RFA.

there's a bitter taste in his mouth , it tastes of absence and myths , copper and steel , a knife pressed against his will to exist without her .

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please reblog // like if you’re willing to interact w/ tom from mysme !!! written by ace ,, tom is sevens close friend and a party guest !!

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fuckin. gimme a summer camp au thanks . …  tom seven and yoosung being the Most Ridiculous and Extra TM. zen and jumin are the camp counsellors and zen is always organising the end of camp Show. jaehee is more of a behind the scenes kinda gal, workin round the clock. v and rika r camp owners. 

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let me drive my van into your heart is yoosung FKcu

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listne i could probably fuckign point out 20 songs for v from SU im a MESS 

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LOVE LIKE YOU FROM STEVEN UNIVERSE BUT ITS V SINGING LOL B YE

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unsent messages, get ur unsent messages!! // ACCEPTING

[ UNSENT ]: The gentle breeze of spring has come and my nerves are calm. You called me autumn and I understand now. I feel like I am changing. It is because of you. There is a smile on my face before I go to sleep most nights now. Thank you.

[ UNSENT ]: You are so different from Rika that it’s refreshing, yet so similar my heart aches. How do I burn the guilt I feel whenever I think of you? We clash like waves against the beach, softly leaving your imprint on me. 

[ UNSENT ]: I distance myself from you because I care too much for you. I am dangerous to know and worse still to love. My love is not healing, my love breaks people apart. I am blind to your imperfections and I don’t know what to do. She will be so angry.

[ UNSENT ]: Do I still love her? Or am I trying to hold on with iron fists to what I used to call love. THis…is unfamiliar terrain. I don’t know what to do…all I know is…you’re the one I want to discuss everything with.

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anyways im gonna pop over to tom for a bit lol, pls talk to me HERE 

send him memes and talk to him he is a tiny baby

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UNSENT MESSAGES, READ THE DEAD MANS TEXTS !! // ACCEPTING

[ UNSENT ]: I can’t watch you perform anymore. It hurts too much. If I try…all I can see in my head is her, enthusiastic, herself. She’s cheering so loudly and she almost outshines you. I’m sure you are still incredible on stage, but…I cannot cheer you on alone, Hyun. I am so sorry, I am so selfish.

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□ hoI.... if this is ok obv

blablabla unread messages, v. /// accepting

[ UNSENT ]: You look at me as though I am your saviour, sometimes. You talk about me as though I am an almighty being and you are but a loyal servant. Luciel, please stop that. If you continue to think I have no faults…we’ll both fall when the time comes.

[ SENT ]: Hahaha. My slave? No, Luciel, I’m not Jumin. Hahahaha. Sorry, Jumin. 

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v is dead and i am posting all of his unsent messages // accepting

[ UNSENT ]: I am so glad to know you, Luciel. I often read your messages within the chat and I am overwhelmed. You are a trusted friend, a genius. I am so proud of you and everything you have achieved since we first met. No matter what happens…please keep moving forward.

[ UNSENT ]: Forget about me and everything I have said. Just…be happy someday.

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RECEIVE PREVIOUSLY UNREAD TEXTS FROM V // ACCEPTING

[ UNSENT ]: You swear absolute loyalty to me. You call yourself my slave, tell everyone you have absolute obedience toward me. I wish I had treated you better. I wish I had stopped Rika from hurting Saeran. I wish I hadn’t lied. I thought I was doing what was right but…I am a coward. I am selfish. I did it all for Rika. I thought I could save her. I am so sorry.

[ UNSENT ]: Everything I’m saying feels like an excuse now. It’s the end and I have ruined everything. You considered me a father and I ruined that. I ruined your trust I– I ruined everything. I am so sorry.

[ UNSENT ]: In a way, Rika blessed me by blinding me. This way, I could not see the disappointment, the fury, the hurt that must have been so evident when you found everything out. I am so sorry.

[ UNSENT ]: I hoped things wouldn’t end this way, Luciel. Maybe…in another life…maybe we’re okay. I look forward to it. 

[ UNSENT ]: I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m so–

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read some unsent texts from v // accepting

[ UNSENT ]: If you gave Jumin a chance…you’d see how incredible he is. He works for everything he has. Yes, he has a lot to attribute to his family but…Jumin is so much more than just that.  

[ UNSENT ]: His father did you and your mother wrong, yes. He shouldn’t have shunned the both of you. Being abandoned…I understand that it hurts. Someone who is supposed to love you…when they leave you it hurts. I know you never got the chance to love your father, or your brother, but please. Everything happens for a reason. 

[ UNSENT ]: Don’t ignore Jumin when he tries to reach out. He means well, I promise.

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□ ( so?? this comes up as a box on my computer so hopefully??? i'm??? sending?? the right thing???

[ UNSENT ]; Jumin, I’m sorry. You have stuck by me through so much and I have repaid you in lies and absence. If…you could only understand that I’m trying my best to protect the RFA…I hope you’d agree with me. But, for now, I’ll appreciate your loyalty and I’ll keep my distance.

[ UNSENT ]; Do you remember when we were little and we used to play in your garden? I used to scrape my knees all the time whereas you managed to stay presentable. I’m sorry. I…I miss being a child, sitting under the sunset and talking about what we’d do when we grow up. I’m sorry I grew up to be such a disappointment. 

[ UNSENT ]: Maybe after everything we could grab lunch? We could talk about your work, talk about Elizabeth the 3rd. Talk about everything. But…even then…I think this has gone too far.

[ UNSENT ]: Please don’t think I chose her over you. Please…don’t think bad of me.

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send me □ and i'll reply w/ unsent texts from my muse to yours!!

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please reblog // like if you’re willing to interact w/ tom from mysme !!! written by ace ,, tom is sevens close friend and a party guest !!

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Here’s something for V, he needs more love. Make more thing’s for the poor babe~

(please don’t repost)

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please reblog // like if you’re willing to interact w/ tom from mysme !!! written by ace ,, tom is sevens close friend and a party guest !!

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i made toms blog but im not gonna announce it for an hour or so until i can get on the computer and post one of those reblog//like things