A place for me to share my art and pretend I’m a silly shapeshifter guy Asks are usually turned off because I get really anxious about talking with people lmao Any pronouns Not really looking to make friends with people I don’t know IRL Master procrastinator
It's been about a week since I last posted sooooo here's some low-effort peak fanart I made a while ago ✌️
I gotta keep my followers (15 actual people and like a million scam bots that I haven't gotten around to blocking) well fed enough to survive the coming winter/summer 😌
Since artfight is ominously looming in the distance, I thought it'd be a good idea to work on making some new reference sheets and play around with designs.
They aren't very "high quality" (gaps in colouring, messy lines, etc), but that's because I preferred to prioritise expressing the information on sheet.
Wreck It Ralph if it were woke and if the voices in my head controlled it all idkTHESE ARENT MEANT TO BE THE CANON CHARACTERS OK. these are really just . me in some way
info dump below the cut i keep forgetting how tumblr works i might mess this up anyways this wont be a vent i guess but i just want to ramble ok
so uhm wreck it ralph? watched that movie for the first time as a kid I cant remember when exactly but i did watch it. Then got obsessed with it cuz of The Video™ only in October of 2025! How recent!! i love that movie and those characters to bits top three fav characters 1. SOUR BILL OMHLLLLGLMMM😋🤤 2. Turbo 3. Vanellope💘💘💘
"What are these designs for/based on??" thats a great question cuz idk!! either!! erm maybe its stupid horribly self centred and indulgent headcanons based off the voices in my brain + my horrible sense of self, identity and gender/sexuality ............. or. just funny lookin cartoon characters who knows i have no idea
No Transition but i got diagnosed schizophrenic on a tuesday like. 3 weeks ago i cant remember the exact date and i dont care. i also do believe that im a system and have been working with my psychiatrist and therapist to work on myself and my potential system. been doing research on that topic and everything around it since september of 2024 ok yeah
Im not gonna go in details about. idk everything? like my life, my diagnosis, my traumas etc... idc for that. I have professionals i can work with; i have friends i can talk to; i dont want to go back to being that 12 year old kid getting way too personal with random people on the internet
Just. Im just trying to say that I've been trying to figure myself out for half of my life now and it is just now slowly.. very slowly getting clearer. I have found communities i feel safe in, friends i can trust, medical staff that give me help (staff that will change soon since i'll turn 18 in july but still) and family i can be open to. i like living, for the most part but no no yes I Like Living.
It's really, really hard sometimes but damn it does it feel good after those days of sorrow. I'll be on new meds soon-ish to treat my schizophrenia, i'll get financial aids cuz of my inability to work once im 18,, i can actually see a somewhat clear future for myself!
i thought i'd be gone at 14. then 15. then 16. then 17— And now im almost 18! Maybe it does get better idk
ALL TO SAY i love art, i love expressing myself even in the most obnoxiously cringe ways, i love life and i think. i love myself
don’t argue with or challenge the delusion—attempting to disprove someone’s delusions is not helpful at all and will result in that person not trusting you
assure the delusional person that they are safe; be open and honest at all times
encourage them to verbalize their feelings and offer protection to prevent injury to themselves or, possibly, others
start building a trusting relationship with them rather than acting on a desire to control their symptoms
do not confirm or feed into the delusion by asking questions about it when the person is not experiencing a psychotic episode
what it does not mean:
insisting to a psychotic person experiencing psychosis that what they’re experiencing isn’t real
I don’t mean to trivialize psychosis by making a weird comparison, but this guide also serves as a handy checklist for helping someone through a bad drug trip. In both cases your number one priority is to get the person through whatever they’re dealing with unharmed.
i don’t think it’s trivializing at all, nor a weird comparison—as a psychotic person who has had psychotic episodes inadvertently triggered by drug use and/or worsened while trying to self-medicate with drugs, i think this is an important addition.