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tracker;; 6/25 - 6/30

elvquxt - shattered diamonds reply.

vartouhix action reply, + thread reply.

mvsxn - general reply.

92rvn - follow starter.

jcaecus??? - still not sure if you’d like to continue with current plot, or not.

tsesarevna - a cat and a willow au verse.

current attempts at plotting -  jimin, elizabeta, akali//bugs.

to do - permanent starter call, personality + history, self para on memory and disfunction, possible new meme for the week, possible headcanon [ 3-5 amount tbd], clear drafts, new theme + add popups with new important information, unimportant new 50+ icon batch for soohyuk + mun mascot. new verses page additions.

[blvckinks]

❝Have you eaten yet Soo?? Grab dinner with me? It's been too long since we've grabbed a meal together.❞

Sooyhyuk notices several things at relatively the same time. The first is how pretty the furniture is; the victorian-esque carvings in the arm of the chair he settles himself in feels nice against his open palm. It reminds him too much of the picture frames that etch their places in his memories; one still collecting dust above a mantle, the other leaving a burnt taste in his mouth as crackling flames eat at the sepia colored picture it cradles. As he swallows thickly around that taste, hand sliding across wood to wipe at his mouth--- just as the putrid flavor begins to rot and curdle at the back of his throat, he notices the streak of blood staining it. 

The blood is rich, thick and bright against the decor, as delicate as marble as it slides between his index and forefinger that, at the mention of eating, devouring, and enjoying a meal; hunger twists in his gut. He wipes the blood on his necktie; already loose, a disheveled mess-- the perfect finesse to his three piece suit, now a burden. It’s not the tie that causes a groan to slip past his lips instead of the smooth deep rumble of his voice however, but the distinct scramble of nerves at his abdomen as more blood rushes forward. 

He’s bleeding. 

He laughs, some dry sound rolling from the tip of his tongue-- he would have been shot on the day he’s supposed to meet his sunshine, his favorite shirt dripping with cerise, surprisingly cool against his abdomen. It’s been too long,--modern bullets? They ache; turn his night into a pile of shit.  “Sunkyu,” he reaches forward,-- dual sets of porcelain pinching into his bottom lip, and yet he staggers. He doesn’t mean to knock over one of the pair of gifts he brought with him tonight; blue diamonds encrusted in the stem shatter with its opaque cup against the floor. The noise fills the space with ease, sounding of his pain. Soohyuk? He can’t seem to get a break. 

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                             –––who couldn’t fall asleep with too many questions.

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[elvquxt]

❝ Inside of all of us there is a MONSTER.                   Battling, twisting, curling all our values into something more….

How clever it is to pin our desires on something else, coil all that we see as wrong in a little cage within…

                                           Well my cage is shined and made of gold, for it hides no monster                                                                       but the mortal I must pretend to be                                         My porcelain mask is flawless, it has no chips, and no strings in sight                                                   Come take a peak for inside you shall see true BEAUTY

Effortless does my skin shine Fed from the life of your kind… The goddess of death, a monster of the hunt I was born for this…. of this I am a protecter, I am a hunter

True power does not lie is strength nor wisdom, but the ability to adapt and manipulate…… can you tame the beast who’s brought so many to their fear? Careful… for ambition can lead you astray❞

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Basic Biography is up, will post with any updates.

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* ( theme-ing.

*( muse is lee soohyuk, AU,vampire, multiverse, singleship. 

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❝You’re beautiful, but you’re e m p t y.                                                  One could’t die for you. ❞

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semi-hiatus, until finals are over. these exams have been kicking my butt.

if you want to drop threads and start new ones when i’m back, it’s cool! i’ll be up for it.

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[jcaecus]

“Let your secrets have no ties ‘cause the light will never shine on this heart of mine” Years have passed but Joon hasn’t forgotten a single moment, not a single word. He knows he never will either- even if he one day should wake up to know he has moved on. Soohyuk is, indeed, unforgettable. Joon has little doubt in his mind that it is all Soohyuk’s doing, the way he is today. Perhaps coming from a happy home would have protected him; perhaps being stronger would have helped him leave before it was too late. But these things weigh little in the grand scheme of things. The core of the problem is all Soohyuk’s doing… his heart and soul poisoned by what Soohyuk might have called love. The man took every single thing that made him who he was and tore it to pieces in front of his eyes. Everything that once was beautiful about him became the reason why he suffered, and he was forced to discard it all. Move on as a shadow, as a ghost envious of the life everyone else could have but not him. “Look at all the damage you have done in time you can see what a savage I’ve become, in my eyes if you look in my heart you will find no love, no light, no end in sight” To this day he doesn’t know if Soohyuk meant it to be this way. If Soohyuk knew what he was doing back then. Perhaps he didn’t understand the consequences… Or perhaps he was malicious through and through. It depends on Joon’s mood which one he believes. But either way there is no forgiveness in his heart, no forgetfulness to take away his pain. Nothing in his apartment has moved ever since Soohyuk walked out for the last time. It is a time capsule and the only measure of time is the layer of dust covering everything else but the bed and the couch. If Joon closes his eyes he can see it all; Soohyuk sprawled out on that couch, Soohyuk standing in the door way, Soohyuk pressing him up against that wall, Soohyuk taking him on that floor. Sometimes he has to run away from his home just because the memories whisper to him too loudly, the memories too vivid. Every single day has been struggle since then. Thus, how could he forget? Move on? His heart is now as ruined as Soohyuk’s, and he has no medicine for it. For all he knows he is doomed to this, and yet he has no courage to end this. He has tried but no. The most he can give himself is passing moments of relief induced with illegal substances. He doesn’t even know what he is. Alive or dead? Dead or dying? “But you crucified my heart of gold But oh, look at all the damage you have done in turn if you offer salvation I will run into your arms” He’s been caught in this feeling that something is about to happen the entire day. It’s like seeing black clouds creep across the sky, and watching the wall of rain approach. He doesn’t usually believe in intuition, or omens, but this time… He’s restless and a part of him is urging him to run and a part of him wants him to keep hiding in his apartment. But where would he even go, if he were to try to escape whatever it is that is coming for him? And what does he have left to fear? So he sits tight and waits, gazing out the window with unseeing eyes. If something really is coming, it’ll find him here- he’s not going to fight. “But I hope, I pray, and I will fight ‘cause I’m looking for a miracle”

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“Joon, I need you..,” 

The key they kept under the teal vase has long since rusted, doesn’t fit in the door anymore. It’s barely able to fit enough to make a full turn and he cuts himself on its edge. It’s not the burn of metal that he feels down to his stomach, but as he sinks against that door, he feels like it’s the only thing that keeps him from falling into the empty street. He feels the pull, the lingering feelings that stretch out from deep within the uneven sunken lines in the door. He can see the white paint begin to peel and he wondered just then as he swallows around the alcohol staining his tongue, when was the last time he painted. 

“I need you to open the door,”

His voice is a crackling fire, surging forward. He know’s he’s there waiting for him to come home, --the crackling of the electric fireplace, it’s cold, he feels the breeze against his nape-- but no, it’s spring, there’s no ice collecting on his knuckles as he stands there stringing together memories too far into the night to care what time exactly.  Joon always answers the door, -- dusty blue pajamas hanging off his hips, smiling even when he knows, but Soohyuk just sees disappointment and rage and violent shades of indigo behind his sunken eyes. He thinks of someone else taking him away from him, their strong arms claiming what is forever his. It’s the marrow in his bones that feels too tight, too constricted--cutting him off from what’s left of his shattering reality and he’s cutting himself on the shards as he puts it together piece by piece. He bangs just then on the door frame. It’s a deafening sound that washes out the noise of traffic and the dog barking just a few houses down and he bears it all, lets it wash over him. “Fuck--Joon!” 

It’s as if the vibration pushes him backward, grips around his neck and digs its blackening nails into his throat and he hears nothing but the sound of his heartbeat, but a murmur in his chest now a loud threatening force. There is a sudden calm however as he steps back onto that second step up, and he brushes his hand down his face, the wind slicing into his cheekbones as he shakes his head. There’s no steely expression, no freshly combed gel to hold his hair from falling down into his line of vision. His suit-jacket is long gone, left on the back of maybe the third bar couch along with his favorite pair of glasses with blue tinted lens, leaving him only in the thick black silk dress shirt--no tie and straight starched slacks. He rolls up his sleeves, some careful measured movement as he presses an open palm  to the cold brick just past the door frame, smearing angry red against that sun-bleached white as his hand slides past. “Baby, come on,” the fifty thousand won bills that spill from his back pocket make him look foolish, clutter the edges of his vision, litter even the street as the wind sweeps them up behind him. He continues, his voice still soft, strained as if pleading and yet his expression is stoic, brows pinched as his weight seeps further into that brick. “ Open up baby, it’s me, you know you me--” a laugh finds it’s way into his breath, strips the essence from his voice. “How many times do I have to ask? It’s cold, don’t make me wait,-- look, look at me, I’m home.” 

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Random lyrics sentence starters

"Nothing is perfect, but your imperfections are quaint."

"Your love is worth it and for that I will wait."

"I drive you crazy, but you always return."

"Although you love me, sometimes you're mean."

"Things can get ugly, but we're still a team."

"I'm all yours."

"Maybe I'm just being selfish."

"I've got your hand, it's us against consensus."

"And I will burn the people who hurt you the worst."

"I'll protect you 'till the day I'll meet my maker."

"Don't fight me now 'cause you might need me later."

"I wanna see your eyes."

"So why'd you have to go?"

"I'm still trying to wake up from this nightmare."

"One more night alone I'll go insane."

"This is what I live for."

"Selfish, taking what I want and call it mine."

"I'm head of the class. I'm popular."

"Being attractive is the most important thing there is."

"I'll never get caught."

"Every boy in the whole world could be yours!"

"If I stumble, they're gonna eat me alive."

"Hard to be soft. Tough to be tender."

"If my life is mine, what shouldn't I do?"

"I just wanna be your friend."

"Is it ever gonna be enough?"

"I just wanna be your friend, why you givin' me a hard time?"

"I'm sorry for everything I've done."

"I can't have you and I'm only gonna do you wrong."

"I'm going to mess this up."

"From the second that I was born it seems I had a loaded gun, and then I shot a hole through everything I loved."

"There's always time to change your mind."

"I've got nothing left to live for."

"I know your type. You're all the same."

"In the beginning you intrigue, but the way you move, it terrifies me."

"You remind me of the things that I don't need."

"I'm kinda curious. Oh no, you got me already."

"We both know that it's over."

"You're talking like a stranger, so I don't know what to do."

"I'm callous and I'm cruel, to everyone but you."

"It's been awhile since I stared at the stars."

"You said that you'd always love me."

"Well I don't think that it's the end, but I know we can't keep going."

"Say what you mean and it turns to a fight."

"Chasing your dreams since the violent 5th grade."

"Trying to believe in your silent own way."

"Cause we'll be okay. I'm not going away."

"How many of our parents seem to make it anyway?"

"Headed to a red carpet, they won't know my name."

"Trying to find a way down the road we don't know."

"I'm gonna find my way back to your side."

"What if I said I would break your heart?"

"I just may be too crazy to love."

"Don't you think I was too young too be messed with?"

"I should've known."

"Maybe it’s me and my blind optimism to blame."

"I'll look back in regret how I ignored when they said, 'Run as fast as you can.'"

"You are an expert at 'sorry.'"

"I’m shining like fireworks over your sad empty town."

"Miss you terribly already."

"Miss your small hands in the palm of mine."

"I hope for your life, you forget about mine."

"Please forget me. You were right, dear, I am cold and self-involved."

"I'll write my loneliness in poems, if I can just think how to start."

"You want your independence, but you won't let me let you go."

"You think that you're the sun. The whole world revolves around you."

"I would wait a lifetime. I will wait for you."

"I don't care. I'm down for what you want."

"If we're talking body, you got a perfect one. So put it on me."

"Bite me while I taste your fingertips."

"You and I don't work out."

"We should just end it now before someone gets more hurt than they have to."

"Before I ever met you, I never knew that my heart could love so hard."

"Before I ever met you, I never knew that I liked to be kissed for days."

"Before I ever met you, I never knew I could be broken in so many ways."

"I miss you more than I thought I would."

"I found love where it wasn't supposed to be, right in front of me."

"Talk some sense to me."

"I wanna feel your touch."

"Pretending is not enough. I wanna feel us together."

"Just one last time again."

"You are the trouble I'm in."

"Puts herself on the front lines with no reward and takes care everyone else before herself."

"Thinks he takes her for granted but to her surprise, he needs her more than she needs him."

"She's not just another face."

"He acts like it's nothing but we all know the truth."

"It is about that she acquired someone who knows she's not a fool."

"I couldn't decide if you were the most annoying human being I'd ever met or just the best thing that ever happened."

"I made up my mind to just go with it."

"What's the worst thing that could happen?"

"We're not forever you're not the one."

"You and I could be the best thing ever."

"We're not happily ever after. We don't got what it takes."

"I shut the door and I don't look back."

"You still got me around your finger."

"Please don't fall in love with someone new."

"I promise one day I'll come back for you."

"You'll never forgive me, though I'm doing this for you."

"I'm not ready for you now, please don't hate me."

"Well, these days I'm fine - No these days I tend to lie."

"I'm sorry, I let you down."

"I'm sorry, I bring you down."

"Congratulations you are all alone."

"Your time will come if you wait for it."