PPP

self-obsession is connected completely with self-loathing. UGW: 47kg

[likeeabutterflyy]

She's 165cm | 45kg | BMI 16.5

This is her before and after

She's literally thínsp0 now ʕ⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴥ⁠ꈍ⁠ʔ

She did it, we will too ｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+)⁠～⁠～⁠～

[bncdiaries]

Omg omg omg omg

[nanapurin4]

E tão deprimente voltar a ter um peso que você tinha perdido...

[bncdiaries]

Oh, it has been so long

I've read the last post and well, nothing changed that much but the fact I relapsed on alcohol and coke (: Nothing's thar bad that couldn't get worse. I've lost 15kg+ since last time I logged here, which well, it's some sort of consolation prize. I'm way more depressed than the last time I've been posting here. Think the depression helped me lose weight, but anyway... not gonna get into the backstab shit that happened between me and my so called best friend, then. I'm just not okay.

[lillycachalote]

Postar na comunidade ed não te faz magra

[bncdiaries]

I'm sorta getting old for teen shenanigans as substance abuse and shit. The fact is that I'm not handling my life right now.

I stopped drinking: last time I almost killed myself.

Been smoking too much, waisting money compulsively, taking clonazepam three, four, five times a day and I know it's not healthy. I'm old enough to know what kills me slowly, but I'm running out of strength. Mom's sick and keeps talking about death and dying all the time. She has no one to take care of her but me and I'm just exhausted. I'm exhausted of being forced to lock myself in my room, turn on the same songs and try not to cry; exhausted of listening to mom telling me I'm not up with the households cuz I'm lazy, when actually I'm just done with life.

I'm medicated and promised to never cut myself again, but God, please, send me a sign.

[nanaborboleta]

[m0onlysstuff]

Garotas e a sua necessidade de chegar na casa dos 40kg

🌸🩷🍒

[lupiggie]

23:99: "fodase vou comer mesmo nem tenho essa merda de transtorno"

00:00: Eu tenho.

[avampiremodel]

abrir o tumblr e o twitter me faz parar de querer comer que nem uma porca, obrigada gente

[chuuana]

Eu amo dormir com fome.

[nutsgirly]

o pior sentimento é ter MEDO da balança

[loh-botomia]

Emagrecer é a melhor vingança

[bncdiaries]

Aula de antropologia e não saio do tumblr. ugh

[skinnyfuture0]

Feche a boca para fechar o ziper .

[pacrovsblog]

[bncdiaries]

SEGUNDA VEM AÍ

E com ela, a chance de começar de novo. Não desistamos das nossas metas, meninas. Dá tempo de chegar menos obesa em Dezembro, hein?

[bncdiaries]

Vou levar minha caixinha de chá pra faculdade e pedir pro rapaz da cantina deixá-lo lá reservado pra mim. To cansada de me entupir de pepsi black (mil vezes superior a coca) e encher meu corpo de sódio.