best?
[ sms ]: putting “lmao” behind a message like that doesn’t make it any less serious,
[ sms ]: i think you need to talk to a therapist.
[ sms ]: will you please tell me what i did wrong?
[ sms ]: can you just pick up the phone?
[ sms ]: stop calling me.
[ sms ]: block my number.
[ sms ]: so are you leaving me on read to be petty, or…
[ sms ]: this isn’t really a conversation to have over text.
[ sms ]: can’t you take a hint? i’m not interested.
sorry for biting you as affection it will happen again
oh my god i knew sampo's personality lowkey reminded me of someone, i just couldn't put my finger on who until now— johnny bravo
❛ i once heard a joke about amnesia... but i forget how it goes. ❜
" ...these puns are starting to make me wish you really had abandoned me for good. "
half tempted to pick up bronya as a muse actually,
𝑳𝒀𝑹𝑰𝑪 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺.
↬ FOLKLORE + EVERMORE ( 2020 ) by taylor swift.
taken from or inspired by the lyrics of the sister albums. includes language + sexual themes.
+ feel free to change pronouns !
FOLKLORE.
‘ we never painted by the numbers, but we were making it count. ’
‘ you know the greatest loves of all time are over now. ’
‘ we were something, don’t you think so ? ’
‘ in my defense, i have none. ’
‘ if my wishes came true, it would have been you. ’
‘ when you are young they assume you know nothing. ’
‘ i knew you’d haunt all of my what-if’s. ’
‘ you drew scars around my stars but now i’m bleeding. ’
‘ i knew i’d curse you for the longest time. ’
‘ who knows if you / he / she / they ‘d never showed up, what could have been. ’
‘ i had a marvelous time ruining everything. ’
‘ you’re laughing, but the joke’s not funny at all. ’
‘ you’re not my homeland anymore. ’
‘ you were my crown, now i’m in exile. ’
‘ all this time, we always walked a very thin line. ’
‘ your eyes add insult to injury. ’
‘ if i’m on fire, you’ll be made of ashes too. ’
‘ did i deserve all the hell you gave me ? ’
‘ i loved you, i swear i loved you til my dying day. ’
‘ if i’m dead to you, why are you at the wake ? ’
‘ i still talk to you while i’m screaming at the sky. ’
‘ you had to kill me but it killed you just the same. ’
‘ i know they said the end is near. ’
‘ i’ll be shining just for you. ’
‘ i’m still a believer, but i don’t know why. ’
‘ i’ve never been a natural, all i do is try. ’
‘ i used to scream ferociously any time i wanted. ’
‘ i love you to the moon and saturn. ’
‘ our love lasts so long. ’
‘ i can see us lost in the memory. ’
‘ you were never mine. ’
‘ do you remember ? ’
‘ i remember thinking i had you. ’
‘ i was living for the hope of it all. ’
‘ i didn’t know if you’d care if i came back. ’
‘ i have a lot of regrets about that. ’
‘ i don’t quite know what to say, but i’m here in your doorway. ’
‘ at least i’m trying. ’
‘ it’s hard to be anywhere these days when all i want is you. ’
‘ you showed me colors you know i can’t see with anyone else. ’
‘ look at this idiotic fool that you’ve made me. ’
‘ for you i would ruin myself a million little times. ’
‘ time, curious time, cutting me open and healing me fine. ’
‘ all along there was some invisible string tying you to me. ’
‘ hell was the journey but it brought me heaven. ’
‘ what did you think i’d say to that ? ’
‘ what a shame she went mad. ’
‘ you took everything from me. ’
‘ you want a single glimpse of relief to make sense of what you’ve seen. ’
‘ it’s like i couldn’t breathe. ’
‘ the worst thing that i ever did was what i did to you. ’
‘ i dreamt of you all summer long. ’
‘ right now is the last time i can dream about what happens when you see my face again. ’
‘ i don’t know anything, but i know i miss you. ’
‘ the rain is always going to come if you’re standing with me. ’
‘ i’m a fire and i’ll keep your brittle heart warm. ’
‘ i would die for you in secret. ’
‘ would it be enough if i could never give you peace ? ’
‘ no other sadness in the world would do. ’
‘ your faithless love is the only hoax i believe in. ’
‘ i don’t belong, and my beloved neither do you. ’
‘ i want you right here. ’
EVERMORE.
‘ i never would have known by the look on your face. ’
‘ the more that you say, the less i know. ’
‘ wherever you stray, i’ll follow. ’
‘ i dropped your hand while dancing. ’
‘ love slipped beyond your reaches, and i couldn’t give a reason. ’
‘ i never was ready, so i watched you go. ’
‘ sometimes you just don’t know the answer til’ someone’s on their knees and asks you. ’
‘ what a shame she’s fucked in the head. ’
‘ everybody wonders what it would be like to love you. ’
‘ what must it be like to grow up that beautiful ? ’
‘ my mind turns your life into folklore. ’
‘ there’s an ache in you, put there by the ache in me. ’
‘ i won’t ask you to wait if you don’t ask me to stay. ’
‘ the heart i know i’m breaking is my own. ’
‘ you’re so much older, and wiser. ’
‘ i know my love should be celebrated, but you tolerate it. ’
‘ if it’s all in my head, tell me now. ’
‘ you assume i’m fine but what would you do if i break free and leave us in ruins ? ’
‘ i think he / she / they did it, but i just can’t prove it. ’
‘ i’m not letting up until the day i die. ’
‘ you haven’t met the new me yet. ’
‘ there is happiness in our history. ’
‘ you’re haunted by the look in my eyes that would have loved you for a lifetime. ’
‘ i can’t make it go away by making you a villain. ’
‘ when did your winning smile begin to look like a smirk ? ’
‘ sorry, i can’t see facts through all of my fury. ’
‘ do you ever stop and think about me ? ’
‘ it’s never too late to come back to my side. ’
‘ i guess i’ll never know, and you’ll go on with the show. ’
‘ you know you’ll always know me. ’
‘ did i paint your bluest skies the darkest grey ? ’
‘ did you love me, or were you too polite to leave me ? ’
‘ your touch brought forth an incandescent glow. ’
‘ i sit here and wait, grieving for the living. ’
‘ my pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand. ’
‘ i can’t stop you putting roots in my dreamland. ’
‘ i’d live and die for moments that we stole on begged and borrowed time. ’
‘ takes one to know one. ’
‘ you’re a bandit like me. ’
‘ forever is the sweetest con. ’
‘ you had some tricks up your sleeves. ’
‘ now i know i’m never going to love again. ’
‘ i tried to pick my battles until the battle picked me. ’
‘ your nemeses will defeat themselves before they get the chance to swing. ’
‘ you’re alive in my head. ’
‘ what died didn’t stay dead. ’
‘ it cut deep to know you right to the bone. ’
‘ i can’t remember what i used to fight for. ’
‘ in the cracks of light, i dreamed of you. ’
‘ i had a feeling so peculiar. ’
‘ i’m right where you left me. ’
‘ i’m still sitting in a corner i haunt. ’
‘ if my love died young, i can’t bear witness. ’
‘ you left me no choice but to stay here forever. ’
‘ it’s that old familiar body ache, from the same little break in your soul. ’
‘ sometimes giving up is the strong thing. ’
‘ sometimes to run is the brave thing. ’
‘ you know when it’s time to go. ’
i wouldn't say no to getting lost with you. ( merchenary )
@merchenary
whoever it was that decided caelus would be the one to read the map really should have thought their decision through. and for the sake of his dignity, he's going to pretend that he isn't the one who insisted on it. truth be told, he probably should have left that responsibility to sampo. he's the belobog resident and he has an occupation that basically requires him to know this sort of thing. he most definitely knows where they're supposed to be going even without a map. maybe next time, he won't be so stubborn. ...then again, he thinks he knows himself well enough by now; it's doubtful that he'll learn his lesson.
it hasn't even been that long yet, so they really couldn't have gotten far even if he wasn't quite sure where they were. not to mention that there really isn't any rush, and they were given plenty of time for this assignment. though that won't matter much if he can't get them anywhere to begin with. but, ever the defiant individual, he insists that: " look, i know where we're going, we're not lost! "
at least, he's sure of it until sampo provides an alternative train of thought, and suddenly getting lost doesn't sound half bad. honestly, he shouldn't be so blindly trusting of someone like him, but he's proven himself to be reliable more than once, no? he can at least trust him with directions. besides, this is easy work, they can still do what they need to do with little issue, and... no one said they weren't allowed to goof off at all, did they? really, what's the worst that could happen aside from getting scolded by march and dan heng when they return?
" ...well, in that case. " against his better judgement, caelus takes the map in his hands and crumples it into a ball, then tosses it carelessly over his shoulder with a mischievous grin on his lips. he probably won't regret that later. " i guess we are lost. oh no, whatever will we do? "
Really wish we could fight him again 😔
@blazetrailed sent a meme:
sender kisses receiver's cheek, specifically to mess with him perhaps-
"Here." Dan Heng set a can of soda down on the table beside Caelus. Just as he was about to take his own seat, he felt a tug at his jacket, and then he was leaning down as the other pressed a kiss to his cheek.
"...are you really that grateful that I got you a drink?"
caelus doesn't reply immediately, finding that he'd much rather take a drink than acknowledge what he just did. but he can't let his silence drag on forever, so he sets the can back down onto the table and shrugs.
" well, yeah. maybe i'm dehydrated and this soda just saved my life, or... something. figured i should at least thank my white knight the best way i knew how, just in case. " he's going to ignore just how bad he is at lying and how backwards his own logic is there. for his own sake. a soft laugh cuts through the brief silence, and he gestures to the seat dan heng almost took. " come on, don't let that stop you from joining me. take a seat, relax! ...if anyone needs to, it's probably you. "
send me “ 🤼♂️ “ for my muse’s reaction to yours physically tugging them away from a fight.
CPR in the cupcakke sense
" ...i'm gonna pretend that i don't get this so i can keep what's left of my sanity. "