Lovely but Dead

((((WARNING!!This is a depressive blog with alot OF triggers!!))))(I don't support depression self harm or any other disorder. I just use this blog for expression)Martha 18 years old. I suffer of anxiety and depression. This year I found myself and I hope everyone can. I'm in such a better place now. It's possible to like where you are in life.

[poetrydystopian]

I yearn for a hand I cannot hold

[worthless-misery]

I hate myself.

I hate my face.

I hate my eyes.

I hate my ears.

I hate my nose.

I hate my mouth.

I hate my lips.

I hate my hair.

I hate my neck.

I hate my shoulders.

I hate my chest.

I hate my back.

I hate my belly.

I hate my hips.

I hate my arms.

I hate my hands.

I hate my fingers.

I hate my skin.

I hate my crotch.

I hate my thighs.

I hate my knees.

I hate my legs.

I hate my feet.

I hate my ankles.

I hate my toes.

I hate my smile.

I hate my laugh.

I hate my scars.

I hate my stretch marks.

I hate my bones.

I hate my body hair.

I hate my voice.

I hate my mind.

I hate my thoughts.

I hate my dysphoria.

I hate my depression.

I hate my anxiety.

I hate my eating disorders.

I hate my trauma.

I hate my nightmares.

I hate my past.

I hate my memories.

I hate my childhood.

I hate my adolescence.

I hate my adulthood.

I hate my existence.

I hate my life.

I just hate every single thing about myself so fucking much...

[thoughtcascades]

nobody warns you adulthood means craving physical contact like it's a vitamin deficiency

[closetocanada]

... and I am extraordinarily undernourished.

[mis-pinches-frases]

Que clase de crueldad la tuya, desnudarme la mente y el alma, caminar entre todos mis secretos y locuras, conocer mis miedos y mis más ocultas perversiones, y aún así dejarme la ropa puesta ahogando mi cuerpo en deseo... vaya que eres cruel.

[notmysoulmatejustlesson]

[tanibaldrs]

[333661]

[theaurorasky]

Bridgerton 3x05 Polin's First Time

[aangarchy]

✨ tonight i want all of you tonight give me everything toniiight✨

[zumiiisumsum]

at this point, i dont want my siblings to watch this season bc i dont want them to know why give me everything is constantly playing on my phone

[ikwhoiam]

¿Porqué siempre mis “amigos” me terminan abandonando?.

[not-happy-user]

Y vuelvo a mi escondite en Tumblr, donde nadie sabe quien soy y a quien escribo

.nothappyuser

[sosuperawesome]

Tentacle Tights and Kneesocks

Tinkercast on Etsy

See our #Etsy or #Tights tags

[un-ser-incomprensible-deactivat]

“No te enamores de una persona curiosa. No dejara un suspiro sin explicación. Te pedirá que explotes cuando estas enojado y que llores cuando estas herido. Te preguntara que significa esa ceja levantada. Los curiosos no se conforman con el exterior, desean el interior. Ellos quieren lo que te hace pesado, lo que te hace sentir incomodo, lo que te hace gritar de alegría, de ira, y de angustia. Su piel se convertirá en paginas en las que aprenderás a derramar tu ser”

— Satella

[babyanimalgifs]

[chubbicub]

Me on my way to the fridge at 1:38 in the morning for a little snacki snaccc

[parks-and-rex]

The internet is losing its collective mind over these adorable new cat paw cups that have been released by Starbucks China. The cups feature double walls so that the inner shape looks like a cat’s paw dipping into the cup, as well as a cute cherry blossom design on the outer glass.

The cups were only just released on Tuesday, but there have already been reports of arguments and even fistfights in various Starbucks locations across China as collectors try to score one for themselves. These adorable cups are also available online for a limited time, get yours HERE.

[islandofmysfittoys]

Catch me throwing hands with a 90 year old woman to get me one of these

[johnwickofficial]

Mine just came in the mail and yes I am losing my mind 😂

[aperfectamenteimperfecta]

“No seas insegura. Entre todas las personas que hay en el mundo te escogió a ti. Sí, puede que sientas que no eres la mejor, puede que te sientas insuficiente y pienses que puede encontrar a alguien mejor. Y sí, puede que haya alguien mejor. Pero te escogió a ti, se interesó en ti. Quiere una relación contigo, quiere presentarte a su familia, conocerte a la perfección, saber cada detalle sobre tí y enamorarte día a día.No lo alejes con tus inseguridades, disfrútalo. Te quiere, lo quieres, se quieren. No importa nadie ni nada más. No lo eches a perder por miedo a perderlo. Gózalo, disfrútalo, enamórate, vive.”

— Valery Soza.