this is the worst ive been financially since i moved out 5 years ago. im doing everything i possibly can to get out of the hole but it seems impossible right now. both my paypal and my bank account are in the red right now. i've been desperately trying to get back on track with my finances for a few months now, ever since my last job screwed me over with cutting my hours i've been REALLY struggling to make ends meet. im anywhere from $500-$800 behind depending on the time of the month. this is what im working with right now:
the good news is i have a new job that pays decently, ive been working here for almost two months and things are going really well. i can see myself working here for a long time! but my paychecks end up covering whats negative and when i pay my bills im right back at square one. its like filling a bucket with a hole in it and i need to figure out a way to patch up that hole.
ive tried applying to government assistance, applying for loans, applying for a credit card, and nothing works out because i do have a job i make a decent living with (according to the government) and my bank account is near constantly in the negative the last few months so banks want nothing to do with me.
at this point i have no other choice but to open emergency comms. i'm doing single character full body illustrations for $80 each. nsfw and sfw. please be aware that i have comms already in my queue as well so turnaround will be a few months. im only doing single character comms for this so i can get through them easier! they will also be in a separate section of my trello queue
if youd like to just donate to me to help with the balance, that would also be SUPER appreciated!!! literally anything helps at this point. i'm doing my absolute best to get back on track but the cost of living is insane and i fear it wont be possible to catch back up with just my paycheck alone.
vnm: tobias_leviathan (i can use this money right away for things like groceries and bills)
pp: paypal.me/bewearrr (this will go straight into the overdrafted balance, but i need to pay it off somehow )
please reblog if anything at all, thank you all so much for the help youve given me so far, i'll be back on track again soon!!!!
i have some (censored) examples of my art under the cut for those interested in a commisson! as well as more commission info in general
my comm queue can be seen here: https://trello.com/b/BOj0GzaE/commissions
(tumblr flagged the first censored post so i had to censor it further)
truly just learn the phrase "I did not like this" instead of trying to give some moral or ethical reasoning behind why it's actually evil and morally wrong and problematic. you are allowed to just not like things because they're not good in your personal opinion, they don't have to be problematic you can just not like them
like, social transitioning require immense patience with others. countless long, circuitous conversations with family and friends who "dont get it." unwanted stares, confrontations, and sexual harassment from people in public spaces.
and its not just other people you need to have patience with, which sucks! medical transition is one big long-ass waiting game! HRT takes months to even start working (whether you take E or T), and years to really kick into high gear. surgeries have massive waitlists, and prep/recovery can take months.
I'm sorry but why the fuck would you only have 2-3 toppings on a pizza????? That's a waste!!!! You're barely getting any flavor and if you do it's all crust, sauce and cheese, the worst parts of a pizza!!!! You HAVE to have 5 or more or else you lose the taste to just crust, sauce, and cheese which are literally the worst and most disgusting parts of pizza. Gross
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