brain dead, pussy thinking though

elena (she-her) | 18+ | 20s | ao3 by the same name | landorina

[blessedlikeholywater]

⋆˚₊ 𖤓☽˚.⋆ always pussycoded ⋆˚₊ 𖤓☽˚.⋆

elena : nineteen ♡ she/her and bi ♡ writer of f1 rpf ♡ lando glazer & crazy feminist ♡ no wag hate!! ♡ ln1 above all else but i don't hate on other drivers

you may find : 481 content, daisy jones & the six, addison rae, olivia rodrigo, and political content

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links & tags : my ao3, my fic snippets/general writing stuff, landoposting, my asks

dni: wag haters, bigots, misogynists, minors, and anti-ln

[galindaelphaba]

YOU SEEM PRETTY SAD FOR A GIRL SO IN LOVE

[blessedlikeholywater]

SHAKING LIKE A BUNNY BC SOON I GET TO LISTEN TO OLIVIA'S NEW ALBUM YAYYYYYY

[blessedlikeholywater]

16 and 23 for the know your fic writer ask game!!

tets :)))

16. how many fic ideas are you nurturing right now? share one of them?

i think i have about 6 wips on the go at the moment! i want to focus on my rich druggie son lando x bodyguard oscar au next i reckon. basically just drug addict total mess pr-nightmare-for-his-dad lando. and then oscar who works for a private military company and did something to piss his whole class off and so was hired by adam to look after lando. kind of portrait of a lady on fire coded idk.

23. best writing advice for other writers?

i think that really atmospheric writing is not that bad lmao. like maybe that's a personal choice thing but i think these days people really lean into a very minimalist (that's not the right word, cos i love minimalist writing) kind of bare writing style and i think there's nothing wrong with being super cringe and over the top. i think of writing like painting. or like music. writing is art too!!

thank you for your ask!

[blessedlikeholywater]

18 and 22 for the ask game?🥺🤲❤️

hiiiiii

18. do you title your fics before, during, or after the writing process? how do you come up with titles?

during!! titling a fic makes me excited about posting it so i'm more excited to write it. also i listen to soo much music, so the process is always very fun. and also there's so much you can say with a title!! like in nortrellao, the title was a y tu mama tambien quote, which was what the fic was inspired by. so yeah

22. are there certain types of writing you won’t do? (style, pov, genre, tropes, etc)

i mean i'm honestly pretty fluid!! i think the one thing i struggle with is super dense writing. i still want to be able to read my own fanfiction when my brain is tired you know

thank you for your ask :)

[blessedlikeholywater]

…. can’t stop thinking about ur cowboy oscar 814 wip 🫪🫪

also SIZE DIFFERENCE lando looks like a little slut(lovingly) in comparison LOOOL

cowboy oscarrrrrrrrrrr. i'm so obsessed with him. like those massive muscular thighs from riding horses all day. his hands all calloused. (also lando looking at him like that. lmao. he's just like me fr)

i was trying to find the photo of oscar holding the whip but it's gone forever 😭😭😭 my love

[blessedlikeholywater]

7, 10, and 19 for the ask game please!! :D

7. how do you choose which pov to write from?

i honestly don't think i've ever genuinely had to decide who to write from in a fic. most of them just come to me pretty much fully formed and i just go with the flow.

10. cltr+f "blinks" on your wip & copy paste the first sentence or paragraph that comes up

papaya rules polycule boarding school au

Unfortunately – or fortunately, depending on how you looked at it – Lily decided to get there first. As usual. “Oscar,” she said. Her voice was calm, and Magui envied her for it. 

Oscar jerked himself away like he’d been burned. Lando blinked, confused for a second before spotting Magui and stumbling forwards. He clutched at her arm, and when they made eye contact, his pupils were huge and dilated. He didn’t look apologetic – which was good, from her perspective, there was nothing to apologize for – just lost and disorientated. She looked up at him, forgetting Oscar and Lily for a second. “Okay?” she whispered. 

Lando nodded, leaning to press his face into her shoulder. His breath was hot. 

Oscar looked a little sheepish, a little smug, but mostly concerned. Magui wondered if he and Lily had the same– arrangement her and Lando did. She thought they probably didn’t. Neither of them seemed like the type. 

19. what is the most-used tag on your ao3?

explicit sexual content 🙈🙈🙈

thank you for your ask!

[fishyfishfih]

im on my path having my own art pattern

[monacobby]

imagine your years long situationship breaks up with you, is spotted all over the south of france having the time of his life with people exponentially more famous than you, and strangers on the internet are making edits of the two of you together set to taylor swift breakup songs. i’d have to walk into the sea i think.

[puhnatsson]

mclaren boysssss 🧡 81x1

[blessedlikeholywater]

42 55 and 77 (for the ask game):>>!

42. what was the last fic you read? did you enjoy it?

the last fic i read was standard procedure on ao3 by @let-it-linger. extremely hot, doctor oscar x driver lando, prostate exam, all the works. everything you could want in a fic!! 10/10, will definitely reread.

55. of the characters you write for, which is your favorite? has that choice been swayed at all by your followers/readers’ reactions to certain ones?

my first instinct is to say oscar, because i feel like i'm very comfortable in his pov. multichapter fics will do that to ya. but i also really enjoyed writing for lando in lunar valleys. so i'd say it's a mixed bag. george's pov is also really fun! i've always enjoyed writing for him.

77. do you have a favorite scene you’ve written from a story/chapter? 

shameless self promo but recently i had so much fun writing some nortrellao and this scene was very fun [under the cut].

After P and Max go to bed, Lando sits on the balcony.

He’s uncomfortably full from all the pasta, bloated and stretching grumpily against the buttons of his dress shirt. He can feel it in his throat, and when he shifts, just a little, testing it, his stomach gurgles painfully. He should get up and go inside, because it’s getting just the slightest bit chilly, but moving seems immensely unappealing right now. Lando flops back onto the daybed with a soft groan, glaring at the sky.

The balcony door opens behind him. Lando doesn’t bother looking. It’s not Max. “. . . Hi.”

“Hey,” P says, sitting herself cautiously down beside him. “Are you okay?”

Lando laughs miserably. “My fucking stomach. Jesus Christ.”

She makes a sympathetic noise, and there’s a beat of silence before he turns to her. “I’ll, um, probably go in soon. You don’t have to stay out here.”

“Right,” she says, and then hesitates. “Do you want– what is the word. Your belly hurts, no?” She waits until he nods before saying, “I can rub it, if you want.”

Lando blinks at her. His body is on fire. There’s nothing really to say, nothing really to do except nod and curl into her. There’s the faintest bit of softness at her hip, something exempt from the sleek, complete lines of her body, and he presses his face into it. One of her hands finds his hair, the other finds his stomach, and she’s pressing, just gently, tiny little circles. Lando whimpers, and P laughs softly. “Meu bichinho. Hurts, doesn’t it?”

Lando presses his face deeper into her skin and tries to savour this memory forever. Check it into permanent residency in his brain, the softness of her palms, the warmth in her voice. He squeezes his eyes shut and knows this is wrong and he knows it isn’t real, and knows – knows and knows and knows – that she calls Max the same thing. That she does this same thing for Max.

The thought is scary. So scary he doesn’t want to think about it, so he just breathes in the smell of her perfume, the heat of her skin, and goes to sleep.

thank you for your ask!

[ahdriking]

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[blessedlikeholywater]

three photos in a row with central cee

[blessedlikeholywater]

are people fundamentally the same person their whole lives

[2shy]

[fabioquartararhoe]

none of these words are in the bible

[ghoulish-art-tendencies]

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