A Hopeful Vampire

"Human or vampire, if somebody tells me it's wrong to hope, I'll tell them they're wrong every time." (Indipendent Hellsing crossover Vampire!Madoka Kaname RP blog. Please read my /about and /rules before interacting.)

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sir-intxgra​:

A vampire in pink lolita, young in every sense of the word. There was something disarming about the girl. Now Integra really has seen everything. Perhaps she truly was harmless, in mindset at least.

Integra lowered her gun by an inch for show. She could still deal a hearty blow if needed. “I have been killing vampires since I was twelve years old. I know how vampires work.”

“What are your intentions with your unlife, Vampire?” 

Madoka gulped again. Killing vampires since she was a kid, huh? That was... yeah, she couldn’t. Mess up, huh?  “I... um... I’m...”

She went quiet for a moment, looking down.

“I don’t... really know,” nothing like honesty, huh? “I just... I just didn’t want to die. I don’t... I don’t know what to do from here on out,” Madoka admitted.

“Even if I still had a home I couldn’t go back. I guess I’ll... wander? And... kill the worse monsters,” Madoka reasoned, seemingly trying to convince herself. “I know it’s wrong, but maybe I can... steal some blood from the hospitals? But then the people will be in trouble too...”

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starter call!

oof i poofed for a bit

but regardless, please like this post for a starter of indeterminate length and verse! probalby nothing too long or thought out, but it’d be nice to get the ball finally rolling~

[bloodofmagnolia]

starter call!

oof i poofed for a bit

but regardless, please like this post for a starter of indeterminate length and verse! probalby nothing too long or thought out, but it’d be nice to get the ball finally rolling~

[thornysuggestion]

i’m entirely capable of being a fucking nightmare.

[promptfairy]

❥     𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒    [   𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂    ]   .

headcanon prompts with questions based on plants   &   what they represent in flower language .  happy roleplaying !!  ♡

abatina :   is there anything in life your muse has changed their mind about over time   (   due to becoming more educated on the topic ,   certain experiences  ,   etc .   ) ,    or that they   would   change their mind about under certain circumstances ?  

acanthus :   is your muse deceptive ,   or willing to lie or deceive to achieve certain means ?   why or why not ?   

aloe :   how does your muse handle grief ?

amaryllis :   what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ?   how do they express that pride ?   

anemone :   how does your muse view the world ;   as a cruel   &   unforgiving place ,   a land full of wonders ,   or something in - between ?  where does that world view come from   (   what experiences ,   life lessons ,   etc .   ) ?  

angelica :   where does your muse draw inspiration in life ?   what motivates them ?

apple blossom :   how does your muse go about expressing or not expressing their sexuality ?  

bachelor’s button :   does your muse actively seek romantic companionship ,   or cherish the liberties of being single ? 

basil :   does your muse have a love - hate relationship with anyone or anything ?

bay tree :   does your muse seek glory   &   accolades ,   or do they favour a simpler ,   more personal life ?  

begonia :   how cautious is your muse ?   are they prone to noticing red flags ,   or paranoid to the point of untrusting most everyone ?   why or why not ?  

belladonna :   how does your muse respond to silence ?   do they take comfort in soundlessness ,   or seek to fill the void with noise ?   

bluebell :   does your muse learn from their past ,   or are they prone to repeating the same mistakes ?  

carnation :   what is your muse’s relationship with their gender ?   how do they express or not express this relationship ?  

chamomile :   what is your muse likely to take away from a painful experience ?   are they one to be haunted by adversity ,   or to use what they’ve gone through to become stronger ?  

chrysanthemum :   how does your muse express romantic love ?  how do they feel about love as a concept ?  

daffodil :   is your muse one to be loyal in relationships ,   or are they likely to quickly move from one bond to another ?

daisy :   did your muse ever feel as though their innocence had been lost ?   what moment in their life could be described as the end of their innocence ?  

edelweiss :   what was the bravest moment in your muse’s life ?  are they known to be courageous from then on ?  

fern :   does your muse believe in magic or cosmic forces ,   or are they more likely to think their life is ultimately a matter of their own control ?  

forget - me - not :   has your muse ever forgotten something that is or was important to them ?   are they afraid of forgetting things like that ?  

gardenia :   is your muse one to confess romantic feelings early on ,   or to conceal them for long periods of time ?  

gladiolus :   describe a moment from your muse’s life that they will never forget .

goldenrod :   does your muse believe in luck or fortune ?  why or why not ?   where do they believe these things come from ?  

heliotrope :   does your muse believe in soulmates ?

hibiscus :   how does your muse view the gentler ,   daintier things in life ?   as things worth preserving   &   caring for ,   or things only bound to wither   &   disappear ?  

holly :   how strong is your muse’s sense of intuition ?  are they aware of it ?   do they ever fear that it is only paranoia ?  

hollyhock :   how strong is your muse’s sense of ambition ?  what’s something they strive for in life ?  

hyacinth :   is your muse athletic ?   does it come naturally to them ,   or have they had to work for their physique and/or skill ?  

hydrangea :   how much does your muse value communication in their relationships with others ?  are they prone to being misunderstood ?

iris :   if your muse could convey one last message to someone they have lost or left behind ,   what would it be ?  

ivy :   what are your muse’s views on marriage ?   do they believe it is something strictly for love ,   or an institution rooted in business   &   social benefits ?   do they desire or have they desired to be married ?

lavender :   how easy is it to gain your muse’s trust ?  once their trust is broken ,   how might one go about mending it ?  

lilac :   what was your muse’s childhood like ?   how has their upbringing affected them as they’ve aged ? 

lily :   how does your muse view their mother ?  

lotus :   has your muse ever felt as though they’ve been reborn ?  have they ever desired the feeling of a fresh start ,   or a better understanding of themself and/or the world around them ?  

magnolia :   describe your muse’s relationship with nature   &   the natural world .  

marigold :   is your muse prone to jealousy ?  how might they handle envious feelings ?  

mint :   does your muse view themself as virtuous   &   moral ?  what do these words mean to them ?

nasturtium :   describe your muse’s relationship with their birthplace ,   or homeland .  

oak :   who would your muse consider the strongest person they know ?  

pansy :   does your muse often reflect on their own actions ?   do they ever think a lot about the past ,   and what they could have done differently ?

parsley :   describe a holiday your muse enjoys ,   and why they enjoy it .

peony :   what would a   ‘  happy life  ’   look like in your muse’s eyes ?

poppy :   what comforts your muse ?

rhododendron :   is your muse receptive to warnings   &   advice given by others ?

rose :   how much does your muse value other people ?   do they wish to have many friends ,   lovers ,   and/or associates ?   are they an easy person to love ?

sage :   what is your muse’s legacy ?   what do they want to be remembered for   &   what might they actually be remembered for ?  

salvia :   is your muse possessive over people or things that matter a lot to them ?  how do they express that possessiveness ,   or lack thereof ? 

snapdragon :   is your muse merciful ?  why or why not ?

southernwood :   how seriously does your muse take themself ?   do they prefer a solemn   &   intellectual atmosphere or do they delight in jokes   &   banter ?  

sunflower :   what brings your muse the most joy in life ?  

tulip :   how does your muse view people in general ?  

violet :   how does your muse respond to betrayal ?

willow :   how does your muse handle sadness   &   depression ?

zinnia :   how has the loss of fallen comrades and/or loved ones affected your muse ?   has it taught them anything or given them any new perspectives ?

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sir-intxgra​:

“Iscariot?” Integra spat, “Now you are asking to be put to death. I am Sir Integra Fairbrook Wingates Hellsing! My great grandfather was Professor Abraham van Helsing! I am the leader of the Hellsing Organization that slays all monsters from Christendom!” She thundered.

Well, not all, she did harbor two vampires at home and there was, well, Vampville. That’s what Seras called the little community Integra had banished all ‘non offending’ vampires to. Candidates for that were few and far between.

“I-I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to offend! Honestly!” The Draculina said, gulping. This was... not a great start. The Hellsing Organization... “I-I’ve only ran into Iscariot, I didn’t think there were any others!” The pinkette vampire went on, sighing. Way to go, Madoka...

“... Are you... going to kill me, then? ... I-It’s pretty difficult, I regenerate from most damage kind of easily...”

There wasn’t... hostility or anything in her voice, or even anger or that sense of superiority so many lesser vampires touted over humans. Just... a kind of acceptance, really...

Please reblog/like this post if you’re more than fine doing dark/mature threads so that it’ll be easier for the others to interact with you! This means you’re open to do threads like torture, abuse, drugs, smut, blood and many more.

[the-write-ideas]

Send me a △ and ask a really invasive question aimed at my character

They’ll have to:

Rate on a scale of 1-10 how much they don’t want to answer that question.

Answer that question.

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Much like in canon, Madoka’s weapon-of-choice is a bow and arrow: of course, being a Hellsing crossover, the bow and arrows she wields as a magical girl is nowhere near appropriate enough, it’s far too tiny!

Madoka’s preferred weapon (assuming she has the resources) is essentially a giant oversized bow that at roughly 6 feet towers over the 4′11 girl, and is more akin to a portable ballista than a true bow, far too massive for any human to lift: let alone pull the steel wire bowstrings. While Madoka can pull on the string with her vampiric strength easily she usually manifests a shadowy hand from her shoulder so she can pull it back to its maximum extent. While perhaps looking practically silly-looking in the hands of such a girl, it is nontheless an anti-freak weapon capable of ripping through armored targets with ease.

In more mundane situations, such as when initially wandering on her own, Madoka is still fond of an oversized bow that regular humans have no chance of properly and effectively using; when not ripping them apart with her own shadows. While possessing incredible stopping power in its own right, Madoka’s initial bow is only truly effective against vampires with direct hits through the heart: and more to slow them down until she enters melee range than truly killing them. It probably wasn’t until she was around more experienced hunters of the supernatural she began to realize just how truly naïve she was at playing the hunter-of-her-own-kind role.

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Again, this Madoka is ultimately the result of an RPC that has long-since died out mostly compared to what it once was: but I still wanna explain it a bit for new followers to help understand this entire blog’s deal a bit easier! Something worth explaining is that in that old PMMM RPC when crossovers and odd AUs were common there was a theme among many muses that they were aware they were in a kind of multiverse with different timelines that sometimes contained erratic differences from others and sometimes interacted with certain versions of muses knowing that they were different versions of the same person: they called them ‘variants.’ And this blog was ultimately the result of an extreme divergence.

I have always been under the impression the dark force that offered the chance at immortality to Alucard and the Major was the devil: and he is also what tempted Madoka as well. When Walpurgisnacht came early in the timeline and wiped out Mitakihara leaving Madoka as its sole survivor, she was scared. She was 14, trapped under rubble, everything and everyone she had ever known was gone, and Homura had not yet appeared.

The devil knew about Madoka’s potential. He knew that she had the potential to become a goddess, that she could become hope itself. And so to spite goodness and purity in the world, the devil had the idea to tempt this very scared and vulnerable girl and corrupt it solely to spite Him. Madoka assuredly would have accepted Kyubey’s contract to become a magical girl to save her own life; but that darkness that has plagued man since the beginning wanted to take credit for saying he took someone capable of bringing hope and salvation to thousands and turning her into an undead, immortal monster for no other reason than to personally spite God and the concepts of purity and hope.

And... he succeeded.

[bloodofmagnolia]

Much like in canon, Madoka’s weapon-of-choice is a bow and arrow: of course, being a Hellsing crossover, the bow and arrows she wields as a magical girl is nowhere near appropriate enough, it’s far too tiny!

Madoka’s preferred weapon (assuming she has the resources) is essentially a giant oversized bow that at roughly 6 feet towers over the 4′11 girl, and is more akin to a portable ballista than a true bow, far too massive for any human to lift: let alone pull the steel wire bowstrings. While Madoka can pull on the string with her vampiric strength easily she usually manifests a shadowy hand from her shoulder so she can pull it back to its maximum extent. While perhaps looking practically silly-looking in the hands of such a girl, it is nontheless an anti-freak weapon capable of ripping through armored targets with ease.

In more mundane situations, such as when initially wandering on her own, Madoka is still fond of an oversized bow that regular humans have no chance of properly and effectively using; when not ripping them apart with her own shadows. While possessing incredible stopping power in its own right, Madoka’s initial bow is only truly effective against vampires with direct hits through the heart: and more to slow them down until she enters melee range than truly killing them. It probably wasn’t until she was around more experienced hunters of the supernatural she began to realize just how truly naïve she was at playing the hunter-of-her-own-kind role.

[bloodofmagnolia]

Older follower, nice to see you giving this muse a chance again! I had completely forgotten about her until I saw her on my dash. It's a weird crossover, but I hope you have fun!

asdf;laksjdfadsf THANK YOU SM she was such a product of her time... i don’t think i ever would launch this muse today but she was -such- a blast as i’m getting back into Hellsing and want to watch Impure Souls finally... i really wanna give her one more shot ya know??? she was a really fun muse... eldritch abomination vampire who is more akin to a force of nature than a vampire who is also

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2020 is almost done and over with!

With the final month of the year here, it’s your chance to send the mun or muse something you’ve wanted to tell them! Whether you haven’t had the chance to or you’ve been too shy, now’s the time to say what you feel, and don’t hold back!

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sir-intxgra​:

@bloodofmagnolia

“You’re a vampire. Give me a reason not to exterminate you.”

Integra did feel bad for the vampire, forever stuck in the body of a cursed teenager. Why did opt to Turn at the age? Integra admonished herself for thinking about the vampire too much. She had a job to do.

“... I-I haven’t... hurt anyone, just other vampires...”

Madoka Kaname really, really hadn’t been having a good unlife. She wanted to say she had no choice, but that wasn’t really true; she could have died with her dignity as a human instead of giving into despair and taking this deal just to live longer...

But she made her bed; she had to lie in it.

“I... I mean, I certainly can’t give a lot of reasons, human,” she admitted, sighing. “It was this or dying for me... I just didn’t want to die,” Madoka admitted. “I... are you a vampire hunter...? A-are you part of Iscariot?” Oh, if only she knew!

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due to this blog actually being Really Old and i’m just rebooting it there isn’t a Verses page but

i’ve been meaning to watch Impure Souls for years now, I haven’t yet but

i’ll definitely make a dedicated verse for that

[leneemusing]

misc sentence starters

“  i wish i knew how to talk about it.  ”   “  you don’t have to talk, we can just sit together.  ”   “  i don’t want to be alone anymore.  ”   “  i wish i could hate you.  ”  “  take a seat, we’re gonna be here a while.  ” “  i need you to trust me.  ”   “  i missed/miss you.  ”   “  she/he won’t listen to me.  ” “  let me do this for you. please.  ”   “  is there anything else you want to say to me?  ” “  tell me something happy.  ”   “  promise me.  ” “  i just want/wanted to help.  ”   “  let me explain.  ” “  i didn’t/don’t need you to understand, i just wanted/want you to support me.  ”   “  i’m on your side.  ” “  i’ve got your back, okay? ” “  please, tell me you have a plan.  ” “  stay with me tonight.  ” “  don’t go. please.  ”   “  i’ve been alone for so long i’m afraid i don’t know what it’s like not to be.  ”   “  talk to me.  ”   “  i did what i had to do.  ” “  we can’t keep going on like this.  ” “  i’m just tired.  ” “  i’m scared.  ” “  it’s okay to be afraid. fear can be good. use it.  ” “  it’s better to expect disappointment.  ” “  hope is dangerous.  ” “  i like seeing you smile.  ”   “  you look beautiful.  ”   “  be patient with her/him. they’re trying. ”   “  i’m trying my best and it’s not good enough. it’s never good enough. ” “  i’m starting to think i’m just fucked up.  ”   “  have a drink with me.  ” “  she/he is better off without me. but i guess that’s their choice.  ” “  you can’t dictate what’s best for someone else. ” “  can i help you?  ” “  i thought you’d like this.  ” “  do you wanna get out of here?  ” “  walk with me?  ” “  well, shit.  ”

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