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@blckivory-blog
* take the lead.
@aceblck
in truth, she should’ve seen this coming. rather, she should have been paying more attention to the ones around her instead of being lost in her thoughts, trying to determine what option would be the best to take in a situation as unfamiliar, strange, and deadly as this one. had she been observing the others instead of being caught up in her own head, she thinks she would have been able to stop that stranger from charging head first into his death the way he did. there’s no way to tell, now ─ there won’t ever be a way to tell again.
no one stands up in light of that. no one takes the lead, floundering instead, wondering what they should do and how they can avoid the same fate as the one whose life had been cut short so soon. no one speaks up for them all, no one directs them as the group that they were sent into this whole thing as.
it’s up to her, she thinks ─ the heart of a teacher is trapped beneath the expected waves of panic and confusion, and teachers are the foundation in which leaders are meant to grow. if she doesn’t do it, what are the chances that anyone else would?
so she does, despite the nerves of pressure weighing down on her and the highly limited experience she’s had in such a position.
the breaths she takes are deep and steadying in an attempt to hide her shaking hands. she wills the courage into her voice to bring the volume of it up enough to rise over the chatter.
“follow me ─ we should stick together, and tackle things one at a time.”
she hopes that something like this will work well.
* aim for the top.
jokerblck
mission: ENLIGHTENMENT (A-level) status: WEAPON RETRIEVED, ALLIES FOUND (@blckivory & @blckhangman) objective: REACH BONGEUNSA TEMPLE — sub-objective: TOUCH 3 BUDDHAS
They meet with a familiar face once they’re off the Hangang Bridge.
Perhaps a “familiar face” is a strange phrasing – the operatives of this twisted game never show their faces, after all. Instead, they have the same face in the form of a mask, making each and every one of them familiar – robotic and distant, cold. Joker’s never been a fan of any of them, not with the way they look at him so clinically, like they’re so far above him and he really is nothing but a toy beneath them. Even if that may be true.
He casts a glance at the two he’s with, the girl named Ivory and the boy named Hangman, then steps forward from them to greet the masked operative without a hint of fear in his stride. “Greetings! I guess the game is truly afoot now?” He says, not actually expecting a response.
And yet, he almost thinks he sees the Masked One’s eyes smile. “Take it,” they say simply as they extend their hand, and Joker is caught off guard by the fact that their voice is feminine. “And good luck.”
They’re holding out an envelope. Joker glances at it, then looks back up to the operative with a smirk – reaches out and takes the envelope while looking them right in the eye. They turn and leave without another word; Joker doesn’t expect anything different.
He turns back to his allies, holding the envelope in two fingers. “Instructions for the rest of the mission,” he explains simply, mostly to Ivory since she seems really startled and confused by everything, before opening the note and beginning to read its contents out loud.
“…Booby traps and ambushes, huh…” he breathes in a low tone once he’s done, eyes narrowing. “At least they had the courtesy to warn us beforehand. You never know, with these things.” Joker’s gaze snaps up, dark and haughty.
“So, do we go for the statues? It’s dark, but that means we can use it to our advantage, too. We see better in the dark than some random mercs.” He waves the paper between his fingers, thoughtful. They shouldn’t stay in one place too long, even if the mercs are probably all gathering back at the temple about now to get more kills, but they need a plan of action before they rush into danger. “But we won’t be able to avoid fighting completely. Not that we should expect anything about an A-level mission not to be dangerous…”
“Still, I think we can do it, but only if you’re both sure that you’re up for it, too. We’re a team for tonight, you know?”
It’s fair to say that she’s still quite a few steps behind when it comes to getting used to all this ─ a terrible fact, considering how fast everything seems to be going, but there’s little that could truly be done about any of that. It nearly reminds her of the hell that was the initiation, back when it’d happened ─ the memory drives a chill down through her bones, causing a shudder that isn’t so much directly related to the sudden Masked One’s presence as it is the memories that still, on occasion, haunt her.
It takes a moment of blinking and a slight shake of her head before she’s properly pulled back to reality, only to take note of the tail end of Joker’s conversation (was it that?) with the representative. Another envelope ─ she should likely get used to those being the main method of communication, she thinks, though with her head all over the place right now, it’ll likely be something best left for later.
Honestly, the moment Joker’s done reading it, Ivory’s levels of regret only grow all the more. Is all of that necessary? At any rate, she supposes that the purpose of ‘A-level’ missions is to get them killed, one way or another ─ it’s the conclusion she’s come to, and Ivory isn’t entirely sure whether or not that means she should try avoiding them at all costs in the future or if it’s better to play the assumed game of high risk, high reward. Whenever she glances at the other two she’s with, she can’t help but think that the latter is truly the norm in their lives; does that mean it should become the norm in her, too?
So many questions, and yet none of them can be focused on just yet. Truly, she just wants the night to be done and over with as soon as possible so that she can at least have time to think ─ or at least think over something that doesn’t sum up to whether or not they should risk their lives even further for some sort of bonus.
(She doesn’t want to think about the other message in the note. She doesn’t want to consider how her name could add to that list any moment now, leaving her as nothing but another number.)
“There are three of us... and three statues....” she mumbles to herself under her breath, unconsciously tightening her grip on her canister. Perhaps she should allow it to rest in its initial active form instead of keeping it concealed the way she does ─ who knows if something will suddenly spring up and prevent her from using it the way she should. “Do you think we can do it? We may have an advantage in the dark when it comes to ambushes, but as far as the traps go...”
Her words trail off as teeth worry at her lip. The glance she throws between them is uncertain at best, but it doesn’t take long for her to end up staring at Royal Milk, sighing as her shoulders slump.
“Don’t tell me ─ the general consensus is ‘what’s the worst that can happen’, isn’t it?”
*at first bite.
@blckduchess
there is little in life that can surpass the joy that good food brings. it is there in times of stress, in times of loneliness ─ there is hardly anything to fear in the company of food, even if the threat of paranoia crawls up into one’s mind and tries to paint the world as a collective enemy. it’s the secret to happiness, her special relief in life; and, in ivory’s professional opinion, sharing such things with others is the key to spreading love in the world.
hence, this happens.
it’s not everyday that she comes across someone enjoying food with as much enthusiasm as ivory herself might at any given time ─ it’s refreshing, really, in some way, but it just as much pulls her towards the other. maybe it’s a sense of camaraderie, just from first sight? if it can happen with things like ‘love’, then there’s sure to be a friendship version of that, right? it certainly feels like that to her, even before she so much as settles at the other woman’s table, a smile on her face and a tray of various foods settling on the flat surface.
“i take it it’s really good?” she asks, already bright and enthusiastic, curiousity thrumming in her veins. “i don’t think i’ve tried it before ─ would you recommend it?”
Pancake sandwiches are amazing!! I can’t believe I’ve never tried them before!!
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I wish I could adopt all of the parakeets in the world but I can’t. 😣
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What??
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It isn’t here yet. 😢
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* plots.
hey there everyone~! just a little notice here that i now have some plots up for ivory, so! if we haven’t started plotting yet or if we haven’t gotten too much of anywhere with plotting, then maybe there’s something on the (still being updated) page that may suit your muse~! ;w; if there is, just drop by and let me know~ ♥
Aim For The Han River
jokerblck
Hangman.
[ ... ]
“Now then… with that in mind, let’s head out. Ah, but no more throwing… Of anything.”
Despite the drug-induced fuzz over his senses, Joker thinks his aim was pretty decent – the cylinder fell straight toward the other two, after all, and if Hangman had actually tried, he could’ve easily caught it. Then again, they’re probably all in the same boat when it comes to the drugs thing – Joker still can’t help but laugh, especially since the other candidate seems to have caught his weapon just fine and all’s well that ends well.
“Coming, coming.” He takes a moment to focus on climbing down, taking a few awkward steps down the grating before deciding fuck it, the ground isn’t that far away, so he drops himself back down into a dangling position from the lower part of the archway – then swings, throws his legs out, and falls. These are the kinds of stunts he’s had to get used to as a candidate in this damn game; he rolls into the impact, stopping on his knees just a short few feet from the other two in the narrow slits between the traffic.
Maybe he just likes showing off.
“Sure, we can avoid that. It’d be no good if anyone else got clocked in the head,” he chuckles toward Hangman as he stands upright – finding himself significantly taller than the other two, who are essentially the same height. Joker takes a step forward and reaches out to take his weapon from the girl; “Thanks, Taeyi-ssi.”
A pause.
Why did he say that? Ryeontae blinks a few times, mentally blaming the LSD for such an obvious slip of the tongue, and shakes his head. “I mean – yeah, I’ll come with you. Three heads are better than one and all.” He nods and turns away pointedly, brushing off what just happened – it’s not that important, not in a situation like this. It’s not even like she’d remember him, or it’d mean much of anything even if she did.
The object in his hand shifts, expanding outward into its proper form – still a melee weapon, unfortunately, but they should be able to make do if they play their cards right. “Ah – I’m Joker, by the way.” His gaze cuts toward the girl, but he doesn’t shift.
“Let’s go.”
The night gets weirder and weirder by the second, she thinks ─ at this point, she’s not sure if she’s the one out of the loop or if the loop had truly just been more of a twisted and strange lemniscate than a circle this entire time. Was being so... flashy in the dead of night on a bridge supposed to signify anything in particular? There were simple ways to do things ─ why does it seem as though no one takes the easy paths and conserve their energy for all the piled obstacles that keep getting thrown at them? Is she really the only one that thinks like this?
Maybe she’s going insane. Maybe it’s the lsd (she really, really hopes that this isn’t a common occurrence, amongst other things).
It’s likely the drug’s fault that she hears her name ─ her real name ─ in the moment she hands Coffee’s cylinder over, too, but it has her freezing momentarily nonetheless, nostalgia and confusion and a number of other reactions flashing across her expression in the moment. It’s been so long since she’s heard Taeyi and yet it feels like just yesterday, too ─ but it makes it all the more strange to hear it from a voice she’s unfamiliar with (and she’s sure she would have remembered his, before), from a stranger she’s fairly certain she’d just met.
Her mouth opens to ask him about that, but as if it never happened, he continues on in his speech, turning away as if to take over in leading them to their destination. It leaves her blinking, uncertain ─ had she imagined that and the pause that came out of it? She doesn’t like to believe that she very well might be losing her damn mind and that every small thing seems to attribute to that belief, but well ─ the conclusions are a tad bit limited, here.
She sighs, putting her own cylinder to her forehead. Her head hurts even more just attempting to think about it; best to simply allow herself to feel the slight twinge of disappointment in learning that Coffee is actually Joker, and (hopefully) remember to ask one of them why ‘Coffee’ was even mentioned in the first place. Somehow, she already knows she’ll get a better answer from one of them instead of the other ─ she hopes, at least. She can’t deal with another Royal Milk on her hands.
“Ivory,” she gives, an attempt at politeness and, well, common courtesy. It’d gone ignored with Royal Milk, as she had been too busy, well, screeching at the time. “It’s ─ nice to meet you, Joker.”
For the love of god don’t give her reason to take that back within the next five minutes. The thought crosses her mind, but she lightly clears her throat instead, keeping her cylinder snug in her grip as she naturally follows his lead.
“ ─ ah, but Mr. Royal Milk, can we keep to side of the bridge this time, instead of dodging traffic? I don’t think praying to not be hit is the proper course of action in bridge-crossing.”
( end )
Aim Lower (But Don’t Hit Me.)
blckhangman
He stares at her for what feels like far too long. She’s way too slow- but he really can’t blame her considering the drugs. It’s not like he’s feeling like he should be running around out here either, but the fear of a bullet in his head is far more frightening than getting sick because of his drug induced state. She’s amazing at speaking though. ‘Huh’ is such an incredible statement. He crosses his arms for only a moment as he waits for her to catch up. He’d love for them to hurry, but they really shouldn’t be at this exact moment.
So when she asks why him, he just shrugs his shoulders lazily. He’s not going to admit right away that it’s because he doubts that he’s stronger than she is. He just waits for her to step forward and, as soon as she’s in position, steps into her hands in order to jump up and grab the ladder. He pulls himself up seconds later- though the effort from it is a bit dizzying with the effects of the drugs in place. He stops to breath for a second- letting that overwhelming feeling fade away. Only then does he manage to pull the cylinders to his chest- quickly noticing which one is his. He tucks this strange girl’s cylinder in her shoe because peeking over the railing down at her- expression still dead and empty.
“Catch.” He mutters barely before dropped the shoe and cylinder combination next to her. After he has he climbs back down the later and drops to the ground with a slight “Oof.” He straightens up- eyes glancing around the alley.
Mission Complete: Ally Found.
Mission Complete: Weapon Found.
He glances over his shoulder at her. She’s distracted putting her shoe on… That’s good. Running around without a shoe would only make her more uncomfortable. That, despite his demeanor, he doesn’t want. She seems freaked out and that’s a negative. This is likely her first mission. She acts like she’s not at all prepared- like this is her first time dealing with all of this at once. Such a hard mission for her first one too… If they run into the mafia will she start to get even more broken up? He doesn’t want to see her crack.
He steps out of the alley in silence- not telling her his plan yet. She still struggling with her shoe, after all. There’s a car parked nearby and he stares at it for only a moment before he makes up his mind. They have quite a ways to run- more than an hour’s drive… Clearly, they shouldn’t be trying to run that whole way.
So driving while on LSD is likely a better choice.
Breaking into a car is not a talent he knew he had, but it’s one he manages. In his mind he comments that it must be that the car is as mechanical as he is. He pulls the door opened and, quickly enough, starts to figure out how to hotwire it. It’s a bit difficult, but he’s always been a quick learner. This isn’t something… He thought he would use when he learned it.
Within a minute he’s pulling up next to Ivory and glancing at her with that same- deadpan expression.
“Hey, get in… We’re going to fight the mafia.”
Her catching skills could use some work, but unfortunately, giving the circumstances of them being hunted and all, it’s not something she can do all too much about. This doesn’t make her fumbling display any better, though; turns out that reasoning doesn’t automatically provide a boost in skills to make up for the faults caused by it, and despite how much she really wishes for it right now, her eyes aren’t so capable of adjusting to the darkness that this all would go off without a hitch. The two seconds in which her fingers managed to brush the sole of her shoe were very quickly followed by the soft clattering sound of it and the cylinder meeting the ground. Close, but not quite. She’ll take it as a half-win, and blame his aim as part of the problem.
One of the things he’d said moments before suddenly comes to mind, bringing along with it a offended huff. Her aim earlier wasn’t that bad ─ there’s a lot of other determining factors, here. Like really bad luck, as it happens.
The plus side to all this is that she’s got her weapon now. It takes a bit to separate it from her shoe (after frowning slightly in displeasure for it being stuffed inside it before being tossed to her; couldn’t he have just handed it to her like a normal person? is normality such a luxury here, even now?) and an even longer ‘bit’ to proceed to hop on one foot while she tugs her reclaimed sneaker on, but it’s back in her grasp and she’s all the more relieved for it.
What she’s not relieved for is suddenly finding herself alone in an alleyway half a minute later. But before that can even register in the way that it starts to, a car pulls up and that same, flat tone greets her as though it were something to be expected. Had he been parked nearby? What a relief ─ following the instructions they’d been given were much, much easier with vehicular access (and now her pride can be spared from asking a stranger to borrow bus fare; it had seemed like the most logical plan of action up to this point).
A nervous smile manages to pull at her lips, however, even as she tugs open the passenger side door.
“If we can... we should try and keep that to a minimum, okay?”
( end )
Aim For The Han River
jokerblck
blckhangman
@blckivory and @jokerblck
[ ... ]
“Coffee Man… you might be awfully easy to shoot up there… Though don’t worry, I’m sure neither my companion or I could hit you if we threw our shoes.”
Joker presses himself as close to the railing of the bridge as he can as he runs – he’s glad that his weapon seems to be on the bridge, not in the river itself, since swimming seems awfully tiring at this point. The drivers on the bridge are looking at him strangely but at least they aren’t trying to shoot him; he stands still for a moment, pushes his lips to the side, and stares upward. It’s above him – on the arches.
“This is ridiculous,” he grumbles, stretching his arms. Ridiculous, but nothing he can’t handle. He’s pretty sure he could get away with anything at this point. Joker wastes no time scaling the metal structure, feeling the way the slow-moving drivers have to be staring at him – he’s not about to fall, though. He isn’t here for slapstick, after all.
Well, so he says, but he loses his footing just a bit and has to catch himself mid-fall – his hands scream from the uncomfortable grip and Joker could swear his racing heart had stopped beating for a moment, there. At least he’d probably survive if he fell into the river, but…
“Coffee Man” – Joker glances down upon hearing that, blinking a few times. Why did he know that was referring to him? There are two people there who he vaguely recognizes, in different ways – the guy, the one talking to him, he’s met more recently, but he can’t put his finger on where he’s met that girl before yet. Joker huffs; “Then don’t do that,” he calls in a low tone, “your shoes are better off on your feet anyway.”
He pulls himself up with all his strength, feet connecting with the underside of the metal archway so he can flip up the rest of the way. Being superhuman, having limits that are hard to reach – it definitely has its perks. Once he’s on his feet Joker only has to reach forward a bit to grab his cylinder, wondering how someone even managed to get it up here – this sort of nonsense never ceases to amaze him.
“Hey, Royal Milk Guy,” he calls back down, leaning over the edge of his perch to look at the pair, “Catch.” And with that cavalier kind of trust that only Joker could possibly manage, he tosses his weapon gently down toward the pair so that he can properly climb off of this stupid archway that’s somehow digging into his feet through his shoes.
She doesn’t know how often she’ll be doing these if this is how all of them are meant to go. Not that she has any sense for that, that is; for an introduction to a high level mission, there were certainly no baby steps granted to someone who was as new to this as a kitten taken from its mother and relocated to a new home. How these things are meant to go and what’s expected of her ─ she knows nothing more than what’s been given on a piece of paper that said nothing truly at all, and ‘nothing’ becomes even harder to fathom when her physical discomfort alone messes with one’s head.
Speaking of physical discomfort, she’s quite sure her heart had yet to settle from the terrifying situation that was her newfound partner’s very unexpected, very illegal driving. In fact, if Ivory were to hazard a guess, her soul was truly left somewhere in the streets of Seongbuk, where the first mistake of stepping into a “borrowed” car was made ─ she’d like to have it back for more than a few seconds at a time, but the longer she stays at this man’s side, the more acquainted she feels with the concept of near death; its cold claws snatch it back from her once again.
Why can’t he stay to the sides of the road? Out of traffic? Why?
Half of her heaving has little to nothing to do with the running they’d been doing up to this point; between the drug’s side effects still in action and the miniature heart attacks she suffers at each and every turn, she nearly feels as though her true mission is to keep herself from falling over and giving up the goal entirely. Or maybe it’s her choice of company that’s slowly driving her insane, rather than these quests she’s meant to complete.
What’s this about coffee? Her head hurts.
Between a gulp of air and a shakily raised finger, there’s a number of words sharp and at the ready on her tongue that all but fall off into a pit of jumbled sounds when someone else speaks. It’s then that she looks up, the expression on her face all but a sketch of what now? as she squints, slowly putting the puzzle together.
She thinks that “Royal Milk” doesn’t quite suit the guy she’d been stuck with this past hour or so, but if there’s one thing she’d learned since that harrowing time in those storage containers, it’s that names are best left unquestioned.
“Coffee guy”, also, doesn’t seem all too steady as far as thought processes go, given the ease in which he’d just toss his weapon despite how poorly that choice of action could go. The noise she makes is one of startled distress ─ for his sake, it seems; she’d been making that sound quite often since she’d woken up ─ but it’s quickly soothed in some odd, scrambling way.
Royal Milk is good for unexpected graces, she supposes; and Coffee’s aim isn’t exactly awful. As the container smacks Royal Milk square on the head, bouncing sadly in her direction thereafter, Ivory comes to the conclusion that out of the many ways that this could’ve gone, this one was the safest and most secure. Not to mention that maybe, just maybe, Royal Milk would have some sense knocked into him now.
She’d say just as much, but time is a creeping pressure at their backs, and Ivory wants nothing more than to get to the temple and avoid even more distressing situations as soon as possible.
“I’ve got it!” she confirms, waving Coffee’s cylinder in her hand. Not an ounce of concern for Royal Milk’s skull is shown; she’s sure he’ll be fine. Given the traffic situation and the fact that, you know, they’re being hunted down, she’s not so sure if they all will be if they continue to dawdle for long.
“We know where to go from here, right?” The thought that she’d automatically assumed Coffee would now be joining them on their track to the temple crosses her mind as something presumptuous; maybe she should fix that. “I mean ─ if you’re coming too? To the Bongeunsa Temple?”
Aim Lower (But Don’t Hit Me.)
blckhangman:
@blckivory
For once his blank stare almost fits the scenario. How did it come to this? When he came to his senses he was already jogging through the city with a fuzzy memory and realizing that things were, if anything, a bit off. He recalls, at least partially, why his memories are so broken but more why his head feels so utterly unclear. He hates it. His mind is his only real weapons- his ability to watch and learn is what keeps him strong. This damn drug is an absolute nightmare.
On top of that, he’s back in the lovely tacky track pants and hoodie They just can’t allow him to keep his signature scarf, can they? It make his expression hiding that much more difficult, but even on the drug it’s natural for him to to keep everything as empty as possible. So he ran for a while- searching for his weapon as it seemed like the best plan.
By the time he spotted it, he started to realize things might go downhill. He’s never met this girl- has no clue who she is. Well, it’s clear she’s also a Candidate judging by the fact there they are now both staring blankly at their cylinders. How did they get on the fire escape? Is this a jab at the fact that both of them are the minimum height? How is he going to get up there in the first place? He glances at the girl again- blank as always. She’s as staring, but she seems to be thinking of something quite clearly. She has a plan.
The moment she starts to pull her shoe off he puts a hand out only slightly. Between the drug and the way she looks, he assumes that she won’t be able to aim well enough to knock the cylinders down successfully. Unfortunately, the drug makes it a bit hard to speak quickly and her shoe is long gone by the time he even manages to open his mouth to try and tell her that it’s a bad plan. He watches the shoe soar through the air, into the fire escape, and then… It’s stuck.
“Good job.” He’s completely deadpan, but internally he might be making some sort of joke. “If you had just waited a few moments I could have informed you that your aim is shit… However, I must admit my fault. I didn’t realize your aim was that poor. You didn’t even miss. You’ve made the absolute worst throw possible. If you had missed the shoe could have at least been retrieved. Now it’s stuck with the cylinders and you’re left barefoot…” Devoid of anything, he continues to stare at his cylinders and now the shoe that accompanies them both. “I would say you should attempt to toss me onto the fire escape, but considering the aim with your shoe that sounds extremely unpleasant. I haven’t practiced my human cannon ball act.” He crosses his arms slowly- not looking at her still. He’s slowly calculating a plan that doesn’t involve shoe throwing, or any throwing, for that matter.
“And judging by your extremely poor aim, you’d throw me at such an angle that I would somehow slip directly through the cracks in the fire escape and my neck would get caught… Then my name would become awfully ironic, wouldn’t it…?” He walks toward the fire escape and look up at it from below. There’s nothing long enough to knock the objects down easily. Climbing will be optimal… It seems that there will have to be some form of boost required.
“Come over here and boost me up.” He glances back at her only now. “I can reach the ladder with a bit of assistance and then I can retrieve both of our weapons. At this point, it is only logical that we work together, so we can complete this mission after we have gotten them down.” He gestures weakly noncommittally- still far to difficult to read. Everything he’s doing is unreadable- neutral. He wouldn’t have it any other way. He pulls his hood up only now.
“We also might should make an effort to hurry. As much fun as I’m sure we could have fighting the mafia and their guns weaponless, I think it would be more productive if they never find us.”
In hindsight, staying home and declining the invitation was likely the smartest decision she could have made, but such a thing is now nothing more than a regret lingering in the back of her muddled mind. Not to mention the thought is fairly useless in a moment like this ─ staring up at the weapon she needs and the mistake she’d made in an attempt to get it, standing next to a man who, she’s sure only by context alone, is in the same boat as she is in the moment. There were many ways things could have turned out for the better, but alas: fortune does not seem to favor the participants of such a game.
Fortune also appears to not spare her ears, either, it seems; the male’s rattling seems to do nothing but go through one ear and out the other, and all Ivory can manage in the light of it, a blank stare to mirror his blank tone, is a brilliantly conjured “─huh?” to it all.
A delayed thought rolls over mentions of his name ─ one in which she doesn’t recall knowing ─ and tries to connect some thought around it. It’s harder than it sounds, given the steady pulses of nausea that continue to ripple through her, shaking up her ability to think in combination with the plethora of remaining side-effects, and in the end, it’s not really a surprise that she comes up short. What’s ironic about dying, unless his name is ‘life’ or something along those lines? She doesn’t get it.
There’s no way to be sure if her attention being pulled by his words once again is a blessing or a curse; on one hand, what he says isn’t entirely incorrect from what she can manage to gather. On the other, she’s found that it is quite easy to become lost when bombarded with a slew of unexpected information. Patience is something she has in droves under normal circumstances ─ but this is in fact anything but normal.
At least the idea he comes up with is one that she’d already been thinking of, herself, though confusion runs across her face and a brow slightly raises in the process.
“You? Why you?” Would it not make more sense for her to be the one being lifted? It’s certainly what one would expect, if nothing else ─ but it doesn’t stop her from stepping forward and getting into position anyway, anxiousness to retrieve her cylinder running near rampantly.
“─could you please bring my shoe back, too?” Her sock-covered toes squirm in discomfort. At least she hadn’t thrown the second one in an attempt to try again ─ her aim shouldn’t nearly be that bad, but with the weakness that pulls her down to less than her best, it’s not something she thinks she was much capable of helping.
quick ooc message~
i’ve vanished for a moment and there are,, a lot of new acceptances since then and honestly i don’t remember everyone i just mass followed so!! welcome you all that i have yet to talk to!! ;w; guess i’ll just... treat this like a second intro and link this for you all and wrap this all up easily by saying i’m!! around and free to plot, yes! ;w; so if you’d like to or you’d like me to pop up in your ims/dms for any other reason, like this post and i’ll get back to you for sure this time! whee zes,,
* steps.
it is a disorientating thing, to wake up when you’re all but certain that you never would again. it happens again, and again, and again ─ there’s hardly any way to trust her own judgement anymore when it comes to this straight yet endless path, with each instinctive thought being either twisted or proven wrong entirely.
i’ll drown, she’d thought, met with a pool of water that required crossing. but she made it anyway, soaked to the bone and chest heaving, wondering how is it that it’s this time of all that she’d managed to get somewhere by utilizing her own personalized form of doggy-paddling.
this will kill me, she was sure of it, helplessly trying not to inhale the smoke that filled the contained space. it didn’t work, and a thousand regrets flash through her mind as tears slipped down her face. she was out like a light soon enough, but she rose from that, too.
*excited wiggling* hello, hello~! ;w; i’m fluffy, and i am. pretty damn hype about this rp tbh. this concept’s got me floored. ♥ anywho, you can find me on twitter @itfluffeh or @trashfluff, or on discord at fluffy#2784, or you can chill in tumblr ims if you’d like ─ whichever’s convenient for plotting with you, i don’t mind! ;w; that aside, here’s a little bit about my child here under the cut, and i can’t wait to get everything started (this would’ve been up last night but i straight up fell asleep halfway through typing and now the rp’s officially opened whoOPS)!
previously known as choi taeyi, a part time barista studying to become an elementary school teacher. also a mother to two parakeets that are hopefully in the hands of her younger sister, now
kidnapped somewhat recently, like around a month or so
despite that she’s still in some state of shock about everything (understandably)
chose her animal as a bear because it’s something her old friends used to call her, teasing that bears are usually calm until they or their family is threatened, which isn’t really a lie. would’ve been tiger but she knows she’s not that cool (she was also told this)
is nurturing and kind, but also has a streak of being dishonest and hypocritical
selfless and yet selfish at the same time?? believes in the ‘greater good’ deep down despite being the type to preach just be good to everyone, but has a sense of self-preservation that convinces her to weasel out of something when she’s the one on the chopping block. where is your heart, kid
almost chose the peace door but in the end was too tempted by knowledge, as learning is something close to her heart (but also because knowledge is power, and being peaceful can only get you so far)
she loves food. she knows she loves food. live to eat, not eat to live
i don’t really have a strong and specific concept for her but i did end up thinking about yui (the teacher) from corpse party a little?? though the main inspiration is more like “soft and sweet teacher turns badass down the line after going through lots of shit’. she’s still in the pretty sweet spectrum though, despite. y’know. killing a man.
Do you like to dream?